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Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
Email: i4gotlah@hotmail.com

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Monday, February 27, 2006

Apa seh...?

"Kita jumpa diaorang kita kasi cuci bersih ah!" Ertinya
a) Bila kita jumpa mereka, kita ajar mereka habis-habisan!
b) Bila kita jumpa mereka, kita cuci baju mereka...
c) Mak aku suruh aku pergi jump dobi, suruh diorang cuci ni benda bersih bersih!

"Eh, kita tak goyang ah"
Ertinya
a) Eh, kami tak gentar dengan gertakan kamu semua
b) Eh, kami suka berdiri tegak
c) Eh, kami tak suka dangdut lah

<>"Aku tak boleh angkat ah tengok kau macam ni"
Ertinya
a) Aku dah tak boleh tahan/terima kelakuan kau ni
b) Aku tengok muka kau aje dah penat, macam mana aku nak angkat kau?
c) Aku rasa kita perlukan kren...

"Lu jangan kasi gua punya darah up"
Ertinya
a) Kau jangan sampai aku naik darah
b) Kau nasihatkan aku untuk berlari-lari anak supaya kadar glukos dalam darah aku tak naik
c) Kau dah tahu aku ada darah timggi... yang kau kasi aku makan briyani dan kambing ni apasal?

"Eh, dia yang nak buat, itu punya seluar dalam lah"
Ertinya
a) Eh, kalau dia nak lakukannya, biarlah, sebab itu hidup dia
b) Eh, kalau ya pun nak buat apa-apa, pakailah baju dengan seluar dulu...
c) Eh, kalau Superman boleh pakai seluar dalam pat luar, apasal aku tak boleh?

"Eh, lu jangan STEP ah"
Ertinya
a) Eh, kau jangan peura-pura/sombong/berlagak lah
b) Eh, kau jangan naik tangga... lif kan ada...
c) Eh, ni kepala bapak kau... ni kepala bapak aku. Kalau kau berani, kau pijak lah!

"Kita jump diorang kita bagi kicap ah"
Ertinya
a) Kita cari mereka dan kita pukul mereka hingga mereka berlumuran dengan darah
b) Kita jumpa mereka dan berikan kicap cap kipas udang yang diorang kirim kelmarin
c) Kita jumpa mereka dan beritahu mereka mana boleh makan telur mata lembu tak letak kicap?

"Jangan tekan minyak ah"
Ertinya
a) Jangan marah-marah ah
b) Jangan pijak accelerator kereta tu sangat...
c) Kalau nak pump minyak... pump sikit aje. Harga minyak dah naik. Kalau nak pump penuh kena masuk Johor.

The above is dedicated to my minah friend - BamiaBaby07, or as you people know her - Dzafiirah. she loves to use these languages. i dunno why though... *sigh* hanyut! =P hahahaha...

Ok, 3 down, 1 to go... last paper's on Thurs - ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS! which happens to be Azfar's favourite module... Later gotta go to my dad'd friend house for tuition, somewhere near Bukit Batok... i need to top-up my account so as to retake my FTT... Arrgh!! (impian untuk memandu kereta ke sekolah, terbantut! hahaha.. padehal tinggal dekat jer!) Tomorrow goin out with the class to Seoul Garden, at Marina Square. or izit Marine Parade?? (samer tak? *oops* 14.2 hahaha... tak faham =P)

hmm... what else? FAROK! my soccer boots still with you... (biler nak kasi balik??) hehe... your jerzy oso with me. =P

i need to get a new pair of shoes.... converse? Vans? Nike? 4 stripe Adidas? Purcell? =P Hmm...

and also your hairdryer... =P

~Adioz

>*remmembered it clearly...*



Nothing to do at 5:02 PM by Awin
Friday, February 24, 2006

i juz met my liaison officer juz now, regarding my attachment. guess where?? hahaha... its at SENTOSA!!! woohoo... hahaha. yeah, some company named KINETIC INVESTMENTS at the Cinemania. (aku tanye dier, keje buat ape? mungkin Admin work ah...) Hmm... admin work. okayyy... though ive never done any admin work before. should be interesting ah. pay? $440 jer... oklah, i guess... (Kaoz!!! kat sentosa sak.... at least bukan kat tempat ulu lyk Joo Chiat or Jurong Island kan.. *oops* =P) haha. sape terase?

what would it be like, i wonder? hahaha... (hari-hari pegi keje naik cable car, haha aper jer, lunctime makan kat beach kepe... hmm, ade ke kedai makan melayu kat sentosa? hahaha...) but the bad part is that, im the ONLY one. haiyah!!! i asked him, how many students are attached to this company? he said only 1. (Rabak!!! attachment tempat gerek, tapi sorang sey....) hahaha. so now ive gotta write up some 'intro' letter for the Supervisor - Mr SAM.... SAM SHANMUGAM.

