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Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
Email: i4gotlah@hotmail.com

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When you walk away 
i count the steps that you take... 


Do you see 
How much i need you right now 

Friday, June 30, 2006

Yess ah!! we got our jerzys...!! hahaha, pink and brown stripes, purple shorts and green socks. Funky right?? (cantik... macam Setan!!) hahaha... no lah. (nak tahu colour aper? turun ah tengok game... =P ) went to Bo's shop with Rizal, Dzak, Dani and Bo to go and collect it last thursday and guess what? we're going to have a training kit, complete with printed names on the back... (jealous tak?) hahaha.... Woohoo!! but its sleeveless ah, (so jangan luper nak shave eh... kepada orang-orang yang tertentu) hahaha, no lah..

after collecting the kit, we headed down to wheelock to meet up with the other guys to give out the jerzys. Big Ben aka Biggy was the first to arrive, followed by Khai Astro and Hafiz Or-Cheng (aku sampai skarang masih tak tau makne OR-CHENG!!) hahaha... next was Redzwan. then we waited quite a heck of a long time for Syukur and Dzul. Sardin!!! haha.. Azfar came for a while to collect his jerzy but he went off as he had something 'on' but later came back when that 'on' went 'off' oredy... haha, faham? bo was discussing bout our next game. he was pointing out everyone's mistakes, while also giving out constructive criticism lah. so i couldnt wait what he had for me... u know what he said? Wan - you are handsome but when you play, your mind is 50% in the game and 50% in the air. IN THE AIR??? hahahaha, aper sak??? (aku HAYAL ke kat dalam court??!!) hahaha and another thing he had for me. he said whenever i did something 'good' in the court, i would turn to him to check whether he saw 'it' or not... hahaha (GILER sak!!!) its as though i wanna check if he saw the pass that i made or something lah. hahaha, i reallie cannot imagine sey. make a good pass/shot, stop, then look at Bo, waiting for his Thumbs Up kepe?? hahaha... its a first for me, hearing such things.. do i? REALLIE?? maybe i did, but i juz didnt realise it. hahaha... (besok kalau aku buat lagi cam gitu, one of you SLAP me boleh..? anyone. hahaha, saper entah nak tengok muke Bo) *oops* hehehe...

our 1st game is tomorrow... (cepat eh?) Tampines Sports Hall, 4pm against Argonauts.. its only gonnabe the 2nd time for me, playin there. 1st time was last season, playin for Salibandy against Merahan in the Semi-finals... hope our 'supporters' come down.. (kiter pun ader our own personal fan club) hahaha... they're bringing down their banners and wearing mini-skirts cheering the team on, led by no 86 Ridani - the President of our fan club. tomorrow will be partnering Shazwan up front, my least favourite position but im not choosy (janji dapat main, sudah...) huahuahua... hmm, lets juz enjoy ourselves tomorrow aite guys. Woohoo!!! and good luck to the gals tomorrow for their 1st friendly this year against Innova JC. Monster!!! score one for me... =P hahaha, wait! i juz had a thought... (imagine Dani pakai mini skirt, pegang pom-pom sumer.... hehehe JAHANAM!! hahaha, now imagine kalau Mal..... EEEeee!!!!!

~Adioz



Nothing to do at 6:12 PM by Awin
Wednesday, June 28, 2006

"Dont speak...

how can anyone not watch indonesian dramas?? how can people watch desperate housewives instead of catching shows like Dia, Ikhlas or Hikmah?? they have much more drama, action, suspense and even moral. hehe... watched Hikmah last monday. Tamara Bleszynski, FUUYOH!!! hahaha, (makin berseri aku tengok muke dier....) she's so damn gorgeous!! cute dimples, whenever i see her smile, CAIRRrr...................... hahaha. my number 1 girl... (Rizal, kau nak Susi kan? ambik ah... prangai macam setan jer!) hahaha.

"i know juz what you're sayin...

