When you walk away
i count the steps that you take...
Do you see
How much i need you right now
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Janne Tähkä bends the Megalomaniac blade
Janne Tähkä and the Megalomaniac blade
Equipment needed: a hot-air pistol, a blade and a hard ball.
Warm up the blade with a hot-air pistol. HB and MB blades require more heating than the SB blade. Use gloves while handling hot HB and MB blades.
The SB blade can also be easier to handle with gloves on.
use a hard ball, almost the same size as the floorball to shape the tip
Megalomaniac's contoured ribbings help the shaping...
...because they bend easily
Don't shape the tip too much. Over 30mm bending is forbidden by the rules.
The ball pocket is ready to use
And it works!
Pasirian or MI?? i did the UNTHINKABLE and went for PASIRIAN training last Friday. (Aiyo!!!!! Bilang Amir....) hehehe. its just that i wanna see how Pasirian training feels like. 1st of all, Pasirian does not have a standard sized court, compared to MI. Facilities - an aspect of consideration. What do you expect from using the hall of Pasir Ris Primary?? hahaha...
From my point of view, i see that the general standard of MI is higher than Pasirian (no offence to any pasirians reading this). why is it important?? cos i think its good to play with people of a higher standard, than you'll improve your game... i duno, but thats what i think ah... hahaha. and they dont come any better than Singapore's finest - Hafeez, Hafiz(taugeh),Rajiv and so forth... Not that im saying Pasirians have no Nationals. (kalau aku stay kat MI pun, dapaat tengok Taugeh, buat taugeh shot..) hahaha.
Another thing is that there's too much competiton at MI. It looks as though i have a better chance at Pasirian, compared to MI. The trainings at Pasirian is more enjoyable, fun, compared to Milennia, BUT i dunno whether its as BENEFICIAL. yeap!! I remmembered Nasir telling me the reason why he joined MI from Pasirian, was because he felt that he could not learn much from Pasirian training. hmmm.... Dunnolah Pls Vote...
im so bored right now... (cikgu ajar, bukannye nak dengar... dah pandai sangat!!) his lecture is so boring!!! what i wouldnt give, to skip class... yeah. Tomorrow - maybe going to TalenTime. Dunnolah... im so lazy!! im even to lazy to make decisions right now... Heard that the SPFB girls are having 2.4 test tomorrow. Wahahaha!!!! padan muke!! (nak type pun cam malas...) kLah *yawn*...
adioz~
Losing grip, hands a slipping... times a ticking, doors a closing
Tomorrow's the day. Friendly match against Bukit Merah. YESSss!!! can't wait. Ooooohhh Baybeh!!! hahaha, giler!!! Juz hope that i dont cockup in court tomorrow... 19hours, 30mins to go!! FORZA!!!!
Do i dare to do the unthinkable and go to a PASIRIAN training?? yes, you heard me correct... P A S I R I A N. Whoa...!!! Riez-al and mRAz-far invited me over to join the pasirian training. Hmm... should i?? just try ah, see how it feels... im reallie sceptical bout it. cos MI has A LOT to offer, in comparison. We shall see then...
Hmm... what to do? Ive got a long 'to do' list. Need to go to Toh Guan Road, which i dunno where the HECK it is!!, to repair my phone. Wanna go this week but duno when. Is there MI training this week?? Hmm... must go at least once. I also wanna go buy a belt, shirts and maybe, if enough, another pair of pants... where to buy?? Queensway or TopShop?
Later im gonna sign up for a HP Line, if possible ah. Sick and tired of PrePaid constrictions. WooHoo!!! Im getting the M1 Student Plan. The problem is, with the 3 free calls to M1 customers, who should i choose?? hmmm................. (Tengok ah, kalau boleh sign up, or not... Cakap cam gini sumer, skali tak boleh eh?? haha...)
After that, goin to BBDC, to sign up for a driving license. yes, DRIVING LICENSE!!! (Aku pun, nak start blajar..) regretted not joining sooner, though.. private ah... No money for classes.
Speaking of money, i got an offer, tuition, to teach my father's friend's two children. teaching english, math and science. twice a week, maybe?? see how lah, cos im new to this tuition thing. An opporuinity to make some money, after MONTHS of complaining bout not getting a job. Opportunity finally lands. Yeap..
