- Avril Lavigne -

When You're Gone

- ThE GuY -

Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
Email: i4gotlah@hotmail.com

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When you walk away 
i count the steps that you take... 


Do you see 
How much i need you right now 

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

kwakwakwa.... Nyeh Nyeh Blablabla... hahaha, Wan dah giler.... Whee!!! riding high... hope i wont 'fall'... =P i dun wanna fall.... to pieces hahaha, Wan Giler!! kkays.. actually aku mabuk ah niari. crazy.....

hmmm.... yesterdae went to BBDC. passed my Basic Theory, WOOHOO!! thanx to my classmates who oredy took it, and singaporetests.com (dalam test room, tengok sbelah kiri-kanan aku sumer fail sak... aku pun dah takot. nak tekan the 'end test' button pun kene think twice. hahaha) after that, went home straight. =P

i almost had a scare yesterdae. i thought i lost my passport!!!! was searching frantically for it. asked my mum where she put it, but she said it was with me, so i searched the whole house (terkial-kial sak, aku cari...) but i couldnt find it. imagine if i lost my passport?? kind or f***ed up feeling (bingat sak, takle pegi KL, nanti aku takde mesti korang boring. betul kan?) haha, kwakwa.

so juz now, woke up early (bukan cam orang tu... asik bangun lambat jer) =P bathed and got dressed. got some xtra time so thought i'd searched for it again. at last, i found it in my mum's cabinet drawer... BINGIT SAK!!! she told me its not with her, but it was! haha... nasib. =P Bamia Betul!!! *oops* merajuk...? perr jerr. so im goin 2 renew my passport later so i can go 2 KL, arent u happy for me? wakakakaka!!!

cakap...!! =)



Nothing to do at 8:21 AM by Awin
Wednesday, January 18, 2006

READ THESE WORD CAREFULLY: I DUNNO WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM....!!! SHEESH!!! DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG OR WHAT??!! COS I DONT THINK I DID, BUT IF I DID DO SOMETHING WRONG, TALK IT OUT OR WHAT, INSTEAD OF GIVING ME THE A.T.T.I.T.U.D.E YOU KNOW WHAT, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT....!!! CARRY ON WITH YOUR FUCKED UP ATTITUDE. I COULDNT CARE LESS!!! WHY SHOULD I? ITS NOT AS THOUGH I DID SOMETHING WRONG... GROW UP WHY DON'T YOU....!!

this is a computer generated entry. please do not reply.



Nothing to do at 8:42 AM by Awin
Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Guys, here's a tip. dont ever go to a malay 'pakcik' to get your hair cut. i learned it the hard way... juz look at my hair now!!! (macam slenger sak!!) kwakwakwa... months of patience down the drain. AIYAH!! haha... :P but it'll grow back. (next time, aku nak try potong kat SALOON!!) Cheybah.... haha. wait, izit salon or saloon?? hmm.... (ok, ok... skarang aku nak cakap pasal goal aku yang lawan SIM. siape tanak bacer boleh skip the next few paragraphs!!) haha... SP vs SIM -3-3. i scored my 1st goal for IVP. Yess Ahh... personal goal accomplished!! haha..

Goin into the game, i think our line did very well for the 1st period. we stuck to our game plan which ended up with me scoring the 2nd goal, from the left, but must also give credit to Syukor for that assist... how the second goal was scored was similar, if not exactly the same, as how i scored during the 4 on 4 tournament against Northland Sec, from the left. Yar, i think i like playing on the left compared to my right... (tapi Dzak pun suker main left, so we took turns ah.. haha)

at that point where i saw the ball goin into the top right corner, the feeling was, hmm.... (entah eh) cant find the words to describe the feeling ah... better than sex?? hahaha, aper jer!! but cmon lah, (kasi aku slack sikit ah.. ni 1st goal aku sak... mesti ah happy. aku bukan a seasoned goalscorer macam kau, Farok..) haha..

ok, its over already. you're only as good as your last game so im gonna giv it my all on my last. lets ALL do. hahaa... oh yar one more thing. i found out from my ITP lecturer that i if i can get a letter from the SAA, i can be excused from the 1st week of ITP, which means I CAN GO FOR THE KL TRIP!!! Yess Ahh... Jane, write me a letter. haha.

