dont leave on that jet plane.
not yet anyway.
i was just getting to know u. We'll take it slow...
Nothing to do at 4:45 PM by Awin
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Monday, October 31, 2005
1st day of skool.... sucks!!! Especially my timetable on Mondays, 9-5. Its not juz the tym only... its the modules too. Others have it WAY easier... (ader orang tu, start skolah pukul 12 sey... Hmmph!!) haha... yea, what to do? thats the way life is. kwakwakwa...
3 days till Hari Raya. Cant wait... cant wait for the gates of hell to re-open.... hahaha. takdelah (makan tu, nak kene maintain... floorball punye pasal!!) hahaha
K lah, dun wanna be too longwinded...
Adioz~
Nothing to do at 4:45 PM by Awin
Friday, October 28, 2005
Isnt it great that the word 'you' can have more than one reference... depending on the reader, hahaha.
e.g, Can this be? am i feeling it? Hmm... After juz one? cannot be, lah... can it? A bit skeptical... am i? Whoa... Only time will tell .. We shall see... Things can only get better... i hope it will. we shall see then... If it doesnt? well... dun wanna think bout it... but dont say i didnt try... or did not make the effort... I know you can read this. Dont think its someone else... jangan nak STEP tak tahu eh.. Who else can it be?? hahaha... You!!... read my nick!!!... I'm SO OVER you..!! I have been for quite some tym.... but too afraid to say it out loud... i aint afraid no more... No, the word is 'hesitant', not 'afraid'... There!!!... Cant even believe i would even considered imagining US!!! Mine's still cuter... :P Adioz Nothing to do at 4:01 PM by Awin
Monday, October 24, 2005
Raye's a few weeks away, so I was goin thru my cupboard, cleaning out my closet (im sorry momma, i never meant to hurt youuu... i never meant to make u cry but tonite, im cleanin out my closet...) A lil Eminem song there... hahaha. As i was saying, i was cleaning out my closet when i stumbled upon a box of old photos... So i stopped for a while to browse thru them. All i can say is, WHOA!!!! hahaha... wanna know why? you'll find out for yourself... hahaha
Skool starts next weak, looking at my timetable, its not too different as compared to last sem's (lecturer aku cakap this sem punye timetable lagi slack, tapi takde pun...) hahaha, oh well... What GEMS Module should i take? (aku nak yang senang dapat 'A', but i cant take any more Arts and Humanities modules) haiz... I gotta get started on the SPFB raye outing, but im stuck. 1st of all, i need a complete list of whose house that we're CONFIRM going (jangan last minute, cakap tak boleh datang) Only then can i plan on whose house we're goin on saturday and on sunday.... And only then can i plan the bus service. Kwakwakwa Kinda boring huh, my entry today.... Dunno why, but got no mood to blog today. Bleah!!! Enjoy the pics... jangan ketawe ah!! Gonna meet you up later, 4 the 1st time... :D
Guess which one is me? hahaha... what was i thinking??!!
1999 Hari Raya - My mum n i... chubby sak!!
My uncles and i... macam budak slenger sak, dengan baju stripe and topi tu... wahahaha!!!
WHOA!!! thats me.. Tym mase aku ENJOY ah... hahaha
PPIS - hint: last row... make a guess
Ghim Moh Primary 1 - last row (the tallest) hehehe... muke innocent seh!!
Primary 5 - 2nd row... Obvious sak!! nampak tak??
Original Mondok aka ME!! - cam anak cina eh? hahaha...
Thats Danial, the one that i bring for FB training... baru balik Haji lah
Danial again... This is how i bathe him - juz put him in the washing machine... simple.