Last training, coach brought down his ITE Yishun floorballers to train with us. had an unofficial game with them the whole day - 4 periods. Div 2 has started. our 1st game is against some team named Argonaut. hmm, dunnolah. woohoo, cant wait... apparently, one of em was my junior in NCC last tym.. (nasib baik dier tak panggil aku 'Sergeant') haha..

"So please stop explainin...

i still remembered, it was last year. it was juz after training when me, Rizal, Adzmin and Azfar headed to Jurong east Library to Lepak. we sitting on the round sofa, talking, when all of a sudden, these group of boys came up to us, looked at me and said " Eh, Sergeant..." haha, (aku dah malu sak, at that time. lagi panggil aku Sergeant depan kawan-kawan aku) hahaha, at first i didnt recognize them but i acted like i still recognized them. (depan, muke maintain jer, tapi dalam hati, siape sak, budak budak ni??) hahaha, they were my juniors. i couldnt believe they'd still remember me after all this while. its kinda touching in a way. after all this while, your junior cadets still remembers and acknowledges you, but i dont even remember them. IDIOT!! (aper punye sergeant??) hahaha...

~Adioz

* Don't tell me cos it hurts *



Nothing to do at 2:29 PM by Awin
Monday, June 19, 2006

You dont know how freakingly worn out i am, these past few days. Eyelids are so damn heavy... Last friday, was supposed to work 3-11, but extended till closing cos Mus couldnt make it, so finished at 2am. it was a first for me, to finish work at that godforsaken hour, haha... (tapi rase macam biase jer... macam xtra time given to do closing gitu) and after that, i... actually not i, WE decided not to go back home, but to go for late night, or should i say Early morning makan - Me, Khai and Tasha

so we went to some coffee shop near CCK for makan while watching Angola vs Mexico. wanted to eat Nasi Goreng but its finished, so juz eat prata lah, the three of us, accompanied by a pitcher of Tiger. haha, nolah...

stayed around 3 plus, b4 goin home by cab. reached home, bathe, do push-ups, fast leg, high leg, catch the dragon.. hahaha.. (korang caye ke? =P) before going to bed around 5 plus. by then, i knew im DEAD!! dunno if im gonna make it thru the next day with training starting at 9am. and working at 6-2am.

following day, 8am khai gave a wakeup kol " Hello wan, kau dah bangun? dah... kau the otw eh? aku pun baru bangun... ahh, ok,ok, thanx eh.. " zzzZZZ.... after that, i went back to sleep... hahaha (dier pun samer!!! gini macam ke SP guys capt and Vice?? hahaha, Hanyut!!) i went to sleep again after he called, telling my self '10 mins jer..', by the time i woke up, it was 8:50. hahaha 10 mins jer....

reached skool at around 9:30am, (alah, stengah jam jer...) haha, the guys were doing physical. it was the selection for the Mustang squad that day. i wasnt sure if i could make the team... but then i saw the Mustang and SP Captains fooling around during training. (aper nak jadi??) you're supposed to show a good example to the others. GROW UP LAH!! especially the Mustangs captain. Sheesh!!!

Training ended at 2pm with a game in the final hour. seniors vs freshies 8-1. selection time.onli 6 or 7 freshies made it, including me. (Alhamdulillah...) so we celebrated, goin to Puncak makan - Me, Rizal, Khairul, Hafiz, Hilmi, Dzak and AzfarprasanrambutmacamRobinVanpersie. ate the beef claypot rice again but it wasnt enuff for the Coffee Bean workers - Me, Dzak and Khai, so we ordered another plate of chicken rice, xtra xtra rice. hahaha... by then stomach was full which naturally followed by the sleepy feeling. am i gonna make it thru, working from 6-2am?

