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2009-08-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

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2008-07-06T12:11:00.003+08:00

I can't believe im here in camp on a Sunday!! Its called Confinement, with a capital 'C'. Instead of being outside with my family or friends, i gotta wake up freaking damn early, 0500hrs to be exact, so that i'll reach company line by 0745 hours. Me and 7 other people confined for what? Caught playing Daidee/Taitee. 8th and 9th core value taking place here. Haiz!!

So here i am, in the company's annex room since 8am, surfing the i-net in this aircon room, while the others are watching Hancock on the terminal. better than juz lepak in bunk, doing nothing. make the best of the situation.

Im not playing div 2 this season. why? Republic Of China (ROC) trip comin up on the 25th. 3 weeks say byebye, so whats the point of paying the total 90 over bucks over a few measly games? Maybe i'll try and play div3 just for this season, if time permits. See lah how.

Lesson learnt. Lock the doors next time. =D

Thanks for being there for me. =)

2008-02-29T11:50:00.004+08:00

Sitting in a bus, along with your buddies.

Back from training

Face full of camo cream

Helmet & LBV on my lap.

Hands hugging rifle, careful as not to let the muzzle touch the window

Tired, Restless, Dirty, Smelly, Hungry

Everybody catching up on their sleep

Except for me.

Rested my head on the window

Looking at freedom from inside

People walking about, Boys playing at the street soccer court

Heck! even looking at flats makes me think of it.

Freedom was everywhere, except for whats in this damn bus.

How i wish i was on the other side, lookin in

A bus filled with Army guys, passing by the neighbourhood

The irony

i guess you really won't realize it till its taken away from you.

2007-09-12T10:12:00.000+08:00

Gone for NS

2007-09-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

Can you belive it? Only 5 more days to go. 5 MORE FREAKING DAYS TILL NS!! Thats how fast it is, baybeh...

Where the Hell the the time go?

Trips to Pulau Ubin, Sentosa, the occasional Winning 11 meet up, as well as the weekend Floorball games have helped pass the time. A little too quickly as it seems...

Yesterday, i was enjoying the time i had, going out with friends and fwen, contemplating on where to go, with all the time in the world.

Now, im buying Padlocks, Kiwi and washing detergent to prepare for Thursday's book in.

And so, another chapter in my life closes, as i start a new one. On a fresh page. Maybe even use a new pen perhaps.

Lets all Welcome Recruit Wan to the Tekong clan...Recruit Botak Wan

This will be my last entry. Till when...? i dunno. Hanya Allah saja yang tahu..

Only time will tell...

To the usual visitors and not forgetting the silent readers, i'll miss you, and you, and you too, and of course you, not forgetting you, and ESPECIALLY you. Wish me all the best. Don't miss me kays. *sob* ='/

Chey... Emo ah. hahaha.

Training has never been this beneficial for a long time.. Finally thruout the SP trainings that a coach teaches how to do a proper Dragshot.

Seriously! Me, Hafiz and Jie Hong really did benefitted from her. Dunno bout the girls though.. =p

For the last time.... Adioz!

2007-09-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

My friend told me this joke juz now.

3 People once went across to the other side:

One juz wanted to stamp his initials all around...

Another never did came back...

Except for Wan, who returned home safely.

hahaha... Geddit?

2007-09-03T15:22:00.000+08:00

That was it.

My last game for Mustangs had come and gone.

Hafiz said i had an OFF day. Of all the games that we played, when did i ever turn ON? haha.. What a way to end it by aggravating my old ankle injury... CURSE YOU!!

It happened a while back, when i was in secondary school. I was playing soccer at the basketball court after school. As i was lining up to take a free kick, my foot came into contact with the concrete floor. Crraacckk!!! Wan came crashing down...

I guess i was trying to 'slapshot' the soccer ball... heheh

From that day onward, my right foot would never be the same again... Ever! I already accepted the fact that inside my right foot was all Messed up, and the worse part is, i didnt even bother to go see a doctor. Juz good ol 'minyak urut'.

Days gone my soft and tender foot started to slowly heal... Heal WRONGLY! I wondered if i had gone to a doctor back then, would it have changed the outcome..? Cos the most, i thoughtthe most he was gonna do is take an X-Ray, then gimme some overpriced ointment, or worse case, refer me to the hospital.

Since that day, i've had to take care of this weak right foot. It happened once during training last year, when we were doing shuttle runs. it gave way when i was turning, and down i went, clutching my ankle.

It also happened during a div2 game last season. Some idiot fell on my foot in the court. PERIOD!! Luckily for me on both occasion, Bo made me do this simple foot strengthening exercise. I managed to play again the next period, despite the niggling pain...

It struck again last sunday, when my foot landed unevenly on a Cornvix forward. Lucky it wasnt that bad... but still, it hurts.

Bukanye ader orang nak... =p

2007-08-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

This few days, or should i say weeks, have been rather packed for me... and will be, for the next few days by the looks of it... Woohoo!! im not complainin.

Wednesday, Pulau Blakang Mati was good. No, it was GREAT! could have been better though...

We could have saved 1 hour, instead of going back and fro the three beaches, contemplating on a perfect spot to settle. Siloso, to Pahlawan, then to Tanjong and back to Pahlawan where we finally settled. 8 boys and no girls and we STILL couldnt decide.

Here i thought only Girls were indecisive... heheh.

Beach Soccer and Water Sports were the main Itinery for the day. You wouldnt believe who in the group couldnt swim to save his own life. haha..

Thursday, MIXED training at SP. It'd be good if the training slot was permanent.

This Sunday, derby match with Cornvics. Why Derby? hmm, it juz cant be explained. all i can say is that we've lost all our games against them except for last season when it really counts. All their victories were in friendlies but we won them in a div2 game, and the victory was damn sweet.

Now i understand how a derby match in the EPL can have a lot more importance and meaning compared to a top-of-the-table clash.

Tuesday, Ubin Cycling Trip Part II, still pending though.

Memories play silent in my head make me smile... =) INCLUDING my bike accident across that cursed steep slope. i'll see u soon... and this time, i wont fall. Help me God

Oh, and Tuesday 'someones' going to Batam... Buat aper jer tau, kat Batam eh. Hish!! hehe =p Be home safe... =)

Next Wednesday, Floorball slap-a-bout, invitation by Dani at Valhall. have yet to invite the invited though..

The list goes on and on, till the day finally arrives. 12 more days to be exact.

Its funny how people change over time... some move on to greater things, others seem to move backwards. From what i've seen and heard, i'd rather NOT see AND hear from him/her/it.

What Attitude!!

Its a shame, really...

2007-08-28T07:46:00.000+08:00

What the HELL am i doing, blogging 830am in the morning?!

3on3. it was fun. my 1st ever 3on3 tournament. me, faROKOK, shazwan and Zaki *ulu.

1st game was against the eventual champions - Mats Paradise. Hafeez Taugeh, his brother, and Shameer. We lost 2-0. No surprise there. haha...

luckily our 1st game didnt have much of a significance. juz puts us in the 'losers' pool. which meant we had a more realistic chance of winning.

2nd game was against some team named PSRC. We nearly lost thanks to our dear Tall, Dark and unHandsome friend, who conceded 2 goals and missed a penalty, before our late comback.

If we had lost that game because of him, i promised Farok that i'd burn his beloved motorbike. Lucky him.

i so underestimated a 3on3 tournament. so confident that i didnt even bother to bring a water bottle. Big Mistake, Wan...

3rd was against Xishan Teachers, or something likedat... Sishan? Seeshan? Dunnolah... We barely won that match. zaki clenched his fists up high as he scored the winning goal.

But nobody bothered to watch.

By then, the pancit-ness started to come in. i lost the ball quite easily during that game, but we held on.

last and final match was up against Team Valhall. Bo, Fathy, Sara, and some chinese feller in the background. Curse sara's accuracy!! Curse all the 'lobang' goals!

only then did i realise why the two final teams, their defenders were wearing track pants, and its NOT for covering their Aurat.

Next time, im wearing a Sarong! advise from Hafiz, who came down to give us moral support, only AFTER we finished all our games.

Khai came down, but he didnt coach us. Cheerleading our team to the sound of the Bhangra beats, blasting away in the background.

Overall. 4 games, $10.

$2.50/game.

ok wat... like playing CS or Bowling.

Others might not think its worth it,playing a maximum of 2 games = $5/game.

15 steps - GYL = ??

2007-08-21T01:50:00.000+08:00

Yes, Finally! Mustangs got their only 2nd victory in their division 2 campaign. the Bottom-of-the-Table clash between Mustangs and Victoria Skools ended in 5-3. This victory was long overdue, and all credit to one person whose appearance, or should i say DISSappearance, led to our victory. still dont understand?? (for the Mustangs, faham2 jer lah eh...)

This Die-Hard Fan turned up for every single Mustangs game, up to date, except for the 1st match against FC Squirrels and the recent one against VS, and it just so happen that we won both these games when he... *oops* i mean, SHE didnt come to watch our match. (HeShe?) =p a coincidence maybe? Hmm... i doubt it. Mustangs have a Talisman on their side... Or should i say, a TalisWoman? Lets all say, Thank You ZZZZzzzz....*cough cough*

Next match, against Cornvics. We all knew how sweet the victory was, last season, when we beat them for the 1st time. Too Sweet!! Lets all pray hard for that game. You guys know WHO u should pray to...

Today marks the end of my Borders career. FREEEDOMMM......!!! Yeah Baybeh! no more waking up painstakingly 530am in the morning. no more books! No more Sorting, Staging, Shelving. No More 'creative' ways to find space on the shelves. No more GENeral RECovery. Lastly, no more, " WAN AH, WANN...!!!" hahaha. Thats how my manager SCREAMS at me. Her laughter so infectious, even Lydia Sum would lose out.

My resignation from Borders marks the end of another point in my life. A so called 'checkpoint' lah... You see, i've been setting out these checkpoints ever since i graduated. It starts from graduation, then comes the working stint at UOB, together with udDani, Yan, Rudy, Shida and Nad. We went around the UOB offices in Singapore installing anti-virus software and doing inventory checks.

The 2nd checkpoint ended when school term reopened, with Nadya and Shida resuming their skool life, and we resumed doing ALL THE UOB BRANCHES IN SINGAPORE, and finally the end of the UOB contract.

The 3rd checkpoint started when me and rudy started our job at Borders, courtesy of Nurul A'int No Mountain High enuf... we basically shelf books. Period!

4th Checkpoint - Beginning of division 2.

5th - 3on3 Floorball Tournament

My Last checkpoint? Hmm, i would say... the LAST game i will be playing, which is just one week after the 3on3. The finishing line would end when i finally plant my feet on the soft Tekong soil, with the sweet smell of bullets in the air and gunfire ablaze. 13 September is when i'll make Tekong my home. My territory. This is where i stand (CHey, macam betul jer...) Wahahaha!!

Lets Vote! Can you imagine me BOTAK!!

~slamatz

EH WAIT!!! i juz remembered... got some pics. I actually juz need to emphasize one. this one here.. we were taking a nice picture, when 'someone' pushed Zaki from the back. In the end, his pose looks more like a Bridegroom posing in front of a camera... (gambar macam orang pengantin gitu... tengok tangannye yang Sopan tu... Wahahahaha!!! Irritating sak...)

Zaki Diving into an imaginary swimming pool... too tired from working!

Me and Rudy overnite shelving.. sempat ambik gambar eh? haha.. rudy hidung maintain ah.

Farewell makan nite.. From Left: Lucy, Huda, Nadia, Rudy, Zaki, Nurul, Me and Audrey's back.

2007-08-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

People who read blogs are voyeurs.

People who have blogs are attention seekers

People who diss other people in their blogs are "no ball-ers"

People who post pictures in their blog entries are fishing for compliments.

And to do that, one must have a TAGboard

A TAGboard is for people to give their opinions, anonymously or not.

