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Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
Email: i4gotlah@hotmail.com

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

Yo..!, or should i say.. Assalamualaikum haha.. Nak step alim ni. Katerkan bulan Ramadhan, bulan yang suci dan mulia, bulan yang Allah banyak memberi berkat. Hahaha.. macam pak haji dah. Its been some tym since i've blogged. As you'all noe, todae's the 1st dae of puasa(fasting month). Happy ar..! You noe why? cos i can cut down on my spending, which means i can save more, which means i can faster settle the debt i have with Ming Jie(I bought his floorball stick).

Had an okay dae todae, a bit tired lah.. I'm not the only one. Every single 'jemaah'(people who went for friday prayers) were also restless. Could tell by the sound of their voices. 'VERY ENTHUSIASTIC!!' haha.. Evryone was lyk half dead, Bacer doa, setakat 'Amin' also tak larat seh.. haha. Even Rizal, who was sitting beside me teros K.O(tidur). Skarang semuer orang tahu rizal tidur dalam masjid! haha rilek ar Zal, aku pun tido. Jangkit dari kau..

When came back from the mosque, i had the Geomatics practical exam. Its superness the simplest wan..(fantastic grammer huh..?) Oh ya.. Speaking of exams, mines coming up this mondae, all the wae thru thursdae. Apeda..?! why can't they have lyk one or two daes interval before the next exams, so that we'all could study?(Lagi tak tahu eh.. We'all Singaporean where got study so early?? Alwaes last minute wan.. haha. Correct anot?).

Saturdae still need to go to woodbridge for the CD. Should recommend Najibah to admit herself inside. Seemed suitable for her, can also mix around people her type. Betul tak Naj? hahaha... Sundae also gonna go Harbourfront, maybe alone(independant lah.. kirekan), to study. Exam on monday. Ok lah, Gotta go oredy. Need to 'sahur'(very early morning breakfast) and pray also (alim pe..) so, to all my Muslim friends, selamat berpuasa and dont do anything yang dihalangi tuhan pada bulan yang mulia ini.. and to all the non-muslims(jolyn, jenn, fabian) who could not understand what i wrote, dun worry, its something bad about each of you ok.. ADIOZ..



Nothing to do at 11:37 PM by Awin
Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Felt a bit lazy lately to update for the past few daes(scared if didn't update then kena pester by 'some' people. u noe who u are.. haha) I usually update after floorball trainings but i didnt this week. Kinda busy and a bit malas lah..

I didn't come down for the friendly with NP last sundae.(Damn it!) Believe it or not, i snubbed a chance to play against NP, to go to IMH(institute of mental health) or as you all noe it - Woodbridge. Yes, woodbridge. No, i did not go there to get myself admitted, neither am i mentally unstable(at least i think i'm not haha..) Its for the character development module. Of all the community involvement projects in Singapore, our class had to choose this.. Arrgh! What sia..?!?!

When we reached the entrance, from outside, it looked like a resort(lyk chalet) , but inside, it was TOTALLY different. The metal doors looked lyk those in a high security prison seh.. At first, i thought was lyk going to the old folks home, interacting with the people dere, lyk ok2 ar.. no prob. But my perception changed when i heard screaming. Yes SCREAMING! Hahaha.. I was a bit intimidated seh..(siape tak rase takut sikit, dengar orang pekik2..? haha)

When we reached there, the nurse told us we couldn't interact with the 'inmates'( haha tak baik seh..) cos special authorization must be given(whew.. nasib) so we all juz clean the area. So instead of holding a floorball stick, i ended up holding a mop stick sia..

Then, when i peeked inside one of the wards, i saw 'them' doing their own 'thing'. get it? haha. I also thought i saw Huda sitting in the corner, plucking her pubic hair, but it was someone else lah..(hahahaha) relax ar..

After spending 3 (gruelling) hours there, i went back to skool, only to find the guys cheering the post match HIP HIP HOORAY!. The guys all saw me and were lyk huh??? Now den come..? where u go? so i had to xplain tp them lah.. Although i didnt get to play in the friendly, i still got to play a match among ourselves.. The worst part of it all is that there won't be animore friendly and (hopefully not) trainings.. Shit!! Reallie wanted to play but have to prioritize lah. There'll be more friendlies to come what.. Gotta go oredy, next class coming in.. adioz!