Lastly, friendly floorball match this saturday!!!!! WOOHOO!!!! after MONTHS of waiting...( actually, baru one month plus) but it seems like a HELL of a long time. Cant wait. YESSsss Ah!!! 4 more days... and this time, the guys will play 1st instead of the girls... wahahaha!!! *bluek*
SPFB POST RAYE EVALUATION (aper nie, merepek??) hehehe...
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Saturday
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1st House : Zaim
makan: Chilli Padi Fried Rice, Mee Hoon
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2nd House: Khairul
makan: Roti and Kari
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3rd House: Nur Amalina
makan: Mee Hoon Pedas
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4th House: Zaki
makan: Roti and Kari (again..)
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5th House: Dzaf
makan: Roti and Kari( and again...)
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6th House: Idhzaar
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Sunday
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1st House: Botak
Makan: Lontong, Ketupat
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2nd House: Dzak
makan: Kacang Pool
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3rd House: Rabiatul
makan: Nasi lemak
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4th House: Norzana
makan: sup kambing and chicken wing (i think...?? haha!!!!)
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5th House: Riezal good boy at home but setan when outside
makan: fishball, curry puff, spring roll, fruits and salad
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6th House: Fahdillah
makan: Ayam masak Merah
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7th House: Hafiz
makan: bread and Kari(again...)
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6th House: Ridani
makan: bread and kari (AGAIN!!)
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7th House: Khairi
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8th House: Rabbiah
makan: Chicken Rice and Mee Goreng
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9th House: MINE
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Vote for your favourite...!!!
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Floorball Raye Outing was tiring, but overall, i think it was asuccess (jalan raye cam gini, kene ader stamina ah... tengok Huda and Dani. sampai naik sakit sak... ish!! hahaha...) Klah, dun wanna be too lengthy, elaborating the houses we went to. Zaim's house looks nice (masuk rumah jer, aku rase SUCI sak..) hehe. Khairul's and Rabiatul's house had entertainment - PS2 and Karaoke session, respectively. Amalina's(Anuuurrrrr) Chilli Mee Hoon kept us entertained, constantly drinking water (nasib baik aku tak tunjuk mak kau, your 'pictures'...) Hmmph!! hahaha... Zaki showed us a picture of a chubby WidyaWilis at his house.
At Dzaf's house, we saw that the renovation was incomplete, looking at the 'unplastered' brick walls, and the wooden beams supporting the ceiling... Kecian. hehehe... Her sister was cute ah(but my brother cuter), and helpful, attributes opposite that, of her sister. *oops* hehe.. (asal kau tak rajin macam adik kau ah, Dzaf??) hehe.. and her mother REALLIE looked like her. (aku rase kalau kau dah tua, you'll look like your mother ah. SERIOUS!!)Idhzaar's house was the last. Watched Arsenal vs Wigan till the end, before we left.
Sunday - Nothing reallie happened at Bo's house, xcept for the O$P$ and the SEGA cartridges at his flat (bukan dalam rumah dier..) The /\, \/, It would have been boring at Dzak's house, if not for Champions's League Highlights on TV. Phew!!! haha... Zana's house?? erm... uhh... *yawn* hehe... takdelah. I was STUNNED by Riezal's good Boy attitude at home. NOTHING unlike him (kau kat rumah, bukak tanduk kau eh, Zal? hehehe.. macam budak baik!!) Fahd's house had a nice ambience in the living room. (Toilet kau pun lawar ah, Fahd) hehehe.. but her mum's cooking - ayam merah was POWER!! (boleh tahan ar..)
Hafiz reallie looked like his dad. I'll give you one BIG guess what we ate at his house... hahaha. AGAIN!! By the time we reached Dani's house, we were all stuffed (with kari), lagi mak dier masak, so rase sikit lah, tak baik kan, kalau tak makan. So me, Riezal and shazwan shared one piece of roti. haha... Chicken Rice at Rabbiah's house (boleh tahan ah). Lastly, was my house. We watched Singapore vs Vietnam but they went off halfway.