Blogs. Why keep a diary?

Because you can 'accidentally' tell people secrets

Why do i have a blog?

I don't know, really.

Maybe to tell the world that i exist

2007-07-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Next week. i think i'll be workin from 6am-2pm. thats what i heard lah. No more 7am-4pm. (Makin siang lah..) which means, i must sleep LATEST by 12pm =( Wake up by4:30am im gettin used to the monotony of shelving, day in day out. feel like asking Annie (angkat kain hujan) to switch to doing info, but come to think of it, it's gonna be a few more weeks before i'll be stopping.

Wanna rest ah. hahaha. juz now somethin funny happened in the morning when the store hasnt opened yet. we were all shelving at our designated zones. me and nurul were shelving at zone 2, while rudy n zaki were at zone 3.

Then, (kiter tenga sibuk shelve buku) that Zaki started to 'JUAL MINYAK' instead of shelving (Betul punye Ulat BULU dah naik dauunnn... ) hehehe. Me, Nurul and Rudy were all laughing, listening to their conversation. he can 'strike' any time any place. girls out there, Beware!! Wahahaha!!!

*Everyday!*

2007-07-10T18:38:00.000+08:00

1st game gone. We won 3-2. Unconvincing Win. No fluidity in attack, but quite solid at the back, with a few scares here and there. Hafiz was Tamak as usual, scoring 2 goals, on a Sunday. Rizal was Tamak too but he didnt score... having more than 3 shots, all gone above the bar. Should have passed to me! But he broke the 'Diving' record, giving him a '9'. a personal Best. He 'fell' convincingly with his throat ramming against the side of the board. (lagi sikit aku dah percaye, Zal...) the marks on his throat were there for all to see. Beautiful! too bad no Two Minutes were given for that.

Next was Adzmin, trying to beat that performance with a 'slip' which wasn't really as convincing as the 1st. It got a '5' on the Diving Charts. Try harder Min. Last was Taufik who gave a 'splendid' performance which lead to the aggressor, or should i say the 'victim' being given a 2 minutes foul. he showed a truly wonderful acrobatic display when he fell over the boards while simultaneously pulling the boards apart to fall with more conviction. Akil was ice skating as usual (ni bukan Jurong Entertainment lah, kil..) hehe.

Jittery Azri was thinking too much before the game. it reflected in hs game later on. Shazwan, not being shy, scored the last. Could have scored more though. (Pemalu sangat! nak kene kasi dier card jemputan bau boleh score) My Personal Rating - 6. Lets see how we fare against Combined Schools. Can't play on the 21st July (3rd Game) Stupid Harry Potty Book Release! Can't play on the 2nd last game. Stupid NS!

2007-07-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do, reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok
i miss you

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2007-06-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

Can u believe it? Today's the 27th of June. Only what? a few more months.... Where has the time been?? Wasted away, shelving books at Borders. If only i could work at Info (mation). at least its much more fun and exciting, getting to meet customers, and getting them the books they want, not knowing whether we can get it anot. On top of viewing people pass by. hehehe *bluek* (jangan jealous eh..) Haiz...

Anyway, i'll be stopping towards the end of August, together with Zaki Bulu and Rudy kental. (Nak rileks skejap, sbelum berjuang untuk Negara...) haha, BERJUANG sey... i know some PINKY doesnt know the meaning. =p Wanna enjoy the remaining two weeks of my freedom left, with my friends and family, and PINKY!!

Hmm, thinking bout that... hmm... im also getting a bit worried, hearing how going for NS is gonna be a real BIG 'test'. Some passed and made it thru, while others 'crashed' and 'burn'. Lets hope and PRAY for the best, and see how it goes... Only time will tell, but im positive about it. =}

Speaking of a few more months, it'll be a few more LESSER weeks till....... =P heheh, (cepat eh?) Too bad theres no *** on that ***.. yeah, keep on guessing. CEPAT EH?? =D

2007-06-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

Sophian has gone to NS. Next in line will be Dennis, then me then rudy. 1 down 3 more to go. dunno bout Muz though. its been two days since he's gone to Tekong taking the FastCraft. (aku tahu ah, maknenye...) some NS terms being used. Chey. todays friday. 5 days has passed. working at Borders now, me and rudy. oklah, the job. not as free as UOB. has its ups and down lah.

Upside? hmm, new experience, new friends. close to old friends - Coffee Bean. (rase Nizam nampak muke aku sampai JELAK!! nampak muke aku jer, mintak air. haha)

Downside? Seeing Zaki's face so early in the morning. hahaha. last time working at UOB, can wake at 8 plus and start work at 930pm. now i have to wake up at 5AM in the morning!!! (itu bukan pagi... Masih malam sak!!) but what to do? 7am-1pm. if only i had still stayed in.... no need to wake up that early. oh, and the pay. oklah, $6/hr. still preferred the previous pay of $50/day. the job?

mm, 1st 3 days we were under training. so juz did recovery and info counter. (Rudy nervous sak, kat info counter) Damn!! my mood juz changed. F#*&!!!

2007-03-21T00:57:00.000+08:00

When’s the last update? January 17. January, February, March… that’s over 3 months tak update… Fooh!! I think by now, I’ve chased away any remaining ‘fans’ that I had. Haha. (orang ingat ni dah jadi ‘ghost’ blog.) To think, that at one point of time, I used to update ever few days. (itu maser time semangat ah, baru-baru blog per... heheh Semangat Kental! )

Whats up wit me lately? Ok, 1st things 1st. I’ve finished skool PERMANENTLY!! (Dah graduate beb... hehe, Azfar dengar tak? I guess not. Ok, MAL dengar tak?) =P Shiok sak, the feeling of freedom. Now im working with my uncle, Again. Me, Nad, Rudy, Yan, Shida and Dani. All 6 of us now work at UOB building, at Raffles Place, which is the tallest building in Spore. Baik sak, view dier.. can see all the way to Jurong Island. (boleh nampak Shazwan tenga keje attachment dier kat saner)

We juz go around every department, checking each computer setting for updated anti virus software. Easy job for $50 a day. Best eh? Haha... I wanna get a PSP and also a new Stick Insya’Allah, by the end of the month =P My stick has worn out giler BAB* especially the grip. Its about time I get a new stick. My loyal EVO II blade has served me well these past 3 years. Its base, once so thick and strong, has become thin and flimsy – results of years of friction. Its time to lay it to rest and move on to EVO III!! The PSP? That’s basically a reward for my hard work. And also for entertainment, once I go for NS. Yeah. Imagine,, playing Winning 11 in Tekong. Cheyy... haha.

Klah, that’s all the time I have now. Gotta wake up early tomorrow for work. No assurances when the next time I’ll be updating. Maklumlah, dah sibuk.. –p

~Adioz

* You Know Right *

2007-01-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

As of this time, i only have less than 8 days of skool left. 8 schooling days lah, i mean... can u believe it? just 8 more days... (punyelah cepat...) its really ending. finally... 8 more days, and i still have lots of 'hutang'. (bukan hutang duit... ASSignments) Safety portfolio and the Safety poster, PC Tech lab report and Hotel New World presentation, what else? what else? Geotech and Wastewater reports submitted already... (itu cumer the academic aspects jer..) theres still someone's OC presentation, planning for the tournament, training for Napfa, blablabla... and also studying for the tests and exams. all these in 8 days. hmmm....

i received a letter from NTU just the other day. i've been offered a place in their university. Yess ah...!! hahaha, (takdelah). it was more of an invitation to their courses and career talk at Suntec. went there with Rudy. it was one big hall linked to lots of smaller rooms where different talks were neing held. we stayed there the whole day, attending the different talks. the NIE talk was really informative. going to NIE to become a teacher? it was one of my options even before stepping foot into Poly. hopefully can lah, Insya'Allah. saw lots of my secondary skool friends there. there were also many other interesting courses available. Arts Media and Design courses looked tempting too. (boleh imagine aku, design student?) hahaha...

its kinda sad and disappointing that we didnt play IVP this year. (takpe lah, at least dapat main POLITE) but.... alah, u know what i mean. its juz not the same. at least i got to score one solitary goal thruout IVP. HAH!! i wanna go and watch the Finals but i dunno when. haha... tengoklah.

~Adioz

2007-01-11T10:03:00.000+08:00

I HAVE EARS!!

2007-01-08T11:56:00.000+08:00

What a way to start a FINAL skool term. i was late for class, reached skool at 8:30am when class started at 8am (takde orang kejutkan... =P), then when i went inside class, there was a so called 'surprise' test that we had to do. (boleh imagine tak, 1st day pagi-pagi pegi skola, dah ader test. Wastewater Module pulak tu... orang dah lah ngantuk. Damn Chan Ch** **g!!!) Spoiling my whole morning. my plan was to actually sleep in class, that morning. Spoil sak... haha but at least we can discuss the questions. its 30% summore.... i think

come to think of it. i never really get to FULLY enjoy my holidays. i dunno... but it seems like it. Entahlah... 2nd year, during my holidays which was also the fasting month, i had to wake up very early in the morning to help my mum buat kueh. it was so damn tiring. this time, i turn from kueh making to baby sitting - Danial & Illias. cant believe how tiring it can be to juz look after these two and also the house. wake up in the morning, bathe them, dress them up, give them something to eat for breakfast. then when i let them play my ps2, i'd start doing those damn housework that juz wont do the work themselves... Haiz! (cuci pinggan, jemur baju, gosok baju, kemas rumah...) although i hated it, sumwhere deep inside my heart (Chey! DEEP INSIDE MY HEART KAPE?? hahaha...) but i know its for my benefit. my future.... Whoaa..!!! hehehe.

2006-12-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

Lets add Joscelyn Yeo the national swimmer, to my list which include David Beckham and Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock. they all were born on the 2nd of May.

Ladies and Gentlemen, i've finally got a job. Yeap... at TSH. Eh, no... at TTSH. Tan Tock Seng Hospital. (TSH tu Tampines Sports Hall) Ive been working for two days oredy. Its ok ah, the job. Quite easy. Pay is the BEST for me so far. Staff are friendly. considered that my pay is $60/day more or less. Its good to have your own office, your own ice cream stick, your own stethoscope. This job is very unpredictable. yesterday theres this patient who complained that her joint was stiff and painful, so i had the nurse to send her for Radiology at level 2. Another patient came in with Osteoenthritis. i had to refer her to the Osteosofjscbofoasdja ward. Wahahaha!!

no lah... hahahah (Giler lah!!) yeah, but i DID work at TTSH, helping my uncle. he has to install the new printers in every GP office, about 24 rooms per clinic. We started work once the clinic is closed. 1st day, i juz helped bring down the old printers and bring up the new ones. thats all. i think i only worked around 4 hours lykdat. after that we had a drink at the Kopitiam before my uncle, Cik Ajan, sent me home. Ahh... its good to have family at your workplace.

Yesterday i helped reprogram the computer settings. i sat in the doctors chair. Shiok sak... its a water chair. then i looked under the table. theres a nurse sitting underneath it. actually, in ALL the GP's office, theres a nurse under the table, to give the GP a erm... so remember, the next time you go visit a doctor, think of what i said. hahaha, no lah! we finished at 7pm, only around 2-3 hours work. irregular working hours, no uniforms, easy job. thats what i call flexible. what more could i ask for? im considering working there temporarily after i grad, b4 NS. seelahow.

~Adioz

* your hands are mine to hold *

2006-12-12T08:30:00.000+08:00

I'd better start listening to my body. it has been signalling me for help these past few days. "Aku penat lah, Bodoh!!" hahaha... yeah, been feeling kinda tired lately. Eyes weary, body weak. Maybe its becos of ASS-ignments (tak habis-habis sak). i juz submitted my FYP draft yesterday, wishfully thinking that will be a big burden lifted off my shoulders. Nah.. but at least now i can finally move on to my other ASSes, such as PBL, SSD-CAD, Safety Portfolio, blablabla.... Whoever said Year 3 life was juz Like Year 1?! Pantat ar!! Mr Foo...

