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Name: M Riduwan [Awin]
Age: 20
Birthday: 2nd May 1987
Email: i4gotlah@hotmail.com

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When you walk away 
i count the steps that you take... 


Do you see 
How much i need you right now 

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Hmmm... random thoughts. sometimes when u look at it. some people have it easier than others... some people have it made, while others have to work their ASS off. hmm, i guess it juz cant be helped. Thats life for u.. some of us have to work to earn money to support ourselves, like paying our bills, buying stuffs and all, while others are 'sponsored' by their parents or whoever. dun get me wrong, im not condemning the latter, but it juz doesnt seem fair.

yeah, i admit. sometimes, looking at people who buy expensive stuff freely kinda makes u feel uneasy inside, knowing that that particular person or group of people dont have to work to earn the money. its as though they dont deserve to buy the stuff cos they didnt work for it. i wonder if these people will grow up to know the value of money? something which only comes when you have to support for yourself. hmm i guess only time will tell. for me, i've learned it at a young age. started working at the tender age of 16 (chey.. Tender kepe?? haha) yeah. 1st job working as waiter at Pizza Hut. Overworked and underpaid... thats what i had to bear for almost a year, tolerating a measly sum of $3.50 per hour... it made me learn how to 'stretch' my money till my next payday. and at that time, i was using a prepaid line so i was always looking forward to payday so that i could top-up my value. dat always sux cos sumtyms, i cant stretch to my next pay.

haha, and whenever i do get my pay, i'd always give some to my mother, although not much... and buy for my brothers small stuff, like ice-cream or small little toys from the mama shop. that always puts a smile to their faces... haha. then it was giving tuition. it was by far, the easiest way to make money. juz teach kids what you already know. haha... it was something new compared to FnB. next was my 'stint' at Coffee Bean, back to the FnB sector. haha... yeah, it was fun while it lasted... at least the pay is better - $4.50 per hour. and now, im looking again..

i guess there are the 'unseen' perks to working part-time, that people who have never worked before, shall never see. eating pizza and ice-blendeds for free is one of em. the friends that you make - priceless. ok lah, not PRICELESS lah, but still... u get to meet people from all walks of life, from the baik to the hanyut. and its somewhat interesting to see how people with different 'background' communicate and interact. some good, some bad... and some, Blur!! (Dajal, President and the Secretary) hahaha, and the experience gained, working at these places has developed confidence and customer oriented skills that will be useful in the future... i hope. haha... and when you do spend the money on something, you do feel the satisfaction cos u feel that you've earned it. if only the distribution of money is fair around the world. hahaha, something that will never happen.

ok, u asked for it. upon her request, i shall talk to u about this girl. she's very PRASAN, no shame, ask me to tell u good things bout her.. =P her name is Tasha. she works in Coffee Bean wheelock, but its the smaller kiosk inside, cos she's not good enuf to work outside. Bluek!! =P and she's very SOMBONG!! when u talk to her, you're lucky to get a reply if shes in a good mood ah. WHAHAHAA!! tasha, can anot?

Damn!!! SFA spelled my name wrong - M Ridhwan... WTF??!! hahaha... Monyet!!

~Adioz

* DIAO!! *



Nothing to do at 3:56 PM by Awin
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