There seems to be a pattern, looking at this year and last's. Last year, banyak orang masak mee hoon. This year - Roti n Kari lah. (Nasib baik tak pegi rumah Farok, takot dier masak Kari lagi... and teh susu. hehe... actually, mak aku nak masak kari jugak... nasib baik dier tak masak) Hmm... planning for this year was more stressful compared to last and i couldnt do it without the help of my personal and finance assistant - Amalina and Dzafiirah. Thanx eh.. (personal assistant, kepe?? hahaha...) thanx for letting me use your 'payphone'. hehe... Should i plan next year too?? hmm...
If you're looking at this list, dont try to ask why the houses are arranged lyk this, lyk that... korang tak tau brape leceh nak plan ni sumer... some saturday tak boleh, some can only come before this time lah, some this, some that.. so this is the best we've come up with, so no questions asked!! On sunday, the bus will pick us up at the 1st house at 11am, so its very important that all of us are punctual on that day.
Sorry bout the password thing, i had to get something off my chest... (ader hal ah... paham-paham ajer lah)
Hmmm... yesterday was a day full of words which didnt come out right. wanna know what i mean?? hahaha... Yes Mal, im talkin bout you... hehehe. HEH!!! My classmates and i were having breakfast at Mcdonalds. I was pouring the creamer into my hot tea, when Amalina saw me... She looked at me as though it was weird to pour creamer into a cup of tea. So she said, "Wan, kau tuang susu?? nah, KAU NAK SUSU AKU?" those words made me burst into laughter.... serious!! think about it. a woman saying, "KAU NAK SUSU AKU?" just seems so freaking weird. dunnolah... haha.
HEH!!
Later during the day, i was having the meeting bout the SPFB Raye Outing. It was Dzaf's turn to say something 'stoopid' hehehe. She said that taking the LRT can go directly to Punggol... Apeda Dzaf??!! hahaha... giler.
So i went for MI floorball trainings, to take my mind of 'stuff'. Yeah... before that, Dzaf and Zaki were warning me to prepare for Amir's lashback (cos dah lamer kan, tak pegi MI training).Zaki, scaring me, by describing the 'tekan' he got from Amir last year. Despite their words of warning, i wasnt reallie nervous, let alone, scared... (kau ingat aku takot Amir??!! PEEGIIDAH!!! pegi bilang dier ah..) hehehe.
So when i reached MI, i 'salam' him, ucap Slamat Hari Raya, and braced myself for what's he gonna throw at me. (skali dier cumer cakap) , "Dah lamer tak datang.. ingat dah quit??" he said with his usual sarcastic tone. (dier punye sarcasm bukannye teruk sangat... weak sak!!!) so i told him "takdelah... sibuk ah, raye. I email-ed you before Puase, what.." (cakap dengan dier, rilek jer... bukan takot, macam si 'Bulu' tu..) *oops* then he said "your raye break very long ah.." pointing to the two weeks after raye, that i didnt come for training.. so i said "takdelah.." then i went off to join the training. See Dzaf, its not so bad... for me, at least. hahaha... (aku punye turn, dahbis, skarang kau and Zaki punye turn!!) Wahahaha!!!
After a month of not coming for training, there's a few changes made during that time... Amir is apparently coaching RP, taking over Mr Shahizan, who seems to be diagnosed with a heart problem. A LOT of OSB Boys have parted with MI leaving a lot of empty slots, and the name OSB has changed to MI S alibandy... YES, its true!!! Dunno why so dont ask me...
i think SP's training is rubbing off on me at MI trainings. the part where you mark the one without the ball and stuff... Can really see it working, serious.. gerek!! hahaha... during the game, a fight broke out between Hafiz(taugeh) and Hariezzal(bukan Riezal kental... MI punye Riezal, lah..) hehehe. What i heard was that, Ahmad (taugeh jr) slashed Rizal's leg, he wasnt happy so he pushed Ahmad. Naturally, Taugeh Senior, came to Taugeh Jr's resque. (Alar... diorang pekik-pekik jer.. takde gaduh!!! cam maner nak gaduh?? Nassir ader kat situ... dier kan policeman) hahaha... So after that, the National Taugehs left. (kecoh ah...) hahaha. Training finished at 10, reached home at around 1130. Hmm...