Went to watch APAC last sunday. all the old memories started to reappear as we entered the Woodlands Sports hall. Me, Hafiz, Akil, Adzmin, Farok, Riezzal. we were the 'soundmen' for APAC 2004. it was also my first time seeing Hafeez 'taugeh'. the responsibilities we abused... the mistakes we made... the games we watched... the fun we had... Ahh, the good times. Singapore A vs Australia, 3-0. Bingit!! everytime i see that Taugeh shot. ish!!! hahaha...

met and saw all the other friends - Dani, Shaz, Huda, Ah Shan, ZanaBelo, ITE Yishun floorballers, Widya, Emily, Rebecca and of course, the M.I. Gang. i almost thought i saw Zaki, but i was someone else's leg. hahaha...

Finally! Hikmah is over and juz like all the other Indon shows, it ended with a happy but unsatisfying ending. but UNLIKE all the other Indon shows, coming up - Hikmah II Serious! second season. aku nak download ah Season 2 Hikmah... haha

~Adioz

2006-12-05T08:20:00.000+08:00

Took my two brothers to training last saturday - Danial and Illias. hahaha, 1st time i brought the both of them. They were running around... playing in the court, disturbing the other FBallers. (Bo datang jer, Danial kater, "Eh!! Itu Bo ah..") Even the coach wasnt spared. They were occasionally disrupting by entering the court. hahaha... Illias wore the goalie helemet. (Cute sak... macam abang dier jugak, sak..) They even pulled the shorts of the ITE Yishun players who came down. hahaha, it was pure Havoc. (sampai berpeluh, baju kotor sumer... Kotor Bolor! Chey..) but overall i could see that they reallie enjoyed themselves, away from the PS2 at home.

So after training, we all went to makan at Hazwani. oklah, maybe its not Hazwani but the Chicken Rice stall is still there. (itu yang paling penting! Takde Teh ice pun takpelah.. janji ader Nasi Ayam) hahaha. ALL of us had chicken rice, except for Hafiz. he had Chicken Noodle. yeah... we ate there, but the 'feeling' juz wasnt the same. =/ Aper nak buat? the memories that place holds. its Priceless! but shall now be a thing of the past. Dropped the two Mondoks off with my Ibu, before heading to expo.

It was my 1st time goin there. wanted to checkout the SITEX convention. (menjual barang-barangan elektronik) haha... i wanted to get a mouse... mine had died. there were selling the mouses damn cheap!! there were other pets also ah... Cats, Dogs, Birds, Tiger.. Was quite an experience ah, goin there for the 1st time. (macam Electronic Pasar MALam lah... WAHAHAHA. Faham tak? MAL-am... MAL-u, MAL-as, MAL-ing, mak-MAL, MAL-tose.. Chey. hahaha, bende negative sumer punca dari MAL sak... Pelik tapi benar)

i was roaming nearby the Creative sale, when sumone tapped my shoulder from behind. It was Suelastria. haha, she was helping out at the sale. Nad intended to buy an mp3 player but her budget wasnt enuf to get a Creative one, even after an employee discount offered from Sue. haha, thanks aniway. her working there suddenly reminded me that i too, need to find a job. gerek eh, kalau dapat keje kat creative.. or Singtel or Sony or Nokia. Perks baybeh!!

i finally got an optical mouse for.... guess how much?? $4... yup FOUR DOLLAR$ and i also bought a stack of empty DVDs, 10 for $6. juz in case i needed to burn any PS2 games in the future. hehe.. Nad bought an MP3 player, 1 Gig - $50. Actually that was for her sister, but she decided to keep it for herself and give the old one back to her sis... (Kakak aper ni?! Buruk siku...) then after the whole thing, went to meet Akil to get back my mp3 which i left with him a few weeks ago.

Sunday... gerek!! we went to The Cage. Me, Bo, Azri, Dexter, Shazwan, Hafiz, Khai, Keat, Radhi, Ben & Hemes (Ben-Haim) hahaha. it was quite fun ah, initially when we took a look at it, it seemed rather small. (Aku ingat, The Cage macam yang NIKE Scorpion K.O punye cage..) but it was no bigger than our sports hall, if not smaller and with cushioned walls. (itu jer..) Bo and Keat wore Soccer boots and the others all wear the soccer shoes. my shin got on the receiving end of Bo's studs. Punyelah sakit!! he was dribbling the ball... then he tried to do a Zidane 360 turn on me, but i was too smart for him. Chey!! too SMART sak!! (nak buat Zidane Spin? Aku buat Cannavaro tackle ahhhhhh... lepas tu aku buat Adriano shot... lepas tu aku buat C. Ronaldo *Wink*)hahaha.. yeah, i got to disposess him while he was half turned but he still continued, and my Shins got stomped from his boots, as a result... (aku rase kalau blakang dier ader tembok pun, tetap masih nak buat, sak..) hahaha, but i endured the pain, enuf to counter attack and score a goal. =P (Ambik kau!!) hahaha, a word of caution. be wary when you're playing soccer with him..

we continued till around 10 plus before goin home. (actually aku dah lapar...) and wanted to eat at the KFC nearby, but it was too late.. Balik sudah...

~Adioz

2006-12-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

I finally got my deserved rest today. 10 full hours of undisturbed sleep.. Fooh!! Just like Rule of Alchemy - For something to be achieved, something else has to be sacrificed. in this case, i didnt go to skool today. Alah, what the heck... PC Repair. Burn lah!! hahaha... speaking of Burn, i've 'Burned' my MSTs this Term. 3 tests that i've failed - Wastewater, SSDCAD and Geomatics. Luckily i aced my Fundamentals of Flight and ThermoFluids. The 1st time in 3 years that i've slacked this much. (Come ON lah Wan... bukan come 'ONE'. =P lagi satu term jer... Lepas tu dahbis) spent most of the time at home. (buat FYP ar... tak slack. buat keje ar...) hahaha, actually it needs to be handed in today, for checking. Ahh!! pegi Jahanam ah!! Monday pass up... anyway the final submission date is next Friday, so chill ah.... macam tak biase gitu, buat keje last min.. haha.. gin macam pelajar contoh eh. =P now im at Mcdonalds Bukit Batok. decided to take a walk here with my two bros, and also return the two library books which were overdue i think a month ago, maybe more... hahaha. Muzikamaramamamamam - im goin later. dunno what came over me to go and watch it. It had better be worth my $5, Lina..!! Oh!! Oh!! and not forgetting this sunday... THE CAGE!! Yess Ah!! Klah, gotta go... ~Adioz

2006-11-23T19:12:00.000+08:00

Update lah Wan!! hmm, macam dah malas ah nak update sumer... its beginning to be more of a burden, than an enjoyment. oklah, maybe not a burden lah. but i guess u get the picture... lets see, what has happened to me since the last update?

POLITE. im trying to FORGET about it. HAH!! hahaha... oklah, got to score a goal. one solitary goal. personal achievement accomplished. Big Whoop... Yeah, im self praising myself. What a NARCISISTIC ASS!! right ANON? F***!!! shouldnt be wasting my time and blog space for this person who thinks he's some brave hero. BIG words, but too coward to even put in his real name. Real hero... Sudahlah!!

hmm, one more thing i learnt was the responsibilities and expectations that goes on behind the respectable armband. yeap... to be able to perform consistently for 45mins day in, day out. Weight of expectation resting on your shoulder, its no easy feat. Believe me! ive experienced it first hand. something to think about for Azfar and whoever it might concern. Chey... haha.

whatever it may be, i still felt prowd going out there and to play with all of them. ok ok, dah cukup. im getting melodramatic. kwakwakwa... kater Ganas. =P theres lots morei wanna blog about but i juz dont have the time. shall continue some other time. Cya...

2006-11-03T09:59:00.000+08:00

You Are From Mercury

You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows. You probably never leave home without your cell phone! You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you. You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer. Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.

What Planet Are You From?

Hmm, quite true ah. knowledgeable... clever... witty... lagi? lagi?? kwakwakwa... ok, when was the last update again? (tengoklah nanti) soon... Gone! see lah, how. what the hell am i doing here? im supposed to be in class... or Moberly. hahaha. (biaselah, budak setan... setan pun, dapat masuk year 3 eh)

met Ricky in the bus juz now. he was late... so was i. the worse part is. he had a presentation at 8:45, and we're still at Holland at 8:35. (ginilah budak-budak year 3. Hanyut!) and my class started 35 minutes ago. alah, PC repair module... (bukan PC Computer tau... PRECAST repair. Yan ingat tu computer repair module sak...) hahaha.

So we were chatting in the bus, bout stuff... skool... fyp... Mr Teo... Chey.. Hamidahh!! hahaha. then he said of something that i totally wasnt aware of. as u know, next week is e-learning week right? then after that are the tests, followed by the exams. ok, i know up till that part only. then he said, after that finish skool... then i was like, finish skool?? ermm.... hahaha, then i asked him "eh, i thought got 1 more term? this one last term ah??" then he made me realise that THIS was my last term. i was like, WTF?? (ini last term??) SHIT!!! (cepat sak!!!)

all this while, i thought there was gonna be one last term. *slaps forehead* Aiyah!!! Malu sak... i bet Nurul Ain is laughing at me right now. but in her time it will be tomorrow or the day after.. got time lag. Wahahaa!! (Nurul, Yan kasi rosak butterfly kau) Eh, i still cannot believe this is the last term sey. hmm... klah, enough of that.

im going for a job interview at THE Cathay. went there last tuesday or monday, (tak ingat). wanted to watch THE Departed but there was only one showtime and we missed it. we ended up watching THE prestige. ok lah, the show's not bad. its about Wolverine Vs Batman ah. Serious!! go and watch it. hahaha...

THE end.

~Adioz

* The chronicles of Rein and Deer - Unfinished! *

2006-10-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

Baru nak update dah nak kene pegi.... Haiz. =P

2006-10-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

CAN SEE ANOT? THE ENTRY BELOW... =p

2006-10-19T09:37:00.000+08:00

Went to Geylang last erm.. Monday or Tuesday (cant remember) My first time, this year.. haha, kecian. Honestly, it wasnt what i expected it to be. i thought the demolition of the pasar area would hinder the 'kemeriahan' of the bazaar, but it didnt. Went there straight after skool. Hamidah said she saw me at Paya Lebar MRT but i didnt see her... Once we got off, we headed for Hajah Maimunah. as usual, its always MY suggestion or MY decision to where we were gonna eat. Hmmph! =P

Along the way, we passed by a few people asking for donations. Looking at them, i couldnt help but think and be a bit sceptical towards their motive. (bukanye aper ah, but tengok those Mats and Minahs mintak derma eh, mcm lain macam ah... entahlah) but i juz didnt say anything ah. that incident reminded me last time when we juz finished our friday prayers at Masjid Darussalam. i dunno whether i was with my classmates or the SPFB guys. we were headed for the bus stop, when we saw this teenager, holding a file of some sort, asking a pakcik for donations. Im not saying that its wrong, but his attire left me a bit fishy... (bukan bau Ikan lah)

We reached HM at around 630pm. It was already packed inside so we juz sat outside. Ordered different lauk-pauk. (sup daging, bagedel, sambal paru, sambal goreng and asam pedas) all for less than $10. ok wat.. So after buke, met up with her friends, who we found out, were apparently sitting upstairs. hahaha... so we juz jalan-jalan around there. they wanted to buy lampu kelap-kelip (eh, lampu LAP-LIP kan? or KELAP-KELIP?) hahaha, but in the end, tak jadi... Apeda!! hahahaha... kecian sey, 'sumbody' tried to make a joke, but nobody heard it.. Wahaha... kecian. =P We went off by 9 plus. (Mak dah kol ah... hahaha)

ok, now i remember when it was. It was on Tuesday. and today, im going there again with classmates later. (nak makan dier punye buffet pulak..) $12 per person... Fuuyoh!! This weekend, im going to my nenek's house to help clean the place. she lives there alone, and (takkan nak harapkan dier sorang. kecian kan... siape lagi nak harapkan? Cucu harapan dier jugak..) every year, its always my Pakcik who helps her, so im helpin out this year. Apparently, she told my mum that she wants the front door repainted, the curtain rails put up, on top of the usual cleaning work. Sheesh!! (macam tahu jer, kiter nak datang kemas rumah..) haha, nvm lah... its been a while since i've seen her. 1 year, to be exact. the other time my parents went to visit her, they said she was a bit sick, (dah nampak lagi tuer) =/ what to do..? thats the way life is, i guess...

on top of that, i received an sms saying that my eldest uncle, Cik Rosli, was hospitalised yesterday. Breathing Difficulty. He's in alexandra hospital.. Called Shasha, juz to check up on her family. He's ok, but under observation. Alhamdulillah. He's my uncle that Bo works for - reason for my captaincy. =P He's the one who so called, took over my atok's responsibility in looking out for all my other family members. so i wouldnt wanna imagine should anything happen to him.

