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Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
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Thursday, December 30, 2004

RECOLLECTION OF SPFB FRESHMAN ORIENTATION CAMP (PART III)

18th of June: Woke up early for the morning PT. Some guys already bathed like MJ (bodoh kan..! Nanti berpeluh lagi.. orang lain juz berus gigi. Saje je..)

After PT we had breakfast. We sat down at FC 5. I was expectin somethin heavy like rice or mee kepe... Skali roti n jam je, Ler... (budget.. haha). As usual, the jam was at the girls table and it slowly passed down. All of us couldnt wait for the girls to pass the jam n kaya. (tak boleh sabar seh..) I even went up to the girls table to scoop the kaya but they told me to go back. They said they'll pass the kaya later. Mampos..!

"Siapa yang sabar, menang", thats what my friend, Saul, said.. (haha, farok, remmember him..?). When the kaya eventually came. Tin kosong dah..! Mengirap sak darah..!! Takde timbang rase langsung. Tergamak diorang buat kite macam gini.. How could they do this? Im so disappointed in them.. CHey..! haha, takdelah.. "Siapa yang sabar, kaya dahbis".

Dat was only the makan, if u guys still remembered, the milo was tawar, hahaha.. I dont think it was milo at all.. Tap water + brown colouring, or maybe air longkang... wahahaha..! Jokingly, i asked Nuuuuuuuuuuurul(hehe) if there's tea, but she didnt reply.. haha

After breakfats(haha), we went for our 1st floorball training, but we guys went for fridae prayers 1st lah.. duhz! (agama lebih penting daripada floorball.. betul tak, Zaim? hehe) Farhan taught us slap/drag pass, shooting and dribbling. He also taught me airhook (haha, no lah. bedek je..)The basics je lah.. I think Jolyn also got help but not sure.. haha. Farok went for training somewhere else.

After training, we had a few friendly matches between groups. Efin ole'd me, with style summore, and Nuurul body pushed me, sampai terlanggar board. (Muka gitu manis, lagi boleh senyum, tapi dier punye langgar, FUH..! macam

bulldozer dah.. Aku rase Riezal pun kalah.. hehe) I reallie didnt expect that. Teruk!! Pushed over by a girl.. Malu-ating hehe.. It was durin that match dat i learned the fouls and technical terms. I learned 'slashing' from the referee - Huda. There's also 'high stick' and others lah..

After the match, we went back to our bunks. Too tired to play soccer. Some went to shower. I had mine later, after dinner. That nights dinner was very special. It was dinner ' survivor' style. Each group was given $5 and we had to find our own food from other food courts. KFC and PH were closed. So we went to FC 3 to makan. haha. I didnt know there was a straight path direct to FC 3, through the clubhouses, instead i led the group down the stairs to the field and up the stairs beside FC 3. Stoopid.. haha. Blur.

to be continued...


Nothing to do at 11:30 AM by Awin
Tuesday, December 28, 2004

RECOLLECTION OF SPFB FRESHMAN ORIENTATION CAMP ( PART II )

Me and Khai were going towards FC 5 for dinner. We soon caught up with Siti and Farra. If korang forgot who Siti is, she's the one who wore 'fashionably' during the match finals, fair skin.. ( Ala.. si 'top scorer' tu.. haha) Both of em were wearing slippers. I asked them, if they're gonna play captains ball wearing the slippers. They said they'd change into shoes after dinner. i was like.." Yeah rite.." in the end, they played bare footed.

During dinner, all of us had mee hoon. It was fine, but the drink was tasteless.. ( sorry eh girls, i know u made em. Takpe, next year boleh buat lagi sedap punye.. haha). Didnt want to complain partly cos i was lazy, lagipun tanak sakitkan hati.. Before we ate, the guys baca doa makan LOUDLY.. haha. The non-muslims must be thinkin, ape saje..! haha. Actually i think non-muslims only got 1, so u know who ar..? haha