Next time, if you've got something to say, say it to my FACE!!! cakap sembunyi-sembunyi, like a FUCKING COWARD!!!
Why?? answer me this one question... why didnt you tell me earlier??
Im feelin a bit sick right now. Throat hurts, coughing periodically, nose running. Eargh!! *cough cough* Spent the entire day yesterday goin out with my classmates, jalan raye - Me, Amalina, Nurul Ain, Sophian, Hamidah, Rushdi, Muzhaffa and Kim.... Did i left ANYONE else out?? Hmm....
Right now, actually, im half-hearted bout blogging every single detail bout my raye outing, partly because of my below 100% condition. *cough cough* i doubt you all r interested in every single detail. so i'd juz type out anything thats worth blogging about.. so if u wanna skip the blogging bout my raya entry, read on, after the pics.
1st house was mine, cos it was the nearest, all the girls in my class didnt went for class that morning (Jalan raye punye pasal, sanggup boleh skip class) All becos they didnt wanna be seen in their baju kurung in skool... whats so wrong with that?? right, Lyn?... hahaha. Makan Spaghetti Bolognaise while waiting for the arrival of Guest-Of-Honour, Sri Suhazlyn. (namer 'step' royalty maner entah...) hehehe.
2nd House - Rushdi aka Rudy, near Jurong. His family juz bought a new plasma TV. lerr.... haha. 'Ayam masak merah, Daging Rendang and Fried Chicken' was what we ate. Not bad ah, the ayam merah. Classmate, muzhaffa, joined us, wearing his traditional baju kurung - long sleeved shirt with Levis Jeans. (lawar ah, Muz...)
3rd House - Hamidah at CCK. We took a bus there, bout 20 mins ride. Lyn's eye was irritating her. Apparently, her contact lenses were infected. Apparently, i didnt even know she wears contacts. (dah tahu infected, bukannye nak kluarkan... lagi boleh continue pakai.. cam maner mata tak merah Lyn??!!) Sheesh!!! haha... The redness slowly spread from juz the tip of her eye, toward the centre... She even helped the spreading by occasionally touching the infected area... Never in my life have i ever, and will i ever wear contact lenses. putting something THAT close to your eye. Its lyk touching your eyes. Eeyuck!! (tengok dier kluarkan contacts tu, dah geli sak...)
Reached Hamidah's house, it started to drizzle a bit. By then 3/4 of Lyn's eye was red. (swollen lagi ader... cam kene tumbuk!) haha.. Asked the 'pengacara' for some eye-mo. Instead, she gave me some expired eye droplets. Kurang asam!!! hahaha... Didnt makan at her house.
4th House - Shida - Sophian's girlfriend. We took a bus there cos she was also staying around the CCK area. By then, Suhazlyn already went home (i hope!! ) cos her eye infection was becoming worse. Any longer, she would've been blind (i hope!!) *oops* hehe... Shida has a pet white cat and a white rabbit with eyes as red as Lyn's. haha... serious. She juz let them wander around the house lyk that. I guess all that pet hair aggravated my super sensitive nose (chey!!) and caused a blockage. It was so damn irritating. Basket!! Ate fried kway teow, while trying to retain all my 'brain lubricant' from flowing out my nose.
5th House - Muzhaffa, was at Admiralty. Makan rice with side orders of chicken wings, egg omelete, fish curry (macam macam lagi ah..) Nothing much to say, juz that his mother gave us a rec note... hahaha. After that, i had to meet up with my family fer some stuff, thus not joining the others who still have yet to go to Sophian's and Amalina's house... (Alar....Mal, nanti FB Raye outing, dapat pegi rumah kau lagi per...)
Top left: Me, Kimiko, Rushdi, Sophian, Amalina
Bottom Left: Hamidah, Nurul 'Ain, Sri Suhazlyn
Charlie's Angels with Mr and Mrs Smith
at my home
in the train... tak habis-habis!!
Nurul acting cute. Hamidah eating sweet in train
Actually, in this pic, all the others heads were senget except for mine.
i thought i saw...
