Who are you to me? I was smiling as i thought of the answer... Lotsa things went thru my mind. Most of em were, 'What Ifs'. You know, lyk what if 'It' happened and those kinda stuff, haha... The curiosity itself makes it more interesting, and this interest is making me wanna find out more, haha... But what i didnt tell... Arrgh! There's no point in telling. It could make matters worse - emotionally. All i can say is that i really liked the fact that we were able to 'click' really well. Chemistry maybe? I dunno.... but i'd like to find out.

You're with another person. Its not fair just to butt in... 'Jeopardy' was the word we used, remmember? btw, it does not have anything to do with Leopards, Duh!!! *bluek* I dun wanna jeopardise your relationship by being involved as the third party. I'd feel like i'd be in the wrong, somewhat... Its what we malays call - 'serba-salah'. I dun wanna get in the way. Its not fair... to 'him' especially.

Even so, what do you xpect? that i'd ask you to break up with him, so that i can be with you..? Thats just plain wrong. U know it, i know it. But it would be nice to find out, what if.......... dont you? haha... but i can't. You understand my situation rite? If you weren't.......... than maybe......... but thats a different story. You're busy with your singing career, and im trapped by my studies... You're with him now. You're lucky, im jealous. Im not jealous of him, im jealous seeing both of you so close together - the bond you have for each other, its special. MUST be...!!! and i couldnt live with myself knowing the fact that i was the one who broke that bond, honest...

You're happy..... with him rite? Well you shuld be rite, after being together for how long? I mean thats the most important thing. Ultimately, its whether you're happy or not and thats what matters to me most - Your Happiness. Is that why you wrote "My Happy Ending"? Im sorry i couldnt go to your concert. I didnt have the cash, but i'll make it up to you. We'll go out, dinner, just before you leave for your next tour.

I will be there for you when you need a friend. Anything more?? I dunno... but the curiosity to find out is just TEMPTING isnt it? haha... I thought so.

Im sorry, AVRIL