After dinner, we played captains ball at the sports hall. Our group were up against Arifin's team first. I was the catcher for that game. We were trailing 2 -0 when i changed position with Cecillia. Then the tables were turned.. Wahaha...! Siti kept marking me but i easily brushed her aside. (badan sekontet macam Riezal gitu, nak mark aku? haha..) Eventually we won 8 - 2. Guess WHO turned things around? (aku lah, sape lagi..? haha, CHey!) We managed to reach the finals of the competition. It was MY team( haha..) against Nadira's. We underestimated them, thinkin they were all pendek. ( no offence.. ) We were SO wrong.. Halfway into the game, the score was 8 - 2. We were the 2 lah.. but we fought back and it soon became 8 - 8. ( thanks to WHO? haha.. ) but for no apparent reason, the referee gave the win to Nad's team.. Dunno why. referee KAYU..!! I think it was Hafiz who's the referee. We were runners up.. again, just like in the Amazing Race..

After the game, we went to mandi. I didnt know that there were showers in the toilet behind the sports hall. Instead, i bathed at the toilet at T 11. ( Punyelah teruk..!! ) It was a complete wreck..! Was wonderin where the others were bathing..

In the bunk, evryone were relaxing, listening to the GLs playin with their guitar.. Think it was Ahmad or Khai(klassik) who was playin it. Kalau sedap, takpe.. Ni bunyi macam Adzmin nyanyi seh.. Seram sak..! bulu sume naik, hehe. Then Min Jie came to my area. He intro himself and started havin a conversation with me and Khai. We talked a bit bout soccer and the rest bout magic tricks. Percaye tak, MAGIC TRICKS..! Of all the topics in the world, dier kene cakap pasal tu.. ( Masyaallah..!) Dier lagi cakap terlalu laju, sampai aku tak faham ape dier cakap. haha.. betul. Throughout the conversation, aku "mmm.." "yah..", tunjuk muke interested gitu.. haha. Dier ketawa, aku pun terpakse ketawa lah.. Rabak seh..! Den i joined Efin and his friends. We played Blackjack and betted with peanuts. At least better than the conversation with the most boring man in SP. After the game, had nothing else to do, so i put on my headphone and went to sleep. Penat dah oi..!

To be continued...


Nothing to do at 6:54 PM by Awin
Wednesday, December 22, 2004

RECOLLECTIONS OF SPFB FRESHMAN ORIENTATION CAMP (warning: content may be boring. Read at your own risk)

17th June, was the only one from Queenstown Sec. Felt funny bringing the fullpack. Assembled at FC2 Mcdonalds. MOst of the campers there were malay, except for some.. We were shown our bunks at T 11 - boys 2nd floor, girls 1st floor. That was where i met khai for the first time (ingat tak Khai..? haha) We then changed into our shorts for the upcoming activity.

We went to the field to play some ice breaking games. Met the girls group there. Most of em were malay too, some even wore tudong. Tak panas ke? haha ( sori eh naj, tak prasan kau ader.. haha). Aper lagi, aku 'scan' the area lah.. haha( get it? ) Firstly we played the 'name' game using the canvas. We were supposed to identify the person on the other side of the canvas.. Wrong names will get ourselves splashed with water.. I alwaes got wet cos i couldnt remmember people's name and my name was the easiest to remmember - wan. haha.. Then we played the earthquake, fire, hunter game. Those who cant find a partner were supposed to do a forfeit. 10 people were to pass a playing card from one person to the other, using only their mouth. It was damn funny.. It was like kissing with a card in between. Some can 'suck' very well.. haha

After that we sat in a large circle under the shade, beside the stadium. Using a rolled up newspaper, someone was supposed to hit the person whose name was called. As usual, i couldnt name a person and was supposed to do a forfeit. along with 2 other boys and 3 girls( dzaf, farra and unknown.. haha) We were supposed to do push ups, with our nose touching a girls nose.. ( initially wanted to choose farra but muke dier tengok aku lain macam je, so i went to dzaf instead.. haha) It was fun though.. haha

After the ice breaking games, we went back to our bunks to wait for further instructions.. Inside, we played soccer (timbang) haha.. Yup. Evryone kept shouting OOooo..!! each time the ball hits the ceiling lights. ( ingat tak korang..? hahaha..)