FINALLY!!!! a DECENT Nur Amalna Surani picture... Apicture i can finally be proud of!!! well, actually, theres this goofy picture of her in my friends phone. if only there was some way....
At Hamidah's home
Looking back, we spent roughly bout 7 plus hours, from 1-7pm, going to juz 5 houses. Im a bit worried bout the SPFB Raye outing next week. 13+ Houses a day!! Hmm... But these houses we went were scattered all around Spore. We shall see... I hope im well enough to for FB training this saturday.
I think i should juz stop here. im feelin sicker than this morning. Damn this bug!!! (entry pun dah panjang..)
*cough cough* anybody has some cough medicine?
Yeah... i love this song by Oasis - Wonderwall
Adioz~
There are many things, i'd like to say to you, but i dont know how...
Should i go forth, and discover the joy that lies ahead?
Should i stay back, and be compelled with what i have?
never have i received a sincerity this much.
Neither this, much have i given.
everything right seems to point in this direction.
but somehow, i'm shackled by the foresight that it will eventually crash n burn.
for me, i've been there many times, clawing my way out each n everytime.
my fingers bled, my nails worned out.
n i never want to pull u down with me.
its not fair, for u.
its just, for me.
i guess the circumstances is just so different this time.
maybe that's what makes it so scary.
it is never this easy.
it's just never is.
Thats what i realise.
stepping out into reality is just not my thing.
i've always lived in a world of pretend.
But i'm trying to change my point of view.
where lies make up the most part of it.
where i brush them off aside.
i'm not used to swallowing my pride.
i can't break the wall infront of me.
dammit, it just won't fall.
everything that i hate, everything that i fear, everything that i want to forget, its built of that.
i just can't tear it down.
and what if i DO want to put my hopes on this..?
what i wouldnt do.
the chance.
that's all i have to give.
the chance.
that's all i need.
the chance.
its on the other side of your wall.
break dammit.
break.
Bla bla bla... the lecturer's explaining something bout using the MathCad Software... (malas ah, nak dengar). I'd rather do THIS. hahaha... (cam gini ke, budak poly?) Hmm... ya, aniwayz. This is the update for the list. Not bad ar, but i need to finalyze the list by the 9th. So all the unconfirmed sehtans-sehtans, pls tag me or msg me bout this...
Lookin at this list, i think it was an inevitable mistake. THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE!!!! but it cant be avoided, yeah... >30 people!! (Mal, rumah kau cukup gelas tak?) hahaha... yea cant imagine squeezing 30 over people into a HDB Flat (imagine if it was Khairi's house... No offence ah. hahaha... then, parents have to serve the drinks to everyone, using up dunno how many bottles of drink... and bviously, dont xpect duit raye with a platoon going around the houses!!! hahaha... but its unavoidable...
Juz now... i was planning to go to town cos there's this walk-in interview at Robinsons, Gift-wrapper job, bla bla bla... but the blardy interview time was between 2-4.30. PLANNED to go todae with SOMEONE but somethin unexpected turned up.... Then thought of walkin around town, lookin for clothes. Wanna buy clothes with my 'duit Raye'. (Plan ajer... tapi tak jadi) Haiz... Had everything planned for the day, or so i thought.... Aiyah! no point fussing. Its funny how one can plan an event thoroughly, but unexpected turn of events are bound to happen. Warning for the upcoming SPFB outing, maybe?? Hmmm... i aint mad or anytin, juz a bit disappointed. I would most probably go tomorrow, Tuesday, cos the interview is only for two days. We'll see how lah...
K lah, gotta, class dahbis. Captaincy..... vote aku!! hahaha
GEMS Module: Nutrition and Wellness. Im starting to think it was not such a good idea to choose it. Initially, i thought it wont be too dificult cos i've gone thru it before, more or less... but lookin at the topics covered, well... (tanak cakap lah eh, lagi-lagi its way over at T21 Sheesh!!! Pegi saner jer, nampak muke si Naj a.k.a Katak Bogel... Lagi naik Fedup!! hehehe, rilek ah, nanti besok Raye baru aku minta maaf) Zwee, if you're reading this, maybe u can help me out with any assignments can?? we nutritionists have to 'tolong- menolong'. hahaha...