~adioz

* scorefor...?? *



Nothing to do at 9:52 AM by Awin
Thursday, January 12, 2006

Went to watch the SP girl's FB game vs NYP. as expected, they lost... hehe. at least their performance was better compared to last year, THRASHING. (Ah Shan lagi confident... cakap boleh menang) haha. Maybe partly becos the 'twins' have graduated. haha... went to watch the match with Hafiz, Akil, Azfar and 'friend'... hehe.

as the gals played, we were cheering them on. Especially Dzaf (aku tenga 'cheer' dier biler dier masuk court, abistu hafiz tarik telinga aku... ape sak, Hafiz?? hehe... ) and i cheered for Huda when she scored... YES, she scored... an own goal. hehe =P See!!... i still supported you people, cheering you on, but what did u do when i played?? KACAU!! distracted me... making me lose my focus by shouting .......!!! BASKET!! (Monday korang sumer jangan datang!!! kk, not 'all'=P) especially Ah Shan!!! better dont come ah, i tell you...

Oh, i also 'noticed' something else or rather, 'sumone' else. Got this TP player ah. no, dun worry Adzmin, its not your No 10. hehe (kiter-kiter je yang tahu eh, Akil n Hafiz?) hehe... erm.. no 21. kawan Zai lah... Erica. HABIS!!!! hehe

I've talked to Akil and Idhzaar bout this. Juz thought of putting my thoughts in here. Our emphasis on a passing game. where was it? im not saying that it doesnt work. it DOES... but it seems that when we're being pressured (full court) our passing game breaks down. why?? but when theres no full pressure, our 'game' goes on smoothly (tengok friendly game vs TP, diorang tak pressure habis-habisan) we were able to get our passing game thru. is it be cos defenders might not be composed to pass the ball upfront, once they see themselves being closed down FAST by two defenders? 'gabra' maybe?? or could it be that, even if the ball does go out of defence, our centres might not be able to hold the ball long enough, to make a pass?? cos opponents quickly close em down. hmm...

Suggestion? we should increase the tempo and aggresion for our trainings. you might not agree with me, or have a different view on this, but its ok... increase the tempo. why? cos to make ourselves used to playing a high tempo game (biasekan diri ah) i mean, during normal training, our tempo slacks, which means we have more time to compose ourselves and control the ball. but with a high tempo game, our time needed is significantly shortened. i think we must get used to it. slowly lah... (pelan-pelan kayuh) haha.

this goes the same for increasing the aggression level. Tournaments, be it IVP or League, are aggressive. Opponents will go in hard, slashing and all... so if we want to play passing game without having aggression, 'hanyut' ah kiter. haha... basically juz get used to it so we know what to expect during a game. haha... anyway, if we play with high aggression and tempo, the person with the ball would be tempted to release the ball early, to avoid being closed down and tackled... haha. juz a thought anyway. leave me comments, aite..

~Adioz

~Im Happy You're Happy~ =)



Nothing to do at 1:19 PM by Awin

Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You

...

I guess this time you're really leaving,

I heard your suitcase say goodbye.

And as my broken heart lies bleeding,

they say true love is suicide.

You say you've cried a thousand rivers,

and now you're swimming for the shore.

You left me drowning in my tears,

and you won't save me anymore.

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl.

I'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times,

Now they have their own hiding place.

I can promise you tomorrow,

But I can't buy back yesterday.

And baby you know my hands are dirty,

But I wanted to be your Valentine,

I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby

When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for you

And I wasn't there when you were happy,

I wasn't there when you were down.