We then proceeded to the area in front of the sports hall. Our next activity was the Amazing Race. My group consist of Hafiz, Azri, Jenn, Cecilia n 2 unknowns.. ( haha.. 'unknown' sak..! haha) Teruk seh.. satu perempuan melayu pun takde, boring.. We went around the campus, looking for letters which ultimately spelled out FLOORBALL. The only thing memorable was the time i took two letters from 1 station so it became FLOORRALL. haha... That activity was when i got to know Farok. Thought your name was spelt Farooq. haha.. Lagi rabak, Farah(Erma's friend) spelt your name as Farouk.. haha.. Rilek ar bro, Jangan marah. hehe...

Dah penat, we went back to our bunks. As usual, some boys continued playin soccer but i didnt join. Decided to rilek one corner.. haha. Then i noticed this GL who was doing some freestyling with his stick. It was Akil dah.. He was doing an 'air hook'. It was the first time i saw an air hook. The ball was literally stickin to the blade.. Impressive! I thought he must be the most skilfull in SP. Must be some national player or somethin.. "Hi my name is Mohd Akil and i like to do air hook. Wahaha...!!" Some of the guys went to bathe. (Bodoh kan..!! after dinner still got captains ball. Then we'll get sweaty again..)

To be continued...



Nothing to do at 1:22 PM by Awin
Saturday, December 18, 2004

ME

nurul( KID)

hi, do i know u?

nope u don noe me i am a queenstownian. so when were u graduated???

i graduated just last year.. shall add ya. btw, put in a face lah, at least i know who im adding wat.. haha

tak nak ah me kenal u hip hop kan atau pon u tengok year book ke last year nyer then u noe who lah

me? hip hop?? i dun tink so lah.. but i like the music though.. haha. year book ader budak name KID eh? haha apeda?

takder lah nurul ah last year sec 1 u gi cari ah btw bole tak u pegi alamak.com sekarang my nick kid_nurul tau leceh ah kat friendster ni lembab nak mampos

erm.. i dun chat thru ALAMAK. sorry. u dun have a HOTMAIL account izzit? chat thru webmessenger lah..( http: webmessenger.msn.com)

takder ah susah ah nak chat kat sini u ader hp number tak??

<p>Dat what i got thru my Friendster account this afternoon.. haha, Seram jugak ar.. Last tym, it was the phillipino lady(ROSE) now its this girl from my ex secondary school.. Haiz.. Haha, letak gambar aku kat friendster tu, dah orang nak kenalan.. CHEY..!! tak tau malu.. PRASAN..! wahaha

oklah.. i gotta go oredy, adioz.. hehe



Nothing to do at 11:55 AM by Awin
Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Yo..! its been a long week for me, havin tO help out in the APAC(Asia Pacific Floorball Championship). Me, Adzmin, Riezal, Akil, Farok and Hafiz were the sound guys.. In other words, STADIUM DEEJAYS lah. haha.. We played team's entrance songs/national anthem and any songs we wanted, in between matches. We were right beside the court so you could sy we had front row tickets lah.. haha. We got the best job in the house compared to 'others'. When i mean others, i meant Zana, Shaz, Wani and Ah Shan. They all jaga tunnel and dressing rooms. Sooo BOOORRRIINNNG. Got to see our SP legend, Hafiz. Dier punye air hook, FOOH! macam aku punye dah.. Saje korang tak pernah nampak je.. malu, hehe.

Went to watch the finals on Sunday.. Initially i was going alone but came across Rabbiah and Faliq there.. Shaz was also helpin out, so we all watched together.. Then Adzmin, Riezal and Hafiz came too. The makan there was great. Chicken Briyani! Shaz even ate 2 packets.. hahaha, no lah, juz kidding. Rilek eh, Shaz. We watched the intense final between Singapore and Japan. The japanese won 3-2. Aku rase kalau aku main eh, mesti .. erm.. tanak cakap ar eh. wahahaha.. Ape saje!