2006-10-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

Went out with Illias last saturday. It was Danial's turn to stay home... (asik bawak dier jer) haha. Anyway, it was his burfday last friday, so juz thought of bringing him out. Went to the National Library together with Sasha and her sister (luper ah, namer dier) =P. Initially, Illias was rather shy when he met them. (sbelum tu, dier bising.. banyak berbual, lari-lari sumer... jumpe diorang jer, terus senyap. tanak tengok muke pun) hahaha... cant help it. he's shy.. (macam Abang dier jugak..) =P but then, later in the day, he began to get comfortable in front of them.

All 4 of us went to the Kids section and sat at our usual spot. (Usual spot kepe?? at the Kids section lagi. haha...) yeah.. then looked for books to read to my brother. i was reading aloud to him. then Sasha joined in while her sister was doing her English homework. (kecian... dah masuk poly masih kene buat English HW) kwakwakwa... so i read to both of them (macam storytelling session gitu) hahaha... apparently, my reading aloud to both of em attracted more kids...

reading ended at around 4 lykdat, then it was 'free and easy' for both of them. Illias wanted to just sit by my side cos hes still shy around Sasha, but she invited Illias to go look for books. (sampai pimpin tangan sumer...) hahaha. in the end, they juz played together, running around, hide and seek, Thumb Wrestling..

We left the library by around 545pm, cos i promised to be home for Buker... (keluar Library jer, langit berjerebu... Chey!! BERJEREBU sak!!! Nurul, kau tahu makne Jerebu tak? hahaha... Foosball? =P ) hahaha... it was so hazy by the time we went out.

Until today, i still havent been to Geylang yet. its been what? 2 weeks already. hmm... things at home has been quite restrictive, cos my mum works in the morning, while Daddy works at night. (DADDY sak... ) hahaha. Should i buy new baju kurung? hmm... dunnolah. maybe no need if the old one still fits but i doubt so, cos... =P. hmm, see how lah. but i do need to buy a new Songkok. (alah, kalau ikut rase, bukan saje songkok.. Baju, Seluar, Kasut, zakat... Chey. haha Yan, aku nak beli kasut Hi Top Converse brown tu... jangan sibuk ah. Wallet pun kau nak ambik samer design. Lagu nak curik dari aku. Please ah, stop..)

Ive been skipping too many classes. but its not my decision, believe me. hopefully, this will be the last. i dun wanna lag behind in class... (takle kasi Nurul overtake aku. Wahahaha, tak baik sak.. takpe, nak mintak maaf skarang pun no use, so juz accumulate, tunggu raye baru mintak maaf, ok Nurul? hahaha..) Hey, at least its not as RUDE as making fun of someone elses' father, whom you dont even know. F**KED!!!

2006-10-06T09:31:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, most of my time is spent AWAY from the com, thus the reason for the occasional updates, unlike before... Wednesday was truly great. Dinner was a bit late, but still great. The Ayam Penyet was penyek, but great. Sambal was too hot, but great. Soya Bean wasnt enuf, but great. The 200gm of Famous Amos cookies WERE great... (bukan WAS tau =P) The Ice Blendeds were great... becos its FREE!!,thanx to Dzul. (Kau masuk line one... Redzwan pegi Line 3. hahaha)The quiche was a bit cold, but great. The Chocolate cake was great. Banana cake was great. Everything, however, was too much...

* but the company was SUPERB! =P *

2006-10-02T10:19:00.000+08:00

It was sometime around Fasting month, last year, that i posted this entry... juz felt like putting it up again. it was damn meaningful... Sorry, Zana. hahaha... here goes:

I had the most 'meaningful' dream last night, SERIOUS!!! It was lyk an eye-opener for me, believe it or not. Here goes - i was somehow dreaming bout the FB raye outing (Raye kan nak dekat... haha) I cant remmember the whole dream but it somehow started at Woodlands MRT. It was in the evening and all of us (SPFB) were on the station platform. I wasnt sure whether we're boarding the train or not. I was talking to Najibah (Katak BERG/BOGEL!!) haha. I was talking to her when suddenly one of the girls was crying. Should i say who it is? hmm... haha k lah, it was Zana (of all people) hehehe... Ya, it was her (aku bukan nak kutuk kau tau... it was in my dream. HONEST! Takkan nak bohong... hahaha) But can u imagine her - CRYING?? wahaha.... Kkays back to my 'dream'. Zana was crying (tersedu-sedu) so i asked her " asal nangis?" then she told me in a sobbing tone that her sister called her to say that her mother just passed away. I almost shed a tear. After a while, i woke up after that.

From then on, this so called 'issue' has been consciously on my mind, but i dunno why. Izzit because of the upcoming bulan Ramadhan?? Hmm... I kept thinking bout it. Imagine if u lose a loved one ( lagi-lagi kalau during bulan Ramadhan or worse, Hari Raya!!) Just think about it and imagine. So far, the only person close to me, that has left, was my 'Atok' (grandfather) and that was already SO painful, now what if it was your own mother?? - the closest person in your life. The one who takes care of you when you were young, the one who puts your needs before hers, the one who would sacrifice anything/everything for you, the one who tries to give the BEST for you. You get what i mean. Now imagine if this person was gone from your life. I dunno about you, but my mother is everything to me and I dont think i'll ever have the strength if she was gone , and i dont know how people like Idhzaar was able to cope emotionally when he lost his (sorry eh Idhzaar) cos i remmember your blog entry bout your late mother. (aku betul-betul salute kau ah...)

Honestly speaking, i feel a bit 'emotional' juz writing bout this, and especially during Ramadhan, some people cry to show their emotional distress while listening to the 'Takbir'. I guess my mum was thinking bout 'her mum' when she listened to the takbir too. She would then reminisce the good times she spent withe 'hers' and eventually, tears would start rolling down her cheek. I have always understood the 'significance' of the Takbir, but never have i experienced it emotionally. I hope it wont have to, but it WILL happen sooner or later... I cannot imagine Ramadhan without her - when shes busy making kueh Raye or preparing for the 'Buka Puasa'. I would then help her in the kitchen cos if i didnt, she would nag and nag and nag, hahaha... Imagine if she was gone - an empty kitchen, an empty seat at the dining table. A seat which used to be occupied. HARI RAYE - Everybody's wearing their baju Kurung, getting ready for the 'mintak maaf ' ritual and you only ask forgiveness from your dad cos the seat beside him is empty. I cant imagine that.... It just wouldnt be the same.

With this eye-opening dream , i want to make sure i do spend enough time with my family - my mother especially, treasuring every single moment i have with her. ALL of us should!! before its too late, and we're stuck cursing ourselves for not spending enough time with them when they were alive. I try to make them happy, and keep myself happy too, hahaha... (takkan nak sedapkan hati diorang, tapi kiter sendiri tak suke...) Nobody said it was easy, but its not impossible....

What an Entry!!! whew... New polls! Adioz~

2006-09-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

The classmates went to the Moberly block, formerly known as T11, juz now during our 3 hour break... yeap, its completed... (kitorang danak habis skolah, baru nak bukak... Ishh!!) yeah, the same place where our bunks during the SPFB camp used to be... now its a place for students to hangout, enjoy and Lepak!! (dah betul-betul jadi tempat lepak) hahaha...

went to the lounge, saw a coin operated pool table - $1 per game. there was also a coin operated massage chair. so we waited for these 3 girls to finish playing, while we sat down on the sofa, facing the Plasma TV, and played UNO. haha.. we waited for them for so long that we went upstairs to check the other pool room, with 4 pool tables and 3 foosball tables, but too bad they were all occupied. actually, there was one empty table when we entered, but Yan thought that there were no more Cues... (bengap ah, Yan... padehal ader sak) by then it was too late... so we played foosball for a while before we headed downstairs again

The girls were still playing since juz now... putting in dollar after dollar, wasting their money (padehal boleh tahan the balls from entering the pocket, so boleh main lagi...) so we watched TV while we waited, then dunno who lah, changed to TV Mobile channel... then FreshJive was on.. the movie i starred in. =P we all were waiting ah, to see the 'star' on Tv. luckily YOU didnt saw it.. *whew*... =P on that day, i was walking on the way to the bank with Danial and Illias, (dengan T-Shirt and sluar pendek, slippers sumer. rambut ronyok, sebab tu aku pakai topi... tapi tetap hansem kan...? =P) then these two girls came up to me, asking if they could interview me... initially, i turned them down. don't want lah... I'm very shy... =P but then i said oklah.. Then there i was, with my cap, talking bout dunno what crap lah, bout Hollywood people whom i dont give a F** OOps!! Bulan Puase eh!! yeah.... ZanaSleng said i metioned 'ah' after evry sentence... (ader ke?? hmm... tapi masih tetap hansem kan?) Wahahaha... kkays so after that, we managed to play pool...

hmm, its been a few days into puase... and i've missed Sahur how many days already... Haiz, WHOS FAULT?? but im used to it oredy... and im adding what i missed for Sahur, to my Buke... at this rate, im gonna get Fat!! not that im already Thin now... im FAT!! (lagi-lagi this sunday ader beep test) haiz... but im sure as hell gonna make up for it after Puase, Insya'Allah... kalau tak malas ah. hehe..

Nurul doesnt know what Foosball is... haiz, kecian

Amalina's new nickname - Lina. dont call her Mal anymore tau... thats what the lecturer calls her... Ambik kau!! Macam 'mak-mak' sak, nickname...

2006-09-26T09:28:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO HADY MIRZA for winning this season's Singapore Idol... i LOVE HADY!! He's My Favourite.. He's so Yummy!! OOhh Baby... *slurp* Wan!! stop looking at my screen!!!! %**%*%*%*...

wahahaha.... Mal bingit sak!! shes beside me updating oso... now she wouldnt let me see her screen. klah, klah update lah...

skools starts. 2nd day of skool, 3rd day of puase... cannot tahan having a 4hour break on Monday, 3 hour break on thursdays.. Ugh!! Shut!! gotta go... class ends..