Mondok jr II - Illias Shaufiq making an Eminem Impersonation.. Nothing to do at 12:45 PM by Awin
Friday, October 21, 2005
One thing i forgot bout going to Geylang Serai at this time time of year was, EYE CANDY!!! hahaha... Left Right Centre. Serious!!! You have to admit, its jam packed filled with sweet, delicious eye-candy... Wahahaha!!! ( kalau kat depan dah memang ader, tengok lah...) hahaha. Wanted to get an orange Baju Kurung but there wasnt any nice ones... (eh Farok, kau ingat kau sorang je yang boleh pakai huh?? hahaha...) Went thru most shops lookin 4 baju kurung, but we setlled down and bought one at this shop(kat pasar... sbelah dalam-dalam) the shop was run by this arab family. The daughter, who was tending to us, was a knockout!!! (biaselah... pompuan arab per...) She even has blue eyes, Fuuyoh!!! hahaha... but too bad she looks like she'd in her mid 20's. hahaha... So we bought peach coloured baju kurung, cos orange are for XTRAS!!! YOU HEAR THAT!!, hahaha... joking je.
Spent bout 3 hours walking around, buying stuff. My 2 bros got new jeans n shoes, i only got shoes - which cost more than their jeans n shoes put together... hahaha. Stabil II... Dunno whether i should've bought a capal anot, cos im not used to wearing them, hmm... Then i saw this malay pakcik stall holder (dier tenga mengatal!!!! dengan dua budak pompuan nie... step kasi makanan free sample konon) It was so damn obvious!!! his 'gatal-ish' smile... hahaha. After that, we went back home, seeing as how we were all to tired (adik aku sampai tertido...) Returned home, tried out ma shuue.. Adidas Shuue... heheehe. Sedap!!!! Better than Nike Total. Ma new Shuue... So Happee... Got Ma new shuue... sombody slap me!!! Adioz Nothing to do at 4:47 PM by Awin
Thursday, October 20, 2005
No More... No more waking up in early the morning No more going to the shop to buy kalapa parut No more epok-epok No more roti kirai No more pau kentang No more kuih blossom No more Nona Manis No more macaroni No more bubur somsom No more kuih dadar No more $$$ Its over, its finally over.. No more making kuehs for me cos my mom stopped making orders. She wanna concentrate on making kuehs for our own consumption, plus she's got outside orders of marble cake... Mmm, yum. Its a great experience for me - one that i'd wish would never happen again, hahaha... However, this means no more income for me, temporarily, so altogether ive got a total of $100 (ape lagi, beli kasut Adidas tu ah... tunggu si Rizal lambat ah) Yes folks, reward comes with hard work. Its much more satisfying that way, knowing that you've worked hard for it (tak sia-sia aku buat keje ni..) Im gonna go to queensway later to buy the Adidas Stabil II shoe, but i gotta go meet up with my parents later, to go to GEYLANG!!! haiz... Its that time of year again... It juz sucks!!! The word is - Typicality. Going to Geylang Serai Bazaar is something that you dread, but u know u have to go thru with it... It juz sucks!! The atmosphere... The CROWDED atmosphere. You can expect the same kinda things they'd sell every single year, expected... What to do? Thats the way it is. This year, i may wanna wear orange, BRIGHT orange!! hahaha... (tak perna pakai..) It'll be interesting. Here's a question: What baju kurung colour do you think Dzak and Nurul Huda would wear for Raye? wahahaha....!!! Klah, gotta go... Adioz~
Adidas Stabil II Nothing to do at 1:10 PM by Awin
Friday, October 07, 2005
Can u imagine??!! Can u imagine me, waking up at 5 am in the wee hours in the morning going to the pasar to buy $4 worth of kelapa parut!!! Well, thats what i did juz now... imagine that!! Never in a million years would i have imagined doing that... kwakwakwa. From 5 am right until now, i have not gotten a decent nights sleep (smalam tidor pukul 12, bangun pukul 5) 5 measly hours... Coming back from pasar, helped my mum make epok-epok. I can finally say i know how to make epok-epok. Rolling the dough thru the roller, dutting out the shape. Oh God!! i cant believe i just said that... Im turning into a typical makcik(pegi pasar, buat epok-epok sumer) A day in the life of a typical malay mak-cik... NO!!!! EEeeeYucks!!!! (geli sak..) Im so freakin tired right now. By the time i finished sending the kuehs to the mosque, my 2 little bros got back from skool and they're HELL to deal with. Occasional fighting, tending to their 'kerenahs' and stuff... Sometimes i think theres more work to do at home, than outside... K lah, we'll stop here. A word of reminder. In the future, when you start to have kids, make sure theres a girl in the family, so that she can help out the mother in the household chores... and not bother the men( Najibah, exchange one for one, boleh?? hehehe...) and remmember, whenever you're awake 5-6am in the morning, having Sahur, know that i will already be painstakingly working for HOURS in the kitchen, making kueh!!! so do drop by, giving me sympathy sms... hahaha GILER!!