Faliq dapat kat Courts sak... Bukan court of justice tau, kat COURTS SUPERSTORE. hahahahaha...!!! jual sofa. "why courts sia?" hahaha... imagine masuk Courts, skali nampak muke Faliq, tenga nyanyi lagu.... atas kerusi. hahaha, giler!!

Mal dapat kat Joo Chiat, along with my classmate Nurul. Joo Chiat... Muzika Records, jual casette. hahahaha... CASETTE sak...!! tape recorder and LD. hahahahaha....!!!!

had my exam yesterday. after that, went to JP to watch Final Destination 3. (nak tahu what happened? ok, aku spoilkan korang...) wahaha!!! a lot of people died when the rollercoaster broke down midway, 2 bimbos died in a tanning salon, FRIED to death in the tanning machine. this black guy got his head CRUSHED while working out in the gym, theres these two gothic couple. the girl died while working in a tools store. an accident triggered a nail gun to continuously fire through her skull... they guy died with a mobile lift, crushing him FLAT! (the mobile crane yang bangla pakai untuk potong tree branches tu..) another bald guy died while ordering food at a drive thru. how he died? a lorry went out of control and crashed his car. the engine fan blade was stuck to the back of his head.. the ending? hmm... tanak cakap ah. ive SPOILED quite a lot oredy, for those who intend to watch. hahaha... Gross factor - 7.

Okaylah, dah update... 2 exams down... 2 more to go. Structural Analysis and Eng Maths. (cepatlah habis!!) hmm, its too bad that the KL strip was cancelled. wasted ah... (kater nak pegi makan, pakai duit 4on4 tu? jangan senyap-senyap, duit nanti hilang... haha.) lets have the 'prep' camp again!! to so called 'prepare' us for the FO camp... hahaha

~Adioz

*the glass was on my side*



Nothing to do at 10:37 AM by Awin
Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Green Day - Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)

Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road

Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go

So make the best of this test
And don't ask why

It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind

Hang it on a shelf in
Good health and good time

Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial

For what it's worth
It was worth all the while

Its something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life



Nothing to do at 10:26 AM by Awin
Monday, February 13, 2006

Sent my brother to skool juz now, gave him a ride in my car... CHey!! i WISH!! hahaha... hopefully someday, InsyaAllah. i think im beginning to understand why parents easily feel worried. Walking Danial to the front gate, and as i see him slowly walking down the path to his classroom, carrying his large skool bag, i juz cant help but feel a sense of worriedness for him (is that a proper word? worriedness... haha)

Yar, he's only primary one, but still... will he be ok? is he bullied in skool? will he make friends? will he mix with 'bad' friends? will he lag behind in class? does he know how to take care of himself in skool? thats the main thing. i guess its natural to feel that way cos these things are juz out of our control... hmmm but i guess at this time, theres more important things to worry about... im talking bout EXMAS!

one test down, 2 more to go.. computer programming on tuesday, and CECON on wed, after which the REAL mugging begins for the exams. which means stayin over at the t15 block till late night, studying, studying n studying. hmm.... lookin at the big picture - end of exams, start of attachment (4 weeks). end of attachment, start of final year project (FYP). end of FYP, start of exams. end of exams, GRADUATION but also beginning of NS. end of NS? hahaha... it seems lyk our life has been planned out to a certain point. hmm....

i miss.......... FLOORBALL! cant wait for the KL trip against the Malysian Nationals. haha, yeah... its always like that. you're so hyped towards the KL trip or something youre looking forward to, but u fail to see something equally important before that. (exam, cepatlah habis!!)

what to do tomorrow? study...

next day? study...

next week? study...

entry aku niari tak banyak merepek eh? hmm, takde mood ah! =/

*appreciation, understanding, respect*



Nothing to do at 5:21 PM by Awin
Sunday, February 12, 2006

im goin out to get myself an lcd tv for my room and an mp4 player too... hehehe...!! *bluek*


Nothing to do at 10:01 PM by Awin
Friday, February 10, 2006

i failed my FTT driving theory test yeahsterday... Fcuk!

*wash you hair?...* haha..



Nothing to do at 8:26 AM by Awin
Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Hoobastank - Running Away

I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust

And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be

And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright

I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice

And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough

And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say

So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?

...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?