~Adioz

2006-09-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

Ugh!! two days of office life and im already SICK of it... yeah. its not for me, thats for sure... NO WAY!! hahaha... initially, i got a job offer at Tanjong Pagar, an office job.. so i thought it might be interesting to try out for an office job. something different compared to FnB line cos all this while, ive worked at Pizza Hut, Coffee Bean (walaupun skejap jer..) hahaha. i juz wanted to experience for myself how its like, working in the office... wearing office attire, joining the working crowd for lunch, and blablabla...

well, its not all THAT great as how it seems. yeah, u do look smart wearing the office attire including the tie, but i got SICK OF IT juz after two days.. TWO DAYS!!! can u believe it? and how else to start the day by joining the morning crowd during rush hour... hmm, it also seems that those who alight at Tanjong Pagar MRT all wear formal. its like some kinda criteria or something... hahaha.

and you have to join the lunchtime crowd to get a seat... okah, the place quite cheap, but it SUCKED!! hmm... the environment inside? DEAD!! oklah, not exactly dead, there were a few SP students working there, but its close to being dead.. it doesnt have that kind of vibrancy that u get when u work in the FnB line... especially when you're working with friends, Dajal n Satan... hahaha. and when ur done at the end of the day, theres always something waiting to accompany u home... what is it? the EVENING CROWD!! haiz... hahaha.

i've decided.. im not gonna take this job. its so not me.. (imagine Wan, keje dalam office? takle angkat sak...) hahaha. i'll end up being an office ZOOMBIE if i do.. oklah, its an experience for me.. can imagine and i DID experience how office life is. but its not for me... not now, at least... so here i am, still job seeking but theres one thing i know i wouldnt wanna take. hahaha...

Big game tomorrow, SP Mustangs vs Motorola Red Juniors. Thankfully, we will have a full squad tomorrow, with the exception of Jie Hong. Lets go SP. we've all come this far, no sense failing now. Forza Mustang!!

~Adioz

2006-09-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

Has been one helluva week starting from last friday - the SPFB chalet... 5 days, 4 nights. dunno how much of a bonding it was for the gals but we guys really did bond... WITH MY PS2!!! hahaha... for most of the time spent, most of it was on the PS2, playing Winning 11. hahaha, what would we be doing if i didnt bring it to the chalet... ok, 1st up.. the Sentosa trip. All of us were Excited as hell, couldnt wait to go to sentosa. You could see it in all our faces..

Yeap, they're real excited... you can literally see the excitement in her eyes.

She already let her hair down... Time to enjoy.

Bacer doa dulu..!!

Qin Shan showing his composure in the midst of all the excitement...

and in his nose... macam KAPAL dah.. hehe

"Pak Aji, tolong tutup mulut sikit... nanti masuk lalat"

Dont look at me.. i didnt take this pic... =P

One whole day in Sentosa.. initially thought of going to the usual hangout but the area was crowded with people... the soccer and volleyball area was removed. dunno why... so we went to Tanjong Beach instead.

SPFB Girl 'survivors'. Aww...

Dzak, muke maintain ah... nampak Lelaki hansem terus cair... Hansem jugak eh,budak kat blakang tu.

waiting for the tram to arrive...

Ambik gambar siape dik..?.

Dzak is all smiles after talking to that strange handsome guy...

Still waiting for the tram...

Hidung maintain beb...

Alahai, cutenyer...

Tengok siape jer tau, Zaim...

Budak Dajal ni, tak tau pakai baju...

"Dont piss me off..."

Nice background... if not for Hilmi

played soccer, swimming, sun tanning, scuba diving, Surfing... (macam betul jer Scuba Diving..) haha.. the only spoiler was when we headed back. the crowd was HUGE, waiting for the bus.s end of the day, we went to Seah Im Food Centre to have dinner, before going back to the chalet for the BBQ. And so we ate again... chicken wings, hotdogs, the usual stuff lah... other spfb members soon drop by. some invited, some menyebok jer! =P (duit camp masih belum bayar...) hahaha. Mal, who looked like a McDonalds Restaurant Manager on that day, took charge of entertaining the crowd by playing charades... Dzuhri was funny... Naturally. hahaha, Ronaldo without the 'O'. hahaha.

Four Letters...

!st word start with F... hahaha

actually from this pic, you can see the uninvited guest ah...

this one oso... aper jer, Step Cute! =P

look what happens when the guys leave the girls in charge of the food...

Ah Shan like PRO sak... Happy lagi

Nisa DIVA...

Nad and Mal also known as...

PAU SISTERS

i got more to say... but too lazy to continue. lets juz stop here... on behalf of the guys, we'd like to say thanx to Dzaf for all these and also to my PS2.. wakaka hmm, im goin off to KL by tonight or latest, tmr morning... its gonnabe a long 8 hour train ride there, but luckily got this Laptop to ebtertain me... Thanx Nad. =) Classmates baru balik KL, aku baru nak pegi.. HARD ROCK CAFE!!! woohoo... (aku pegi dengan adik aku..) hahaha. hope to try Kenny Rogers and the BreadTalk there.. (ader jual Pau tak?=P) hmm, u think the McDonalds there got wireless? doubt so...

2006-08-24T13:16:00.000+08:00

Current SP point leaders - (20 August)

Muhammad Nor Hafiz - 8 points ( 8 goals, 0 assist ) *tamak

Muhd Shazwan Bin Mohd Shafie - 5 points ( 4 goals, 1 assist )

Muhd Adzmin Isriyanto - 5 points ( 2 goals, 3 assist ) *nasib

Muhd Za'im Nuriman Bin Muhammad - 4 points ( 3 goals, 1 assist )

Mohd Farok Bin Mattarsahib - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Mohd Hafiz Bin Mustafa - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Muhd Nur Dzaki Bin Roslie - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Dzul Fadli Bin Ramli - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Heriandy Bin Halid - 3 point ( 3 goal, o assist )

Muhd Riduwan Khairin - 2 points ( 1 goals, 1 assist )

Lim Ruihan - 1 point ( 1 goal, 0 assist )

Roszainee Shah - 1 point ( 1 goal, 0 assist )

Abdul Syukur - 1 point ( 0 goal, 1 assist )

Mohd Redzwan Bin Mohd Tahir - 1 point ( 0 goals, 1 assist )

Current SP penalty leaders -

Mohamed Farok Bin Mattarsahib - 6 Minutes

Hairiezzal Bin Hairon - 4 Minutes

Muhd Adzmin Isrianto - 4 Minutes

Muhammad Riduwan Khairin - 2 Minutes

Muhd Shazwan Bin Mohd Shafie - 2 Minutes

Muhammad Nor Hafiz - 2 Minutes

Dzul Fadli Bin Ramli - 2 Minutes

Muhd Za'im Nuriman Bin Muhammad - 2 Minutes

Mohamed Hafiz Bin Mustafa - 2 Minutes

Heriandy Bin Halid - 2 Minutes

2006-08-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

Try It

2006-08-13T15:13:00.000+08:00

My tests are all over. Muahaha!! well, theres one more next mon - SSD CAD, THEN it'll all be over... after that, 6 more months and i'll be gone.. hmm, how time really flies. yeah... can u believe it, JUST 6 MORE MONTHS... its so damn fast. its TOO damn fast... felt like it was only yesterdae blablabla. i guess all good things have to came to an end. the 'budak-budak lepak' have all been long gone. The 'budak minyak', 'budak step pilot' and 'budak repair computer'. whats left is one 'budak current' and a 'budak buat rumah'. hahaha... Dzak is the latest to have gone out. soon, it'll be me.

gone will be the days where we bump into each other in skool and the 1st thing we'd talk about, was floorball... gone will be the days where went out after skool to watch movie. ( ingat tak, kat PS ader kebakaran.. chey, 'KEBAKARAN' kepe?? hahaha... saper entah cakap it was a movie interval? i think it was Farhan ah.) btw, i've finally finished watching Batman Begins. FINALLY!!! after 2 years. hahaha...

gone will be the days where we'd have lunch together (alah, bukannye korang ajak aku... Monyet!!) hahaha... gone will be the days where we'd sit together for HOURS and juz lepak, full stretch, after a $4.70 chicken rice meal accompanied by a glass of Hazwani Teh Ice... and also the usual 'cramp attacks' which come after that... hahaha. hmm, klah klah... Emo session over.

So Mustangs had their third defeat yesterday. 4-1 was the scoreline.. i've changed my blade since. The "Taugeh Evo II" has been officially put to rest. a total or 97 games. thanx for the 2 years of service... hahaha. now im back to using the original "Mondok Ace Blade". ok, the OVEN-MELTED mondok Ace Blade. Muahahaha.... n honestly, it was more comfortable to play with compared to the Evo II.

A lot has been said during the 45 minute emo session or 'syarahan' after the game, led by Ustaz Syed Al-Rello Sharil. hahaha...

but i really REALLY agree to what Idhzaar said (ni bukan suck-up eh, Idhzaar...) but you're still my favourite manager... hahaha. if we don't know something, why can't we juz take the INITIATIVE to simply ask? is it too difficult? or is pride getting in the way from us asking? or is it because we are juz too lazy or couldnt be bothered? hmmm, maybe i should make a poll bout this huh? hahaha...

if u don't know how to do something, u can ask the seniors what... or whoever you're comfortable with. dunno how to shoot? can ask people like Shazwan or Farok or even Azfar, but try asking Shazwan and Farok first. hahaha... im sure they'd be more than willing to help teach. i asked Farok to teach me, and then Shazwan asked me to teach him followed by Hafiz Or-Cheng...

if u think u cant pass properly? can ask Zaim or Hafiz or even Azfar to show how, but try asking the first two people first. hahaha... (Azfar dah bingit sak..) these people can do it, why not take the opportunity and ask them to help teach?...

Who do u think taught me when coach converted me to a defender? it was Rizal Macho and Adzmin tak Handsome tapi step handsome. we've got two excellent defenders in them. see how they play and try to learn from watching them. but its still better to ask ah. hahaha... (ni sumer bukan suck-up eh.. akunye 'campaign' dah over. buat ape nak suck-up?? dah menang pun... hahaha, Yes!! menang Azfar...) Wahahaha....

hmm, k lah. shouldnt get too engrossed bout this whole matter... lets juz see how it goes from here.

Initiative

I LOVE to eat MAGGI, WooHoo!!!

~Adioz

2006-08-08T13:04:00.000+08:00

Current SP point leaders - (8 August)

Muhammad Nor Hafiz - 5 points ( 5 goals, 0 assist )

Muhd Shazwan Bin Mohd Shafie - 4 points ( 3 goals, 1 assist )

Muhd Za'im Nuriman Bin Muhammad - 4 points ( 3 goals, 1 assist )

Mohd Farok Bin Mattarsahib - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Mohd Hafiz Bin Mustafa - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Muhd Adzmin Isrianto - 3 points ( 1 goals, 2 assist )

Muhd Nur Dzaki Bin Roslie - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Dzul Fadli Bin Ramli - 2 points ( 1 goals, 1 assist )

Muhd Riduwan Khairin - 2 points ( 1 goals, 1 assist )

Lim Ruihan - 1 point ( 1 goal, 0 assist )

Heriandy Bin Halid - 1 point ( 1 goal, 0 assist )

Current SP penalty leaders -

Hairiezzal Bin Hairon - 4 Minutes

Muhd Adzmin Isrianto - 4 Minutes

Mohamed Farok Bin Mattarsahib - 4 Minutes

Dzul Fadli Bin Ramli - 2 Minutes

Muhd Za'im Nuriman Bin Muhammad - 2 Minutes

Mohamed Hafiz Bin Mustafa - 2 Minutes

Heriandy Bin Halid - 2 Minutes

2006-08-03T09:46:00.000+08:00

Eyes droopy, body aching... woke up this morning feeling like fcuk!! its as though i never really slept at all last nite. woke up at around 6:20 am juz now. Dunno why =P but i tried to get back to sleep, but i juz can't. Lucky my GEMS is over. if not, i had to start skool at 8 instead of 10. but im still in no modd to learn anything today... See!! even spelled 'mood' as modd.

my shoulders are killing me!! so are my arms... biceps, triceps, quadriceps, fifthiceps, sixthiceps... we had a gym sesson yesterday cos the field was being used for the national day observance. spent a good few hours there, with bo being our personal trainer. oh, the gals were also there... (sebok jer!!) i think Bo's gym session was designed to hurt only 24 hours later cos im feeling the effects NOW. fooh! training ended with a call from dzaf, saying theres free food on the 2nd level above the gym. aper lagi, me n astro went up to checkitout. sambal chicken, lodeh, fishcakes, asam fish. APER LAGI!! we 'tapau-ed' and went to FC5 to makan. obviously one round wasnt enuf so i went for a second round. i must be super hungry... cos i went for a 2nd round despite the fact that we were going to CCK 'Lets eat' to makan some more. GILER!!! hahaha,

off to Let's Eat - me, khai, bo and Dani. Beef fried rice and warm water for me... hurhurhur, then lepak till the the place was about to close. left by around 10:30pm.

what a day...

gotta... try... to stay... awake...

