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Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Feelin quite sick for the past few days. Flu and coughs... Damn it!! It started on Tuesdae but it got a bit worse on Wednesday. Went to school feelin light headed, thought it was nothin... Still had the cheek to go for MI training (Bengap kan?!) Cos i thought some exercise would make it go away, or at least, make it less worse. How WRONG i was... During training, i was barely able to keep pace with the others (can you imagine, running around and having training while your nose 'runs' and you occasionally cough..? so so stupid) By 9pm, i couldnt tahan animore. Coughing was getting worse (the kind of cough that sampai nak termuntah... stupid!) but my nose was feelin a bit better though. Told Amir i wasnt feelin well, so i skipped the matches, Damn!! By the end of training, i felt so weak, especially my legs. Couldnt wait to get back and just rest. Didnt even go to school on Thurs

Read something in the papers that's still stuck in my head. Apparently, the earthquake in Iran destroyed a lot of buildings and structures except a mosque. You could reallie see it. Everywhere was piles of rubble surrounding the mosque. Speechless!!! haha There was another one in Indonesia. The tsunami swept all of the structures in Banda Aceh. All thats left standing was this mosque. Whoa!!!! (itulah kuasa tuhan, no doubt)

I now know who bob is. Wakhakhakha!!!! His identity shall be kept confidential (Ok Zal, aku tak bilang orang kau punye nickname, hehehe...) Still dunno who is maniac and passerby though. What the heck! haha...

Hope i'll be able to make it for this Sunday's training. Nak rematch lagi???? Haiz, naik jelak ah... Boring pun ader, Adioz!

mood: tired/lazy (recovering)



Nothing to do at 11:30 AM by Awin
Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Boulevard of BROKEN DREAM (emo sak...)

Guess what. I met Indra yesterday(Sunday). Yup.. I was havin breakfast with my family at Adam Road makan place when i saw him and other Home United players eating there Egmar Goncalves was there too. So i went up to him and said, "Indra kan?? i juz wanna congratulate you for our country's tiger cup win. Lamer tak nampak kau.."

he replied, "Eh wan, dah lamer siol tak nampak kau. Amacam kau skarang..?"

"Macam gitu jugak ah.. korang baru habis training pe?"

"Biaselah, macam kau tak tau gitu... Eh, kalau kau tak buat pape, join balik ah club kite... rindu ar, lagi boleh main balik untuk kite. Ingat tak dulu aku dengan kau - strike partner..? haha.."

"Ala.. tu dulu. Aku tengok dulu ar coz skarang aku sibuk ar dengan skola"


"OK lah, kalau kau nak join balik, kau contact aku ar - 64690685"


"Oklah nanti aku fone kau.. K lah aku pegi dulu ar... slamat"

Had training afterwards. We had a variety of 'animals' turnin up for trainings yesterday. There were -


'lembus' - Akil and Hafiz,


'squirrels' - Ah Shan, Fahdillah, Diyanah and Zana,


'luohans' - Farok, Jie Hong and Shahril,


'horses' - Khai, Ikhmal and others...


There was even a 'katak'. You know who rite? haha...


Mondok???

Training was, for the 1st time in a while, quite intense. At least more intense compared to other trainings, especially during the matches. Mohd 'i love to airhook' Akil was giving free blade bending services too.. Back to training, the gals wanted a rematch of last week's THRASHING between the guys and girls (9-0) Last week tak cukup pe, kene blasah!! This week nak kene lagi... AS USUAL we won the gals 5-0 (naik boring dah...) haha, even managed to score with Rabbiah and Najibah marking me, too bad... Riezal noticed that both of em were marking me and took the opportunity to score another with a solo performance. I think we(guys) could have doubled the scoreline but kite simpati kepada the gal's team, belas kasihan... haha.

Strangely enough, the girls who wore their orange IVP jerzy were on form yesterday. Irwani was hot with her dribbling and turning. (Nak ikut mondok kepe?? copy je... haha) Shaz scored the 1st goal of her floorball career but her performance in the court was somewhat controversial. She was seen diving from a slight contact by an opponent, which led to a penalty being given to the 'badigol' of a referee - Zaki. Not once, but twice did she dived to the floor, trying to get a free hit (macam nangka busuk dah... haha) Ah Shan's was average. Zana was also wearin the orange jerzy but her performance was below par, WAYYYYY below... I shall not waste this space by elaborating more bout it (buang current je..)

After training, went to UWC with Ikhmal, Wani and Idhzaar to watch the match. ( Naj if you're reading this, Wani 'busted' you... she went to the match eventually. She said she didnt want to go with you. Thats why she didnt say if she wanna go or not..) Ikhmal went to checkout the girls, hehe... Not bad ar the place, got air-con. The match was ok ar, Squirettez won. Theres 3 things things/event that happened which i couldnt believe. Firstly, theres this girl from our FO camp, Fara, was playin for Squirettez (skolah punye FB tak join, club punye FB main..) Next, Ah Shan didnt score in that game. An opportunity for her to score was given to her on a silver platter but she couldnt convert. Wasted!! Lastly, i cant believe that their NO. 16 scored. I cant believe she can score.. Of all the players in the team... Dier bagos ke?? Its either she's good, or UWC suck. I think its the latter... *bluek*

Do you know what 'menyakat' means? cos i do... hahaha(dari dulu dah tau..)