Speaking of Raye, went there erm... a few days ago (luper ah biler..) and something caught my attention. There was something actually worth buying - Levis Jeans. Serious!!! They were selling ORIGINAL LEVIS JEANS at Geylang serai. It was my dad's friend's shop. (macam tak boleh percaye sak...) Usually, they'd sell 'pasar-malam' jeans', the type that Dzaf wears... *oops* hehe (raye minta maaf kays..) but they were 100% Original 501. (Aper lagi, aku beli lah... kedai kawan bapak aku, per.. dua pasang lagi!) hahaha... Bought two for around $60. WHOA!!!! hahaha.... (tak percaye kan?) levis jeans sey...!!! hahaha... giler!!
Ok, this announcement is for all SPFB members (OUTSIDERS sumer tak paya bacer...) that means YOU!! hehe... This thing is regarding the SPFB Raye Outing (ader BLOG pun tak boleh HARAP!!!)WHATS THE USE OF HAVING AN OFFICIAL BLOG WHEN NO-ONE UPDATES??!! baik ah, Wan... gitu macam cakap sama dia!!! depan muke cakap habis-habis!!! takpe, Raye nanti Minta maaf... lagi, hahaha...
Juz lyk last year, we'll be having it on the 19th and 20th, 3rd weekend of Raye. Before i put up a list of the people's name, i would like to tell u guys beforehand that, not EVERYONE, is invited (ni bukan cam last year) cos there was only a handful of Malay SPFB people compared to this year... The reason why the RAYE outing can't accomodate EVERYONE is because there's gonna be >40 people more or less, if EVERYONE comes. The problem with this is because the bus cant accomodate that many people. Furthermore, the parents wont be too happy to see a CLASSROOM sized number of people entering their house... (kalau rumah Huda, lain cerite lah... hehehe. Raye minta maaf)Yea, thats why, not to mention duit raye. Imagine if they felt obligated to give duit raye to each n evry one on the SPFB malays? Naik bankrupt sak!!! $4 times 40+... you do the math. (rumah Huda takpe ah, hehehe. nanti Raye...)
So this year, it'll be the year II, III, and the remainder of the IVP squad + coach. I hope those uninvited will see my point of view and those of the parents... Ala, nxt year masih boleh per... so jgn kecik hati yea? here's a shortlist of the people. Its unconfirmed though cos some sehtans-sehtans still havent replied me!!
Me(confirmed) + House
Nurul Huda Abdul Wahid(confirmed) + House
Farhan
Farok(confirmed)
Dzaf(confirmed)
Shamil
Shaiful
Dzak
Zaki
Akil(confirmed) + House
Amalina(confirmed) + House
Azfar(confirmed)
Zana (confirmed) + House
Nisa Tudung
Riezal(terpakse ajak)
Adzmin(confirmed) + House
Faliq(confirmed)
Khairi(confirmed) + House
Naj
Ridani
Rabbiah(confirmed) + House
Hafiz
Yanti(confirmed)
Fahdillah(confirmed) + House
Zaim
Shaz
Rabiatul
Khairul
Yanny
Shazwan
Shukor
Idhzaar
Bo
So as you can see, there's quite a no of unconfirmed people goin. Thats why i nid your help to ask the others - Dzaf, Mal, tolong aku tanye kan the girls. Azfar, Farok - kalau boleh, help me ask shamil, farhan, shaiful, zaki sumer ah... n get back to me asap... ASAP. yea, so before i go juz wanna take note that this year for our raye outing, if our parents are reluctant or dont want to giv duit raye, then dont. Dont trouble them to give $$$ to each n every one of us... kesian jugak lah, mereka. and NO OUTSIDERS ALLOWED. you know, those with... *ahem, ahem* hahaha... this includes you too, Dzaf... ... .. ... ??? hahaha...
K den, juz wanna wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all muslims reading this. Aku maafkan korang atas segala kesalahan korang buat pade aku... and a HAPPY DEEPAVALI toFarok. enjoy your Prata, bro... WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! raye nanti minta maaf...