* todays Thursday... =P*

2006-08-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

Alright!! 3 wins, 1 loss. last one was against Cornvix. we won 5-3. FINALLY!!! A win against Cornvix. (dari last year sampai skarang tak pernah menang diorang sak..) and we won them when it finally counted. juz like between Liverpool and Chelsea. kwakwakwa...

As for me? i really enjoyed that game... ok lah, 1st time i felt comfortable playing after 3 games. was it due to my playing in defence? hmm... hahaha (1st time aku tak dengar Bo cakap "WAN!! OUT....!!!". hahaha... 1st time pun aku nampak Bo senyum during the game) Wahaha!!) yeah... Rizal gelap also said it was my best performance so far but still capable of better... hmm, we shall see how. lets hope i can keep it up. Insyallah.. Chey! haha...

juz met up with Jane Yang juz now regarding the reimbursement for the div 2 registration (Idhzaar, dier kene ambik the original receipt ah) but she left me with a photocopied piece. maximum we could get should be around $150. Bolehlah... haha. we talked bout a few stuff, 1 regarding the river raft race competition and other 'proposed' events that i shant put here... (hanya Allah saja yang tahu) haha, but if approved, then should be good for us lah, Insyallah! (Azfar, ingat tak bende yang aku dengan kau propose nak buat? go ahead... i leave u in charge) wanna know? hahaha, ader ah.. maner boleh bilang?? =P see lah how, (nak cakap, skali tak jadi..)

tests are coming... luckily i dont have any exams this semester Alhamdulillah!! =P but still gotta study. next week tests and we were still given assignments to hand in. it was given to us on monday and we're supposed to submit by wed.. (bengap sak!!!) sheesh...

i need a PT job. anyone got lobang? (bukanye boleh harap kawan setan-setan aku ni) hahaha... k den

~Adioz

2006-07-25T17:32:00.000+08:00

Sport Competitive Anxiety

Competition can cause athletes to react both physically (somatic) and mentally (cognitive) in a manner which can negatively affect their performance abilities. Stress, arousal and anxiety are terms used to describe this condition.

Psychology
The increased stress of competitions can cause athletes to react both physically and mentally in a manner which can negatively affect their performance abilities. They may become tense, their heart rates race, they break into a cold sweat, they worry about the outcome of the competition, they find it hard to concentrate on the task in hand.

The pursuit of confidence
All, I think, will agree that a lack of confidence effects capability and reduces all-round ability. When confidence is high, real breakthroughs are possible.

As we will demonstrate, it's possible to 'manufacture' confidence. Indeed it is a vital process to avoid the kind of 'expectation trap' described below.

According to psychologist Albert Bandura, performers' situational-specific confidence, or 'self-efficacy', is based on four primary sources of information.

The first and most important factor is past performance accomplishments. What we have achieved in training and competition forms the basis of future expectations of success or failure. Repeated success naturally leads to positive expectations of further success, higher motivation and enhanced self-belief.

Unfortunately, the drawback of this principle is that failure can give rise to a downward performance spiral and a 'snowball effect' whereby a performer starts to believe that success is unattainable.

Of course, such an athlete does not mysteriously lose his or her physical skills and talents, but without confidence in these abilities high-level performance is rarely achieved. This is the 'expectation trap', which has put many a gifted athlete into permanent decline.

How to psyche yourself up, calm yourself down and overcome performance anxiety
Many athletes perform their best during training or practice and find that they choke during competition. If this happens to you take heart because there are some simple steps you can take to overcome such anxiety.

Choking is described as a decrease in performance due to too much perceived stress. The key word here is perceived. Keep in mind that stress lives only in your mind and in the way we interpret a situation. Ultimately, it is not the external situation that causes stress, but the way we think about that event that creates feelings of stress, anxiety and fear.

For athletes who choke during competition it is important to understand that you can control the thoughts you have regarding the event. Are your thoughts of doubt, failure and a lack of confidence in your ability? If so, such negative thinking often breeds feelings of anxiety, nervousness, and tension.

How do you expect to perform well given such an internal environment? Traditional coaches and trainers may try to help the athlete understand why those thoughts and feelings develop and then try to change or modify that process with limited amounts of success. Why such thoughts arise may be of interest, but knowing the answer isn't always necessary to overcome them.

Before the event:
Understand that pre-race jitters are normal and accept them. Don't fight the nervous energy you feel. Don't misinterpret it by thinking that it is fear. That adrenaline rush you feel is normal and it is part of your body's natural preparation for the competition. Notice it, but don't focus on it.

Once the race starts, that feeling will subside, as it always does. Prepare both mentally and physically. Arrive at the event with plenty of time so you aren't rushed, which only increases your stress. Get a thorough warm-up. Do some easy stretching. Know the course. Dress for conditions.

Allow a few minutes to visualize yourself doing everything right. Breathe easy, close your eyes and use mental imagery to visualize yourself performing well. This positive self-talk can change your attitude.

While athletes need to be flexible enough to react during the event, you should enter the event with a general strategy of how you want to race. Your strategy can be simple (maintain a steady pace or maintain a steady heart rate) or complex.

During the event: Focus on the task at hand rather than the outcome. Stay present in the moment and avoid thinking too far into the event or thinking about the finish.

If you find yourself thinking negative thoughts or negative self-talk, stop and focus only on your breathing. Focusing on your breathing rhythm will automatically pull you back into the present. Force a smile. Really.

If you are struggling with negative thoughts and can't break out of the cycle, simply force yourself to smile, even if only for a few seconds. This simple action will change your attitude in a split second. Perhaps that is all the time you need to relax back into your performance.

Race like you don't care about the outcome. If you find yourself caught up in negative thoughts and find that you suddenly expect the worst it will be impossible to perform at your peak.

If you begin to race like you don't care about the outcome, you may relax and enjoy the event for what it is - another day in your life. Not the most important thing in your life.

After the event:
Review the race and recall the things you did well. Focus on actions, thoughts and behaviors that helped you perform. Acknowledge, but quickly dismiss things that hindered your performance. This is the same principle as avoiding an obstacle while driving - look where you want to go, not where you don't. When you focus on the pothole, you invariably hit it. Focusing on the negative aspects of the event will not help you improve in the future. Rather, you want to focus on the times when you 'got it right.'

This is a form of mental rehearsal where you practice skills that will be used in the next event. Design a training program that mimics race-like conditions. Teams and clubs often do such training. If you always train alone, consider joining a group so you can do this type of simulation. Practice is most effective if you can mimic the conditions you will be faced with in competition.

Coaches can also help or hinder an athlete's ability to overcome choking during competition. Coaches often inadvertently reinforce a pattern of choking when trying to encourage ("the next shot is critical"). Such talk only increases the pressure an athlete feels to perform.

Remember that choking can be dealt with if you are aware of the pattern of negative thoughts that snowball before and during competition. If you find yourself in such a downward spiral, simply acknowledge those thoughts and let them go.

Focus on your breathing and play as though you are enjoying it. Chances are you will realize that you are enjoying it despite the occasional less than perfect performance.

2006-07-20T10:09:00.000+08:00

Current SP point leaders - (20 July)

Muhammad Nor Hafiz - 3 points ( 3 goals, 0 assist )

Mohd Farok Bin Mattarsahib - 3 points ( 2 goals, 1 assist )

Muhd Shazwan Bin Mohd Shafie - 2 points ( 2 goals, 0 assist )

Muhd Za'im Nuriman Bin Muhammad - 2 points ( 1 goals, 1 assist )

Dzul Fadhli Bin Ramli - 2 points ( 1 goals, 1 assist )

Muhd Nur Dzaki Bin Roslie - 2 points ( 1 goals, 1 assists )

Muhd Riduwan Khairin - 2 points ( 1 goals, 1 assist )

Lim Ruihan - 1 point ( 1 goals, 0 assist )

Heriandy Bin Halid - 1 point ( 1 goal, 0 assists )

Mohd Hafiz Bin Mustafa - 1 point ( 0 goals, 1 assist )

Current SP penalty leaders -

Dzul Fadli Bin Ramli - 2 Minutes

Muhd Adzmin Isrianto - 2 Minutes

2006-07-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

hmm... what a day. didnt go for fb training today. instead, i spent the whole day at the T14 Com lab, finishing the Problem Based Learning (PBL). from1:30pm - what time is it now? 5:13pm... we spent almost 4 hours doing this stoopid report which is due this FRIDAY, and we havent done the Microstation drawing yet... AND theres another part to the PBL in which i have to do alone, cos my other group members aren't taking the module this semester... and thats also due this FRIDAY!! ARRGGHH!! Theres also the method statement for CE-Technology but thankfully its finished. RWP E-Learning assignment summore. kwakwakwa.... i wanna clear my 'debts' before starting to study for my tests... hopefully by next week, InsyaAllah... =P Last weekend, game against Yuhua Slay-K. it was more of a memorial match for their late captain, Zulhilmi, who died in a motorcycle accident... Innalillah. yeah, we won 8-1. we WERE playing a great game initially. 2-0 was the score before Bo came... then........................................... ok dun wanna talk bout it. (hanye kiter-kiter saje yang tahu eh) haha.. Hafiz OR-CHENG scored a hat-trick, followed by Farok, Shazwan, Dzul, Dzak and Me... WooHoo!! =P next game - NTU Hurricanes.

YOU KILLED US!!!

~Adioz

2006-07-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

Current SP point leaders - (13 July)

Muhd Shazwan Bin Mohd Shapie - 1 point ( 1 goals, 0 assist )

Hohd Farok Bin Mattarsahib - 1 point ( 1 goals, 0 assist )

Muhd Za'im Nuriman Bin Muhammad - 1 point ( 1 goals, 0 assist)

Heriandy Bin Halid - 1 point ( 1 goals, 0 assist )

Lim Ruihan - 1 point ( 1 goals, 0 assist )

Muhd Riduwan Khairin - 1 point ( 0 goals, 1 assist )

Current SP penalty leaders -

Dzul Fadli Bin Ramli - 2 Minutes

Muhd Adzmin Isrianto - 2 Minutes

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2006-07-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... random thoughts. sometimes when u look at it. some people have it easier than others... some people have it made, while others have to work their ASS off. hmm, i guess it juz cant be helped. Thats life for u.. some of us have to work to earn money to support ourselves, like paying our bills, buying stuffs and all, while others are 'sponsored' by their parents or whoever. dun get me wrong, im not condemning the latter, but it juz doesnt seem fair.

yeah, i admit. sometimes, looking at people who buy expensive stuff freely kinda makes u feel uneasy inside, knowing that that particular person or group of people dont have to work to earn the money. its as though they dont deserve to buy the stuff cos they didnt work for it. i wonder if these people will grow up to know the value of money? something which only comes when you have to support for yourself. hmm i guess only time will tell. for me, i've learned it at a young age. started working at the tender age of 16 (chey.. Tender kepe?? haha) yeah. 1st job working as waiter at Pizza Hut. Overworked and underpaid... thats what i had to bear for almost a year, tolerating a measly sum of $3.50 per hour... it made me learn how to 'stretch' my money till my next payday. and at that time, i was using a prepaid line so i was always looking forward to payday so that i could top-up my value. dat always sux cos sumtyms, i cant stretch to my next pay.

haha, and whenever i do get my pay, i'd always give some to my mother, although not much... and buy for my brothers small stuff, like ice-cream or small little toys from the mama shop. that always puts a smile to their faces... haha. then it was giving tuition. it was by far, the easiest way to make money. juz teach kids what you already know. haha... it was something new compared to FnB. next was my 'stint' at Coffee Bean, back to the FnB sector. haha... yeah, it was fun while it lasted... at least the pay is better - $4.50 per hour. and now, im looking again..

i guess there are the 'unseen' perks to working part-time, that people who have never worked before, shall never see. eating pizza and ice-blendeds for free is one of em. the friends that you make - priceless. ok lah, not PRICELESS lah, but still... u get to meet people from all walks of life, from the baik to the hanyut. and its somewhat interesting to see how people with different 'background' communicate and interact. some good, some bad... and some, Blur!! (Dajal, President and the Secretary) hahaha, and the experience gained, working at these places has developed confidence and customer oriented skills that will be useful in the future... i hope. haha... and when you do spend the money on something, you do feel the satisfaction cos u feel that you've earned it. if only the distribution of money is fair around the world. hahaha, something that will never happen.

ok, u asked for it. upon her request, i shall talk to u about this girl. she's very PRASAN, no shame, ask me to tell u good things bout her.. =P her name is Tasha. she works in Coffee Bean wheelock, but its the smaller kiosk inside, cos she's not good enuf to work outside. Bluek!! =P and she's very SOMBONG!! when u talk to her, you're lucky to get a reply if shes in a good mood ah. WHAHAHAA!! tasha, can anot?