What does R.A.T mean or should stand for?

Who is bob?

Who is maniac?

Who is passerby?

Who is mondok?

Please enlighten me, Adioz!!!

MENYAKAT!!!, MENYAKAT!!!, MENYAKAT!!!, MENYAKAT!!!



Nothing to do at 8:01 AM by Awin
Friday, February 18, 2005

RECOLLECTION OF SPFB FRESHMEN ORIENTATION CAMP (PART VI)

Survivor dinner - Upon reaching FC 3, only the malay stalls were open (thank god) and the drink stalls. When i saw the displays being only noodles, i thought- "Alamak?! jual mee aje ke...??" but i came to realise that there was chicken rice too... (whew!) After makan, i thought of buying teh tarik packet for all the GLs but dah habis ah... ( SUCK UP sak...! haha) If you really believe that, you're one gullible person.. haha No lah, i thought of buying teh tarik, then can bring back to the bunk and drink.

After dinner, we went back to the area in front of the sports hall. We all tried to bedek the 'chief' (Diyanah) that we lost the $5 but the rest couldnt keep a straight face. While waiting for the other groups to come back, i listened to my HP radio. I remmembered Nuurul calling Hafiz a 'bookee' cos the black earpiece attached to his ear made him look like one... When everyone got back, we then moved inside the sports hall. We were given our red SPFB T-shirts as well as some awards. When picking out the shirts, i asked Rabbiah whether there's XL. U know what she replied? She said i should wear S, i'll look cute in it. (cute??!! CUTE??!! ape sak...???? haha.. ) luckily there was only 1 XL size and i took it (aku rase itu Ahmad punye ah... haha)

We were then given instructions to group ourselves into 2 groups. All the good ones grouped together (shamil, shaiful, zaki, Arifin, Ikhmal and others..) and all the newbies formed another group (me, Hafiz, Sahul, Nikman, Min Jie, Khai and others ar...) Our group were 1 man short so we could pick 1 GL to playfor us. We chose Farok (Why ah..??? haha..) So after the team selection, we were given our own free time. Our team headed for the co-op shop, bought some snacks, and strategized when along came Farok. The campers from sports club were makin too much noise that we went to the area beside Pizza Hut to continue our strategization (fuuyoh!! perkataan besar ah... kau faham tak Dzaf? haha...) We got to know more about SPFB there. Farok's batch was the first generation (sebab tu lah kau punye testi aku letak 'founding fathers'... haha)

Talkin strategies, we played a 3-1-1 formation. me-keeper(captain), Min Jie-centre, Azri-left, Hafiz-right, Farok-forward. Nikman and Sahul were subs. We were talkin when the girl freshies walked past, going toward T17 that area. A few minutes later, the girl GLs walked past, went to buy ice cream. On thru the night we talked and talked until the girls returned. Jolyn got the whole group split ice creams. The ice cream split, literally... into pieces. (aww.. so sweet of u Jolyn. See, i still remmember... haha) After a while, we went back to our bunks. It was gettin late.

We got back to our bunks, only to find the other group missing. The 1st thing that came to my mind was to check if i had my HP and wallet with me. My pockets were empty and there was no sign of them in my full pack. My mind went nuts... (Baru mandi nak kene lari cari HP and wallet..) I put on my slippers and dashed towards the last place where our group discussed. At T11, i dashed past Rabbiah and another girl. I overheard them sayin somethin bout how i run. Please lah, cannot help it right?! I was running as fast as i can, wearing slippers. Searched frantically but it was nowhere in sight.

Returned to my bunk, all sweating inside. Nuurul was inside with another girl, cant remmember who. She asked me if i went for a night jog, i explained the whole situation to her. Khai told me he heard a ringtone from my bag. I re-searched my bag, only to find the items inside.. I FELT SO DAMN STUPID...!!! I felt like Zana - thats how she feels bout herself every single day...(wahaha!!! rilek ar..) siak ah aku ni eh..? hehe...

Inside the bunk, everyone was doing their own thing. Ikhmal was sitting outside talkin to his GF. Nothing to do, i decided to go outside for some air (ambik angin lah katekan..) so i plugged my ear with an ear piece and rilek kat luar. I was listening to the radio when Farhan walked out the door. I asked him where were the others were and where he's goin. All the guy GLs were outside-Clementi coffee shop, watchin soccer and he was gonna join them. I wanted to join but he said no (Rabak ah kau Farhan, takpe...) haha, but i knew he didnt want to be responsible for my safety.

to be continued...