I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby

I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for...

i'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for you



Nothing to do at 10:43 AM by Awin
Monday, January 09, 2006

Fast one.. 1st IVP game against NYP, we lost 3-0... Blablabla!! Next game against NTU - this Wed... Must WIN!!! to have any hope of going thru... Yea yea yea. Sheesh...

this entry to be continued some other time... this entry to be continued some other time..

support the 'team' heheh... perr jerr

'You're' still here?? didnt i tell you to get lost??!!.... or can't you take a hint?! Sheesh... Slenger!!!

~adioz

~sporty cute~ :P



Nothing to do at 5:43 PM by Awin
Friday, January 06, 2006

Hey you!! yes, im talking toYOU.. the one lookin at this blank screen, reading my entry. yes, YOU!! who else... what are you doing ah?? why the hell are you here??! nothing better to do isit?? i dont reallie know you and i dont intend to!!! okaylah, i know your friend, but so?? Get out lah, dont come here... you're not welcomed here... Get Lost! Go somewhere else... Tahu malu tak? What a LOSER!! - this is for all who 'terase'

1st IVP game is in 7 hours time, vs NYP. kkays, dats enuff... iwanna go temple pray.. *oops* i mean, Mosque. (doa banyak-banyak) Amin..... tuer! hehehe

~young girl, dont cry...~



Nothing to do at 12:08 PM by Awin
Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Sometimes, theres so much i wanna say, but i know i just cant... Haiz!!! contradicts having a blog in the 1st place, doesnt it? hmmm........ haha okok, new years gone. Went out with the SPFB gang on new year's eve... juz like last year. Lets juz say this 'period' will be one that i won't forget easily. hahaha, silent understanding. (tak faham?) its ok. hmmm..... Bleah!! Wan!!! hehehe... exactly 1 year ago... oklah, not exactly. enuff said... STOP!

Meeting up with my cousin later, Shasha and Azie. Planned to meet up at JP but later changed to Causeway (PEMALAS punye budak-budak!!! jumpe kat JP, tanak... nak jumpe tempat dekat-dekat jer! hahaha... *bluek*) its ok, im tinking of buying some stuff there too. (cam nak beli seluar erm... sluar aper tu, Mal? Alah, yang tadi kau pakai tu... nak beli sluar, tak tau namer. Apeda?!) I also wanna buy shirt. White T-shirt. I dun have a white Shirt. should start being more like Huda... hehehe. WHITE WARDROBE!! (colour lain sumer HARAM bagi dier... kater suci!! betul tak Huda?) hehe.. lucky she doesnt read blogs.

later im gonna send my grandmomma to Haji ( Chey, GRANDMOMMA sey, panggil.. hahaha, kurang ajar punye cucu!! Sorry Nek, rilek ah.. hehe) Yar, she's going to Haji for a month. Imagine if i went to Haji... (mesti HAVOC sey, kat saner... hahaha) then i'll come back, (pakai songkok) n people start calling me Haji Riduwan, Haji Wan. HAJJAH Riduwan?? hehehe... and people will regard me higher than zaim lagi... hehehe (sumer orang dekat aku, ader rase cam satu 'cahaya' gitu... rase suci. hahaha... aper kau merepek Wan??) hahaha, i myself dunno... juz being crazy to distract my mind from 'stuff'... moving on!!

Its finally here!! IIVP is finally here... WOOHOO!! 1st game is this friday vs NYP. (Azfar, aper kater kiter run HAVOC against them??) hahaha... as long as u dont blow your cool, sudah... (jadi captain takle marah-marah tau, Azfar...) hehe. Yeah.. personal goal?? at least to break my duck in the IVP - score at least a goal (tu jerr... tanak banyak-banyak) haha. it'll be the last IIVP with the 'old -birds' BOO....!!! hahaha. Time for a new captain - YAY!!! hehehe... perr jerr

Klah... i wanna continue, but juz dont have the time. this 'thing' involving me, Mal n rudy is surfacing yet again... (orang lain nanti ingat, cam love traingle gitu...) hahaha.. we'll come up with something, wont we Mal? we'd BETTER!! heheh...

~Adioz

~never will i find someone EXACTLY like you... ever~



Nothing to do at 4:13 PM by Awin
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