Damn!!! SFA spelled my name wrong - M Ridhwan... WTF??!! hahaha... Monyet!!

~Adioz

* DIAO!! *

2006-07-06T10:54:00.000+08:00

im all worn out... not enuf sleep... eyes are heavy.. classes are a skipping, unintentionally... hahaha. yesterday slept halfway, while chatting on msn... haha, so so sorry eh!! it all started two days ago... went out with the SPFB guys to watch the semi-final clash between Italy and Germany.

agreed to meet Rizal at Bukit Batok interchange at 10:30pm, he called me at 10 plus, but when i was juz about to pick up, my phone died, battery went dead on me..! so i had no way of contacting him... we didnt even agreed as to where exactly to meet. haha, so i was left to figure out the best possible place to wait for him, since i had no means of communication (bengap sak!! sebelum tu, aku dah nampak akunye batt low, and thought of writing down his contact before my batt runs out, tapi malas... ) kwakwakwa... see what happens!

so i waited near the Buzz shop at the interchange, hoping to find Rizal. at that time, i really wasnt sure if i'd meet him there anot. told myself if i didnt see him by 11pm, i'd take the bus to meet the rest at Coffee Bean Wheelock, but luckily i did by around 10:45pm. met Hafiz and Rizal (dengan topi kental dier... hahaha, takdelah). i was so relieved to see them... hahaha, Whew!! followed them to Bo's van, where Bo and Hilmi were waiting (orang-orang besar tenga tunggu...) so Rizal and Hafiz threw me inside the van, while Bo and Hilmi gave me a beating... after that, they dumped me in the middle of the PIE... hahaha (dah macam crite mafia lah)

apparently, they've been searching for me for more than half an hour, looking for me at Gombak, then at Batok... hahaha (kecian diorang... aku lagi boleh tanye diorang, "dah lamer tunggu?" hahaha, buat diorang lagi bingit jer...) luckily they really didnt left me in the middle of the expressway. we headed to Coffee Bean Wheelock to meet up with the others. Dani and Azfar were working. (dani lembab sak, buat closing...) hehe =P. Sufian was working too... we waited for them to finish... there was 'washing' on that day so we couldnt sit on the chairs, so we sat on the tables... hahaha, nolah. we sat and waited beside the road, chatting while watching people pass by... (macam budak hanyut dah... hahaha)

after a while, Khai, Tasha and Dzak came... followed by Dani, Azfar, Sufian and his friend. by then, it was already 1 plus... we still had around 2 hours to burn... (bo dah ngantuk.. sampai suro Hilmi joget sumer, juz to keep him awake) hahaha. so off we went, all 12 of us, to Plaza Singapura in Bo's van. (macam Sardin dah... hahaha, Sardin betul!!)

Watched the game on a large projector screen outside PS. All of us were supporting Italy, except Dani and Dzak (kental ar..!!) hahaha... kept myself awake with the milkshakes and fries, and the Esprit and the snapple... (Rizal bawak bekal, jemput-jemput udang) so i ate for the sake of staying awake... but slept during halftime, (dah ngantuk giler...) haha. 2nd half... the spectators were much more quiet. i spent half the time trying to stay awake. hahaha, seriously!! (dah takle angkat sak...) all of us were sleepy oredy, (kau tahulah, kalau khai dah ngantuk, bende merepek kluar dari mulut dier..) hahaha, so when Italy finally scored, we all celebrated like they already won the World Cup, jumping and shouting... hahaha. all of us were celebrating except for Dani and Dzak... hahaha (kental!!) =P. shortly a while later, they scored again... another round of celebration!! hahaha, (kecian Dani, kene ejek... =P) yeah.. haha

after the game, got our goodie bags and headed home. Bo sent me, Rizal, Hafiz, Hilmi, Dzak, Azfar and Dani home. the others took a cab home... reached home at 6am, bathed, solat.. =P, then went to sleep by 6:30. obviously i didnt make it for CAD class at 8:30am. i wanted to go for the 10am class, but i WOKE UP at 10am. how to go?? hahaha...

and im still sleepy...

* yet so far... *

2006-07-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

1st game come and gone.... yeap. we won Argonauts 5-4. unconvincing win, yes... but a win is still a win. haha... hmm, the 1st period really belonged to us. had lots of chances but we wasted it... end of 1st peiod, score was 4-1 but we should have scored far more than that, with the chances we had... Shazwan scored the 1st goal... (lawar). i assisted the goal with the through pass... (LAGI LAWAR!!) hehehe... luckily we weren't punished for not converting... were lucky this time!! but dunno how long our luck's gonna run out. (aku pun satu... Heriandy dah kasi thru ball lawar, boleh malas sak aku, shoot bola pakai satu tangan.. step nak chip bola konon!) kwakwakwa...

2nd period was more of an even match, with the 3rd period dominated by the Argonauts. hmm, i gotta buck up. the expectations... hmmm. lets hope i'll be able to shrug off the jitters during the Slay-K game. i HAVE to!!! (at least aku tak tengok muke Bo biler tenga main...) hahaha. lets do well for our next game. (oh, bawak kevlar dengan helmet skali...) hahaha

usual training yesterday. really felt the effects of circuit training. Fooh!! hahaha... if only i am able to play as comfortably in matches, as how i do in training. entahlah, but i juz dun feel myself. can anybody help me? its some kinda psychological thing. i dunno. hmm...... cmon Wan, Confidence sikit!!! hahaha... oh well.

had the usual LOOOOOOOOOONG debrief after the game. followed by lepak session at the kedai kopi opposite Al mukminin mosque - me, Azfar, Idhzaar, Bo and Rizal. had our dinner, talked, crapped, mengumpat-ed (aku dengar jer... diorang yang mengumpat) wahahaha, no lah.. there, i met my uncle and auntie. they were also havin dinner there. haha, i didnt notice them at first. then Bo 'salam' this makcik. so i looked at her, and thought must be his relative or something... then i heard one of the makciks say, "ni Awin pun ader kat sini..." (aku terus pusing, tengok... siape sak, cakap namer aku??) skali it was my uncle lah, Uncle Lee (Rusli) and Cik Jam (Jamiah). haha, thats what i call them. funny ah? hahaha, dah biase... Bo knows my uncle and aunt and my cousins - Shasha and Azie. (bo tolong keje rewang... thats my uncles company ah) so now u know how i became *ehemcaptainehem* NEPOTISM!! hahhaa... Azfar jealous sak!!

they were sitting a few tables away from us (dalam aku dah rase, alamak!! spoil ah... kene jager sikit prangai aku. takot diorang tengok-tengok...) especially my uncle. we stayed until 11pm before heading off... (aku ajak diorang solat Ishaak since masjid dah dekat, tapi diorang tanak. Pemalas punye Satans. especially Azfar) hehehe =P.

* open up... *

2006-06-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

Yess ah!! we got our jerzys...!! hahaha, pink and brown stripes, purple shorts and green socks. Funky right?? (cantik... macam Setan!!) hahaha... no lah. (nak tahu colour aper? turun ah tengok game... =P ) went to Bo's shop with Rizal, Dzak, Dani and Bo to go and collect it last thursday and guess what? we're going to have a training kit, complete with printed names on the back... (jealous tak?) hahaha.... Woohoo!! but its sleeveless ah, (so jangan luper nak shave eh... kepada orang-orang yang tertentu) hahaha, no lah..

after collecting the kit, we headed down to wheelock to meet up with the other guys to give out the jerzys. Big Ben aka Biggy was the first to arrive, followed by Khai Astro and Hafiz Or-Cheng (aku sampai skarang masih tak tau makne OR-CHENG!!) hahaha... next was Redzwan. then we waited quite a heck of a long time for Syukur and Dzul. Sardin!!! haha.. Azfar came for a while to collect his jerzy but he went off as he had something 'on' but later came back when that 'on' went 'off' oredy... haha, faham? bo was discussing bout our next game. he was pointing out everyone's mistakes, while also giving out constructive criticism lah. so i couldnt wait what he had for me... u know what he said? Wan - you are handsome but when you play, your mind is 50% in the game and 50% in the air. IN THE AIR??? hahahaha, aper sak??? (aku HAYAL ke kat dalam court??!!) hahaha and another thing he had for me. he said whenever i did something 'good' in the court, i would turn to him to check whether he saw 'it' or not... hahaha (GILER sak!!!) its as though i wanna check if he saw the pass that i made or something lah. hahaha, i reallie cannot imagine sey. make a good pass/shot, stop, then look at Bo, waiting for his Thumbs Up kepe?? hahaha... its a first for me, hearing such things.. do i? REALLIE?? maybe i did, but i juz didnt realise it. hahaha... (besok kalau aku buat lagi cam gitu, one of you SLAP me boleh..? anyone. hahaha, saper entah nak tengok muke Bo) *oops* hehehe...

our 1st game is tomorrow... (cepat eh?) Tampines Sports Hall, 4pm against Argonauts.. its only gonnabe the 2nd time for me, playin there. 1st time was last season, playin for Salibandy against Merahan in the Semi-finals... hope our 'supporters' come down.. (kiter pun ader our own personal fan club) hahaha... they're bringing down their banners and wearing mini-skirts cheering the team on, led by no 86 Ridani - the President of our fan club. tomorrow will be partnering Shazwan up front, my least favourite position but im not choosy (janji dapat main, sudah...) huahuahua... hmm, lets juz enjoy ourselves tomorrow aite guys. Woohoo!!! and good luck to the gals tomorrow for their 1st friendly this year against Innova JC. Monster!!! score one for me... =P hahaha, wait! i juz had a thought... (imagine Dani pakai mini skirt, pegang pom-pom sumer.... hehehe JAHANAM!! hahaha, now imagine kalau Mal..... EEEeee!!!!!

~Adioz

2006-06-28T14:29:00.000+08:00

"Dont speak...

how can anyone not watch indonesian dramas?? how can people watch desperate housewives instead of catching shows like Dia, Ikhlas or Hikmah?? they have much more drama, action, suspense and even moral. hehe... watched Hikmah last monday. Tamara Bleszynski, FUUYOH!!! hahaha, (makin berseri aku tengok muke dier....) she's so damn gorgeous!! cute dimples, whenever i see her smile, CAIRRrr...................... hahaha. my number 1 girl... (Rizal, kau nak Susi kan? ambik ah... prangai macam setan jer!) hahaha.