Luckily i did made it thru. crowd was ok ar, not too much. thruout the shift me and khai we really 'satans' hahaha... NAJIS!!! singing 'songs', altering lyrics, hidden meanings. " engkau bagai air yang NAJIS... " (rabak sak, khai) HAHAHAHA.... by then, i was already worn out. so went back home, had a good nights sleep.... oh but before that, did my fast/high legs, push-ups and all... Chey!! hahaha,

~Adioz



Nothing to do at 12:55 PM by Awin
Thursday, June 15, 2006

Dia... Isabella..... wahuahaua... giler!! ok had a great time yesterday ENJOYing, DEstressing. spent most of the day at Sentosa with the classmates - me, Sophian, Amalina, Nurul, Dennis, Kim and Rudy. (sophian busted, tak ajak Anson and Muz) heheh. met up at 10am, harbourfront. i was flabbergasted (chey.. =P) to see Mal and Nurul not wearing their 'Tudungs'... (tsk tsk tsk, MasyaAllah... Tuhan marah tau!!) haha, what a sight. Mal looked like Willy Wonka with her shoulder length hair and 'minah' cap. Nurul is BALD!! botak... can u believe it?? SERIOUS!!Eee... no wonder pakai tudung... WAHAHAHA can u imagine Nurul botak?? hehe. Cancer patient... =P Alamaak, Shit!! i need to go off oredy.. cant continue,

~Adioz



Nothing to do at 10:59 AM by Awin
Friday, June 09, 2006

A week without any update... i've been busy. yeah, busy... its the lousiest week i had in a long long time... Hah!! the only bright side is my new found job... SP Floorballers workin at Coffee Bean Wheelock Place - Azfar, Dzak and Khairul. (in order of least important) Akil has resigned, due to NS Obligations. He's being replaced by me. (Kil, skarang aku dah take over two of your previous 'responsibilities' haha... siape nak keje tempat aku? ader kosong... haha, tempat AKU kepe?? Bleah!!) haha yeah, lets infest CB with SPFBs... hahaha, got enuf people can ask for sponsorship.. (Period break, minum ice-blendeds... gerek kan?? haha..)

so its been a week. so far, so good... (Azfar masih blakang aku. hehe... takdelah) ice blendeds, the 'jelak' taste is starting to sink in, and its not even a week yet... haha, a bit only lah. at least theres the cakes to look forward to. Mmm, yum! Rahman, my manager, made me memorise the names by the end of next week - Raspberry cheesecake, Apple cinnamon cheesecake, Weekly cheesecake, Brownie, Apple crumble, Tiramisu, Carrot cake, MONSTER cake =P, hahaha, dunno got what else. so far, i've tasted the brownie and Opera cake, but theres more to come. that i can assure you... muahaha!!! (siape nak jadi kawan baik aku?? boleh dapat free ice-blended... angkat tangan. siape? siape?) hahaha...

i've been doing closing duties ever since. finishing at around 12am, but theres transport so no problems goin home.. but theres this indian girl in the bus, she keeps calling me Ronaldinho.. i was like, Aper sak?? but juz diam ah, buat bodoh and layankan.. cos i wear a headband while working, cos my hair's long and i refuse to cut it. (azfar tak tahu difference between HAIRband and HEADband. haha, kental ar... dier sendiri pakai, tak tahu aper makne. =P)

what else has happened to me this past week? good or bad? hmm... for me to know... The Bad? haha, nah, i'll try not to mention it. i'll try not to even THINK about it... (sakitkan hati jer..) haha but its over now, yeap dunno for the better or for the worse, but its over. only time will tell... hopefully. One thing i WILL mention is how the stoopid e-learning assignments are taking up my leisure time, and me without IE access at home, and im supposed to do it RIGHT NOW, but what do i do instead?? haiz.... hahaha

~Adioz

* Behind these eyes... *



Nothing to do at 10:45 AM by Awin
Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I almost made it worse today...
LUCKILY i didnt
* Whew *


Nothing to do at 3:14 PM by Awin
Thursday, June 01, 2006

A man checked into a hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally typed a wrong e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail.

Meanwhile....Somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned from her husband's funeral. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting condolence messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:

To: My Loving Wife
Subject: I've Reached
Date: 15 DIS 2005

I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here, and we are allowed to send e-mails to loved ones.

I've just reached and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you TOMORROW!

Your loving Hubby

* What does it take *



Nothing to do at 9:39 AM by Awin
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