Nothing to do at 7:36 AM by Awin
Friday, October 08, 2004

Last few daes hav been quite ok for me.. Quite relax lah.. Got to go home early(long tyme haven done dat man.. Alwaes going home late) Its become even more boring ever since there's no florball training on weds cos the stadium is under construction.. Haiz..!(cannot book other court izzit?) Now its lyk onli once a week. Damn bored sia.. Wednesdae got to play soccer with farok, farhan, adzmin, asfar and their friends. Quite fun also lah.. since got no training. Told farok if dey'all got play soccer again den call me lah den he said maybe evry wed come down and play lah but not confirm. Since wed got no floorball training den we change to soccer lah haha.. At least got somethin to look to on wednesdaes.. Heard about the SP floorball cup open. I wanna help out. Must Email Handy.. A few daes ago, my friend told me something which i thought was a bit strange. Apparently, a friend of his friend(the friend of my friend's, friend) wanted to erm.. kenal kenal(get to know me) lah.. My first reaction was lyk HUH??? A GIRL nak kenal kenal with a GUY?? I thought it was the other wae round??(not that i'm complaining or anithing lah haha..) Dunia dah terbalik dah.. At first i asked my friend if he's joking or what cos he likes to joke around but he's serious. Den i asked him if he knows anithing bout dis girl but the onli thing he knows was that she's also from SP. Name also dunno! Not sure whether should i lyk meet up with her or hav lunch or sumthin..? Haiya..! dunno lah.. What do yo suggest? Went to Dover to top up my EZ link juz now.. Gave the lady $50 and told her to top up juz $10 but she go and gave me train concession. Stoopid like sotong!! Her brain must be in her ass or somethin.. So i ended up going to Buena Vista(lucky its near my house). Talked to them there and what they told me was that they could refund me my money, provided i top up a minimum of $20 into my EZ link. So no choice lah, must spend xtra $10(luckily juz got my pay..) Damn bodoh sia.. dat girl! Well dats it for now.. I am actually doing my 'applied science' project dats due tomorrow(last minute lah kirekan.. typical singaporean haha) so gotta get back to it. Thanx for droppin by and sori 4 not updating sooner.. Adioz(Dah update dah.. Happy anot, Huda and Naj?? haha)


Nothing to do at 5:27 PM by Awin
Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Yo..! Its been a real boring dae for me.. Had dat NYAA forum juz now.. Super boring!!! Waited inside the convention centre since 9 but the 'thing' started around 10.30. Mr Prezz came down, along with guest of honour, Prince Edward, Earl Of Wessex(Ape saje lah..). Prince Edward Road was named after him u know.. He came all the wae from England to give awards to 250 recipients. I'd rather he stayed home in England and have tea with the queen. haha.. Actually he's quite old(the word 'prince' threw me off..) In fact, i was offered to receive the NYAA gold award for 'outstanding performance' but i declined. "Mr President, thank you for your offer but i don't think i'm good enough to receive the award.." with that, he shook my hand and went back to his seat. hahaha.... (yeah rite.. wan)

After dat, we had lunch but the makan reception sux. The onli nice food there was the chicken drumlets. Evrything else were Yucks! Even the juice tasted like plain water(reminds me of the SPFB camp days haha.. Ingat tak?)

After the whole thing, i went back to join my classmates at FC1. Reach dere oredy, people were lyk,"sial-lah!! see dat guy, damn smart seh.. haha" The worst part of the whole dae was that there's workshop class after lunch. Alamak...! wear smart smart den must go workshop..! Basket!! Well.. gotta go now. Cya around k.. and thanx for droppin by.. Oh ya 1 more thing, juz found out dat my cruise was gonna be 28th of NOV and not OCT.. At first, i thought it was on October. Stoopid sia.. exam week go cruise.. Veeryyy Smart! But now i know so it won't be a problem lah. WOOHOO..!!!



Nothing to do at 5:46 PM by Awin
Sunday, October 03, 2004

Its been very long since i've enjoyed myself but i reallie did on Fridae. Shiok sia.. went to SAFRA Telok Blangah and played bowling for free. Only paid for the bowling shoe($1) but their biggest shoe size was 9. I was lyk.. what??!! i was a size 12 but no choice.. Prayed that it fit and it did, fortunately(whew..!). The first few games was just a testing lah.. Haven't get the rhythm yet(all PROS must get into a rhythm before they bowl haha). The lane also got foul buzzer. If anyone crossed the line, the buzzer will sound, juz lyk the one at NTU. We all played from 6-9pm. I think we played around 7 to 8 games like that. Evrything there was new. Even the holes in the bowling balls, still had powdered residue inside. Tried curling shots but everytime curl at the wrong place(ball gonna hit centre but then curl away.. Apeda..! haha) My fingers hurt a bit but can tahan lah..(Of course lah.. play 8 games straight, which fingers don't hurt??) haha.. Reached home at about 10 plus.. bathe, eat, relax, went online for a while den went to sleep.

Had training juz now.. started at 9 but came at around 9.45. Changed my style of play juz now.. Usually played in a forward position but juz now, i played more of a midfield role and i kinda liked it.. Played more of a ball-winner role(like makelele or viera haha.. ape saje!) and i felt comfortable in that position.. and the thing is that i i held the stick 'wrongly' but i played well.. compared to last week where i was struggling to get into the game, with me holding the stick 'correctly' Macam maner eh?? So i thought, which is more important? how you hold the stick or how well you play?

I remmebered Jie Hong and Farok's advise and used my body. Idhzaar was dribbling down the right flank. I was standing in his way. Before i could do anything, his body crashed into mine and he fell on his butt. Hahaha... I didn't do anyhting seh.. Juz stood there onli.. den he langgar me and fell. Evryone else all laughed. Funny to the max man.. last week Ahmad oredy kena by me, then this week was Idhzaar. Who's next? haha.. I think im gonna try out this different style first lah.. and see how.

Monday still got this NYAA forum at the convention centre where president S R NATHAN and guest of honour PRINCE EDWARD(from prince edward road haha..) is gonna attend so must wear formal lah.. Damn..!! Thanx for dropping by.. Gonna go work oredy. Catch ya later..



Nothing to do at 1:02 PM by Awin
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