Adioz~ hopes high... Nothing to do at 4:24 PM by Awin
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Whose got it worse than me?? Yea, its the starting of the fasting month... (woo hoo!) I juz got news that my mother got 'kueh' order from the mosque... (woo hoo!!) EVRYDAY!!! (Woo hoo!) Whats it gotta do with me?? i gotta help her out... EVERYDAY - waking up at 4 in the morning EVERYDAY to help her make at least 3 different kinds of kueh... (woo hoo!!) Hmm.. i might as well, considering i have to 'sahur' and solat 'Subuh'.
Whats the big deal in helping out?? its not that i dun wanna helpout, its not the waking up early part... Its the EVERYDAY part, and i know that by the time i finish helping out in the kitchen, its time for my two bros to wake up n go to skool... n i have to get em ready - bathe, dress n all.... WAARRGGHHH!!!! Lets see how long a can 'tahan'... 1 week?? 2 weeks?? wahahaha.... Maybe its a test? God is testing me?? (ujian dari Tuhan?? Chey..!!! hahaha...) or maybe im juz trying to please myself?? hahaha... Giler!! Looking at the bright side, i DID say i wanted a job, and she IS paying me... hahaha (gerenti tak cukup) but what to do?? haiz... Thruout this whole month, i'll be at home, nothing to do, helping out with the housework at home... (punyelah boring!!!!) whose got it worse than me?? K lah wan, stop whining... (cam pompuan sak...!!) Is there anything to look forward to, this week??? Hmm... Sun, got floorball training! Yess... something to get mind of work!! (lepas tu kiter buke samer-samer... amacam? HAZWANI?? hahaha.. takde tempat lain ke??) Dats it??? what a lyf...!! Oh ya, i juz remmembered i gotta email Amir Hamzah telling him that i wont be coming for MI trainings for this month... (giler seh!! Puase pun ader training... tsk tsk tsk. Bapak kau, Zaki...) hehe.. What else is on my mind...?? hmm... i dun think theres anything more, except . . . . . . . . . . . . . . nvm! Adioz~ No more drama in my life... Nothing to do at 4:30 PM by Awin
Monday, October 03, 2005
I need / wanna... ... ... I need time... to sort out my life... I need time... to spend time with my family... I need time... to work on my assignments... I need time... to get a job... I need time... to play (floorball) I need time... to go out and enjoy... I wanna go out... but i dont have the cash... I dont have the cash... cos im not working, Im not working... cos i havent found the right job, yet... I havent found the right job... cos its hard to find one... Its hard to find one... cos most of their pay SUX!! I wanna find a good paying job... to buy a lot of stuff... I need a job... I wanna buy a new pair of court shoes... cos my old one is 'breaking down'... I wanna get a new floorball stick... cos uh.. i juz wanna get a new one, okay! I need a job... I wanna buy new clothes... cos i need a new wardrobe... I wanna buy a new watch... cos my old one is broken... I need a job... I want .....
why am i getting that 'feeling' again.... can it be? Nothing to do at 4:01 PM by Awin |