Nothing to do at 1:50 PM by Awin
Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Common decency : (moral behaviour/attitudes that show respect for other people)

e.g.

YOU SHOULD AT LEAST HAVE THE COMMON DECENCY TO TELL ME THAT YOU'RE WITH SOMEONE ELSE INSTEAD OF JUST KEEPING QUIET!!!!!!


Nothing to do at 11:02 AM by Awin
Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Guess who's back... haha. Yea man it feels grreat to be back, blogging, after a well desreved 1 week break. To Naj and Jolyn, sorry lah i didnt update sooner (rindu kepe??? haha..)

Mon 7th February

Went to Sentosa with my classmates. SHIOK!! but i got darker lah... (Shit!!) Went to Pahlawan beach, bla bla bla.... then went to watch the musical fountain, bla bla bla....

Sat 12th February

Wanted to watch the Perfect 10 movie screening of '50 1st dates' at the youth park but......... so instead went to watch the league match at NUS with Dzaf and the other MI people. Botak and Jatin were the referees. Then played pool afterwards at Clementi... On that day, i lost my wallet in the bus, 96. I was SO scared man. 'Scared-er' than Naj and Nurul Huda Abdul Wahid being afraid of cats, haha... cos all of my important things were inside - EZ link, IC, photo(haha..) Luckily Dzaf remmembered the license number, so i quickly called the SBS terminal at Clementi. Got it back after watchin the matches.

Sun 13th February

Had 'unofficial' training yesterdae. Before that, went to town to makan with my friend. We makan ikan bakar (pari), believe it or not... (Petang-petang makan ikan bakar seh.. haha) And the sambal was SUPER hot. Fooh!! Even sweated a bit in the air-conditioned food court, but it was worth it... Training started later than usual (dah biase dah... haha) however, our lembumen(moosemen) - Akil came down, so did Nurul Huda Abdul Wahid (Masih kenal tak sape..? haha) but our 'chief' didnt come down yesterday... haha (tahu tak sape?? ala.. si 'chiep' tu... hehe) I think, for the second time, there were more girls than guys but who's counting..? yea.. We guys had a rematch of last week's battle of the sexes, but this time we SHOWED the girls who's boss... Wani, whats the score ah..?? 8 or 9-0 kan..? (Tu lah, aku dah kate. Last week kite bagi korang chance je... haha) By then, most of the girls-Dani, Mal and Sal had oredy left. The Taszillian gals left sooner than them. At the end of the day, we had a last match(mixed). Yesterdae was when we realised that we've played Afsal in the wrong position all this while.. He played forward in the match between the guys vs girls and scored a hat trick. YES, AFSAL SCORED A HAT TRICK YESTERDAY... haha.

Afterwards me, Ikhmal, Shaz n Nurul Huda Abdul Wahid went to makan. (cherry, grass skirt. wahahahaha...!!! cumer kite je tahu, betul tak Mal? haha..) then we went to help Ikhmal buy an 'ali G' for his GF for valentines day. Daring ah kau, Mal...!!!

Mon 14th February

Valentines day. haiz.... haiz.... haiz.... lagi haiz... What is its significance actually?? a time where couples go out, shower each other with gifts, showing their affection to each other? or is it an annual reminder for those single people to find someone? but then, why must it be on a valentines day that a person has to buy gifts, or go out, or declare their love for each other? Does it mean that on any normal day, u dont..?? and why am i making such a big fuss over this???(Fuhyoh.. bende ni boleh jadi issue dah, CRS... haha) haiz... haiz... haiz... lagi haiz... Adioz!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

mood: mixed feelings.... haiz



Nothing to do at 11:30 AM by Awin
Friday, February 04, 2005

Aduh....!!!!!!!! That was i felt during MI training yesterday. My face got struck by the ball, just below my left eye, Oooohh pedih!! Came late(again) for training (30 min je..) I thought - MATI aku...!!! Amir mesti mengamuk... but then he wasnt...(whew!) Actually it wasnt my fault lah. Its all because of the STOOOOOPID CAD(computer aided drafting) presentation. It was at 6:30. All of us were PISSED at the lecturer for havin it so damn late. Arrghh!!! Dun wanna talk bout it no more. Its over...!!

Yesterday's training was more of a match day. At 8pm we already started our match game. Amir actually wanted to practice 'man marking'... So as usual, we 'outkasts' formed a line - me, shai, shamil, khai(shai's friend) and Paul(newcomer) in short, training was OK lah...

Woohoo!!! can't wait 4 monday... My class havin an outing at Sentosa. Dunno when's the last time ive been there.. Its gonna be fun!!! I know it is... (mestilah, aku kan ader... haha) adioz!!!
SOMEBODY dunno how to increase font size... wahahaha!!!! kesian, tahu buat blog but dunno how to increase font size, PATHETIC !!!! You asked for it girl, Ambik Ubat... *bluek!!!* hehehe

mood: bored



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