After that, me and the guys went for floorball training. Upon reaching Dover, we bumped into Erma, Ong Bak(mustafa) and her friends. Hahaha, They came for training too. Obviously we were late.. About 45 mins late. It was a fun dae of training lah, most of the time we played mix matches. Ader orang tu(adidzaf), yang ader 2 handphone, kater pegi floorball MI training 3 times a week, tapi tengok skill cam same je..! haha.. joking je eh.. Tapi disappointed sikit lah.. MONDOK DRIBBLE DAH TAK JADI..!!! hahaha.. saje je. Guess it was a one time thing onli.so sad.

Training finished around 7 plus. Me and Huda went to Jurong Point, go makan at banquet. Chebah! Woohoo..!! haha, Actually Dzaf was supposed to go with us but along the way, she thought she lost her wallet so she went back to check, so Huda and me went first. Jangan kater aku tak ajak korang eh.. Hari tu aku ajak, korang tanak kan.. haha! So we talked and eat at the same time, she, with her mee pok(dried) and me, with my claypot chicken rice.. We talked, and talked, and talked and talked and talked. Cakap pasal evrything - school, guys, girls and pasal KORANG ar.. haha. I know your secrets. Wahahaha...! takde lah.. Den Dzaf contacted us, cakap her wallet was in her pocket all along, but she couldnt join us oredy. Dunno why. We finished bual-bual at around 9 plus, i think. Saw her off at the taxi stand(kater gentleman pe, hehe), then terus balik ar.. Aper lagi.

ok lah.. dats all people, and to those whom i still owe ice cream, dun worry one day, after training, kiter gi beli oritez? kk.. Adioz!

ps, korang(u know who u are) ingat ader 2 hp aku takot eh, peegidah! Next week aku beli 3 handphone, baru TAU! haha.. :P



Nothing to do at 5:18 PM by Awin
Friday, December 03, 2004

Hey guyz.. wazzup. Sorry ar, long tym never update. I juz came back from a cruise (superstar virgo). Union thingy.. 4 days 3 nights. It was actually a leadership workshop ar.. Quite fun lah.. but it was too long for me. The ship was damn big. Bigger than Huda's house. hahaha.. rilek eh Hudzz. But my cabin was more of a quarters.. 4 people packed into 1 small cabin with no window and a tv with lousy channels. However, the facilities were POWER!! Got jacuzzi, gym, arcade, library, 4 restaurants.(Air liuh meleleh... haha) The only thing that spoils was the workshop which lasted around 3-4 hours, and the instructor, Mr Anderson, was so boring that he nearly put all of us to sleep, serious!

Back to the gerek part. I tried almost all of the facilities xcept the spa cos it was WAY too expensive.. Jacuzzi was hot. Real hot, but very relaxing.. The arcade was not too shabby. Tried the guitar 'thing' and i sucked at it. haha.. the gym was orait ar.. Didnt spend much tym there but the best was the restaurant. FOOH!! tak boleh angkat! lagi buffet style.. Terpakse ikut nafsu, hahaha... The steak, curry chicken, leg of lamb. Got too many to choose from. Still got desert tau.. Brownie, cakes, ice-cream. Heaven, i tell u.. The internet access was worse than 56k and they charge $0.33 per minute. That means $3.30 for 10 minutes and $33 for 1 hr 45 minutes.. Rabak!! Ingat nak chat onboard..

3rd dae oredy i felt home sick. Missed my family and u guyz.. Wanted to go a shore to buy stuff but missed the boat. All my friends bought a lot of things. Punyelah jealous!! Some Adidas apparel were original and were cheap too.. Arrgggh!! My phone was virtually useless cos dont have 'auto roaming'.. Den what i would do from tyme to tyme was to read all the messages in my inbox. Dunno whether it relieved me of my homesickness or made me more homesick.

The 4th day was arguably the best moment throughout the 4 days. Me and my friend, Sallehudeen, were on the deck and we were entering Singapore shores. I was eagerly waiting for my M1 reception. Once i got it, all hell broke loose! Punyelah happy..! I literally jumped on the deck while my friend was still anxiously waiting for his reception. Apelagi, handphone teros terekam ar.. haha. Oklah, gotta go oredy. Chao!



Nothing to do at 8:18 AM by Awin
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