Nothing to do at 2:59 PM by Awin

New skin, new polls... FINALLY!i've got three tests nest week on mon, tues and wed. but still got the CHEEK to play soccer later... AIYAH!! =P hahaha... (next week baru start blaja ah) haha, Floorball on hold too..! What else? hmm... it SUX!! right? sumtyms, juz feel lyk....

study mode: on

*breaking the glass*



Nothing to do at 8:19 AM by Awin
Thursday, February 02, 2006

i think the person who used my new number before me, was someone famous ah. hmm, i dunno... cos i keep getting these occasional calls, "Hello, Albert ah??"... (banyak kali sak... dapat) hahaha...

"Albert ah??" dengan suare slenger dier.... wahahaha!!!

this will shut down soon...

~adioz "Albert ah??"



Nothing to do at 12:27 PM by Awin
Wednesday, February 01, 2006

hmm, lets see... what happened to me thruout last week? sat, training as usual. thats what i THOUGHT!! hahaha... (nak tahu wat happen?) came down for training on time, 9:30am =P, expecting to play soccer n stuff, cos that day was supposed to be 'free and easy'... (Monyet ah!! free n easy) haha.. Once training started, Akil came up to me and said, " Wan, niari kau take over training. Yang lain sumer aku takle harap ah. anyway, kau kan the next captain, so aku nak kau practice handling the training. i know u can do it. lagipun, kau paling handsome ah" wahahahahahahahahahahaha......!!!!!!

so at first i was afraid.... i was petrified.... , haha per jer. (sape tak terkejut, sak.. bilang orang pun last minute. tapi aku tak 'goyang' ah..) haha, yeap. so i took charge of training that saturday (ok tak?) haha... we practiced our passes, then i tried the 'double L' drill. a trademark of MI training. haha... well, actually it was more of a SINGLE L (kiter patut buat on both sides... haha, takpe ah. pelan-pelan... maybe next week boleh try) next we did the '10 passes' which clearly shows our lack of ability to hold posession. hahaha... (stakat 4 on 2, dah terkial-kial nak simpan bola... apeda?!)

Finished our training with our usual game, before goin off to makan at Hazwani (kedai adik Shazwan and Shazwani) haha... Me, Akil, Idhzaar, Khairul, Riezal, Zaim, Bo n Rab. (ni sumer kawan baik aku tau... Riezal tulis dalam buku tu) =P. almost all of us ate chicken rice, xcept for Rab, who ate chicken noodle. (spoil jer.. haha, ) n we didnt eat normal chicken rice tau, we ate chicken rice + xtra rice + xtra chicken = $4.70 (tapi PUAS sak, makan!!!) hahaha... we stayed around 4 plus before goin off.. (lepas tu korang ingat kiter ni balik kepe??) hahaha... Zaim went home after that. Bagus. Alhamdulillah... =P hehe.

we went to Khairul's workplace 4 more MAKAN!! haha, serious..! at Wheelock Place. (Khai blanje kiteorangsumer makan kat tempat dier) dzak joined us there... another good friend of mine. Each of us had 2 ice-blended drinks. i had a blackforest and an Ultimate. we also ate chocolate cake, apple crumble, chocolate brownie, pasta, sandwiches and Vodka (alcohol percentage dalam tulisan arab) hahaha... i think we ate more than $100 worth of food, there... anybody starting to feel jealous? (tu lah, suro datang training, malas kan? kalau tak, dah boleh join kitorang sumer...) hahaha.

so we talked and talked and talked, me and my good friends, till around 11 plus. the others took a train home, while me and my good friend Riezal, took a bus home. hahaha...

guess what.. yesterday, had a chat with an old friend. she was a member of the notorious 'Taszilian Minahs', but they've disbanded now. Chatted with Farah Farah Vierra yesterday night, online. oh yar, Farok also joined in. hehe... yeap! ( dier kirim salam kat korang sumer ah) she said misses us all... (actually, dier punye 'all' cumer refering to satu orang jer... korang sumer jangan menyebok.. CHey!! hahaha... =P tak tahu malu) but shes now bz with her full time job, working as the restaurant manager near Bedok area. (mentang-mentang dah naik pangkat, jadi manager.. dah takde time for fb n stuff...) hahaha

wanna know what happened to the other 'two' members? hmm... one's bz with her skool and bf, the other is now in childcare. yes, u read it correctly, MASNE is now a childcare teacher... (haha, aku tahu. biler 1st tyme dengar pun, aku takle caye sak... cam maner entah dier jadi? nanti budak-budak sumer rambut merah sey...) hahaha. lotsa things that happened, taking me away from my inner thoughts. Thank You!!! till then...

~Adioz

~what do u expect to see written here??~



Nothing to do at 3:03 PM by Awin
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