"i know juz what you're sayin...

Last training, coach brought down his ITE Yishun floorballers to train with us. had an unofficial game with them the whole day - 4 periods. Div 2 has started. our 1st game is against some team named Argonaut. hmm, dunnolah. woohoo, cant wait... apparently, one of em was my junior in NCC last tym.. (nasib baik dier tak panggil aku 'Sergeant') haha..

"So please stop explainin...

i still remembered, it was last year. it was juz after training when me, Rizal, Adzmin and Azfar headed to Jurong east Library to Lepak. we sitting on the round sofa, talking, when all of a sudden, these group of boys came up to us, looked at me and said " Eh, Sergeant..." haha, (aku dah malu sak, at that time. lagi panggil aku Sergeant depan kawan-kawan aku) hahaha, at first i didnt recognize them but i acted like i still recognized them. (depan, muke maintain jer, tapi dalam hati, siape sak, budak budak ni??) hahaha, they were my juniors. i couldnt believe they'd still remember me after all this while. its kinda touching in a way. after all this while, your junior cadets still remembers and acknowledges you, but i dont even remember them. IDIOT!! (aper punye sergeant??) hahaha...

~Adioz

* Don't tell me cos it hurts *

2006-06-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

You dont know how freakingly worn out i am, these past few days. Eyelids are so damn heavy... Last friday, was supposed to work 3-11, but extended till closing cos Mus couldnt make it, so finished at 2am. it was a first for me, to finish work at that godforsaken hour, haha... (tapi rase macam biase jer... macam xtra time given to do closing gitu) and after that, i... actually not i, WE decided not to go back home, but to go for late night, or should i say Early morning makan - Me, Khai and Tasha

so we went to some coffee shop near CCK for makan while watching Angola vs Mexico. wanted to eat Nasi Goreng but its finished, so juz eat prata lah, the three of us, accompanied by a pitcher of Tiger. haha, nolah...

stayed around 3 plus, b4 goin home by cab. reached home, bathe, do push-ups, fast leg, high leg, catch the dragon.. hahaha.. (korang caye ke? =P) before going to bed around 5 plus. by then, i knew im DEAD!! dunno if im gonna make it thru the next day with training starting at 9am. and working at 6-2am.

following day, 8am khai gave a wakeup kol " Hello wan, kau dah bangun? dah... kau the otw eh? aku pun baru bangun... ahh, ok,ok, thanx eh.. " zzzZZZ.... after that, i went back to sleep... hahaha (dier pun samer!!! gini macam ke SP guys capt and Vice?? hahaha, Hanyut!!) i went to sleep again after he called, telling my self '10 mins jer..', by the time i woke up, it was 8:50. hahaha 10 mins jer....

reached skool at around 9:30am, (alah, stengah jam jer...) haha, the guys were doing physical. it was the selection for the Mustang squad that day. i wasnt sure if i could make the team... but then i saw the Mustang and SP Captains fooling around during training. (aper nak jadi??) you're supposed to show a good example to the others. GROW UP LAH!! especially the Mustangs captain. Sheesh!!!

Training ended at 2pm with a game in the final hour. seniors vs freshies 8-1. selection time.onli 6 or 7 freshies made it, including me. (Alhamdulillah...) so we celebrated, goin to Puncak makan - Me, Rizal, Khairul, Hafiz, Hilmi, Dzak and AzfarprasanrambutmacamRobinVanpersie. ate the beef claypot rice again but it wasnt enuff for the Coffee Bean workers - Me, Dzak and Khai, so we ordered another plate of chicken rice, xtra xtra rice. hahaha... by then stomach was full which naturally followed by the sleepy feeling. am i gonna make it thru, working from 6-2am?

Luckily i did made it thru. crowd was ok ar, not too much. thruout the shift me and khai we really 'satans' hahaha... NAJIS!!! singing 'songs', altering lyrics, hidden meanings. " engkau bagai air yang NAJIS... " (rabak sak, khai) HAHAHAHA.... by then, i was already worn out. so went back home, had a good nights sleep.... oh but before that, did my fast/high legs, push-ups and all... Chey!! hahaha,

~Adioz

2006-06-15T10:59:00.000+08:00

Dia... Isabella..... wahuahaua... giler!! ok had a great time yesterday ENJOYing, DEstressing. spent most of the day at Sentosa with the classmates - me, Sophian, Amalina, Nurul, Dennis, Kim and Rudy. (sophian busted, tak ajak Anson and Muz) heheh. met up at 10am, harbourfront. i was flabbergasted (chey.. =P) to see Mal and Nurul not wearing their 'Tudungs'... (tsk tsk tsk, MasyaAllah... Tuhan marah tau!!) haha, what a sight. Mal looked like Willy Wonka with her shoulder length hair and 'minah' cap. Nurul is BALD!! botak... can u believe it?? SERIOUS!!Eee... no wonder pakai tudung... WAHAHAHA can u imagine Nurul botak?? hehe. Cancer patient... =P Alamaak, Shit!! i need to go off oredy.. cant continue,

~Adioz

2006-06-09T10:45:00.000+08:00

A week without any update... i've been busy. yeah, busy... its the lousiest week i had in a long long time... Hah!! the only bright side is my new found job... SP Floorballers workin at Coffee Bean Wheelock Place - Azfar, Dzak and Khairul. (in order of least important) Akil has resigned, due to NS Obligations. He's being replaced by me. (Kil, skarang aku dah take over two of your previous 'responsibilities' haha... siape nak keje tempat aku? ader kosong... haha, tempat AKU kepe?? Bleah!!) haha yeah, lets infest CB with SPFBs... hahaha, got enuf people can ask for sponsorship.. (Period break, minum ice-blendeds... gerek kan?? haha..)

so its been a week. so far, so good... (Azfar masih blakang aku. hehe... takdelah) ice blendeds, the 'jelak' taste is starting to sink in, and its not even a week yet... haha, a bit only lah. at least theres the cakes to look forward to. Mmm, yum! Rahman, my manager, made me memorise the names by the end of next week - Raspberry cheesecake, Apple cinnamon cheesecake, Weekly cheesecake, Brownie, Apple crumble, Tiramisu, Carrot cake, MONSTER cake =P, hahaha, dunno got what else. so far, i've tasted the brownie and Opera cake, but theres more to come. that i can assure you... muahaha!!! (siape nak jadi kawan baik aku?? boleh dapat free ice-blended... angkat tangan. siape? siape?) hahaha...

i've been doing closing duties ever since. finishing at around 12am, but theres transport so no problems goin home.. but theres this indian girl in the bus, she keeps calling me Ronaldinho.. i was like, Aper sak?? but juz diam ah, buat bodoh and layankan.. cos i wear a headband while working, cos my hair's long and i refuse to cut it. (azfar tak tahu difference between HAIRband and HEADband. haha, kental ar... dier sendiri pakai, tak tahu aper makne. =P)

what else has happened to me this past week? good or bad? hmm... for me to know... The Bad? haha, nah, i'll try not to mention it. i'll try not to even THINK about it... (sakitkan hati jer..) haha but its over now, yeap dunno for the better or for the worse, but its over. only time will tell... hopefully. One thing i WILL mention is how the stoopid e-learning assignments are taking up my leisure time, and me without IE access at home, and im supposed to do it RIGHT NOW, but what do i do instead?? haiz.... hahaha

~Adioz

* Behind these eyes... *

2006-06-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

I almost made it worse today...

LUCKILY i didnt

* Whew *

2006-06-01T09:39:00.000+08:00

A man checked into a hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally typed a wrong e-mail address, and without realizing his error, he sent the e-mail.

Meanwhile....Somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned from her husband's funeral. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting condolence messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:

To: My Loving Wife
Subject: I've Reached
Date: 15 DIS 2005

I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here, and we are allowed to send e-mails to loved ones.

I've just reached and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you TOMORROW!

Your loving Hubby

* What does it take *

2006-05-29T15:06:00.000+08:00

I got a job at Coffee Bean. Make one big guess WHERE? =P heheh. No mood to blog today.... ...

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2006-05-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

2006-05-24T13:41:00.000+08:00

Remmember the other day when i did something unbelievable, that was so totally un-ME?? haha.. i did the unbelievable again. last saturday, i spent the entire day in the mosque. (Wan?? satu hari kat masjid?? Aper dah jadi?? Alaamakk...!! =P) hehe. yes, believe it or not, one whole day helpin out at Masjid Istiqamah. Syukur needed help with the 'jualan Alamal' *oops* hehe.. i mean 'jualan AMAL nasi briyani'

me, syukur and his friend helped out. met his father, but before we started, he told us to eat 1st (so aper lagi, kiter CEKIK dulu ah.. heheh, aku tenga tunggu jer. hehe... mee hoon and air Kathira) after that, we helped carry meat, washed basins, mixed the 'kari' and other stuff. ( dah macam pegi gym lagi sey. dagingnye punylah berat.. Masyaallah!! takle angkat.. =P) haha.. did that thruout the day, from 'Asar' all the way thru 'Ishaak' (gerek ah, spending a whole day dalam rumah Allah SWT. Alhamdulillah... aku dah lihat dah, jalan yang lurus.. sudah tawakal dan insaf. tanak 'minum' lagi...) =P

hmm... went to library to study (not BK!! =P) tests next week.

k lah, cant blog too long, (nak lepaskan solat Dzuhur dulu..) Chey...

~Adioz

I was on my way to the library... HONEST!!

Pelajar Contoh

Nurul and Amalina

Picture says a thousand words... =P

Rudy handsome ah...

Lift picture... Rudy step garang

SEE!! im studying... pictures dont lie!

im concentrating, while rudy's playing... tsk tsk, aper punye budak??

Nurul SEBOK!!

the library is a place to study... not to play!!

Mal act cute... EEEee!!!

still studying.... penat sey, blajar..

Topic 1

our study table..

* only one person eats cake in the toilet... =P *

2006-05-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

Guys nite out yesterday... haha. went out with the 'Sardin' Floorballers (haha... sajak tak? SARDIN betul!!) - me, Azfar, Khairul, Hazwan and friend, Rizal, Afsal, Akil, Adzmin, Dzak and friend, watched Da Vinci Code at Shaw Towers, somewhere near Bugis. show started at 6:35, but the 'usuals' were late as usual... (macam biase... hahaha. dah lebih dari janji melayu. Sardin betul!!) i didnt know that the movie had so many superheroes and Villains.. (macam Marvel vs Capcom lah...) haha, im serious. there was Magneto. but strangely enuf, he didnt wear his helmet or use his superpower. Doctor Octavious (Octopus) was also acting. hahaha.... (tak caye, pegi tengok ah..)

The show had lyk, parts from different movies. in the middle, i thought i was watching Batman Begins, where the guy had a bad history as a child where he fell into the well and stuff... but the bat was missing. Then it was Pink Panther, with the french Police part, haha.. then the was the sort of Gladiator part with the Roman Empire, army and wars... haha. then towards the end, they showed their 'Kaa'bah' along the Rose line... (France punye MRT Line) hahaha... overall, it was good lah. finished at 9pm, a good 2.5 hours.

so after that, being the Sardins that they are, except me, we walked around with no direction, no destination... (takde tujuan langsung... haha, Sardin betul!!) in the end, we found ourselves at Boat Quay. wanted to 'minum' at Hooters, or should i say hOOters, and enjoy the 'scenery', but we had an underage boy with us - Khairul. hehehe... (takdelah... kiter-kiter punye standard kat kedai kopi jer, minum Teh Ice. hahaha...) SUMBODY doesnt know what is hOOters.... kwakwakwa =P

in the end, we ended up at Clarke Quay juz 'lepak'-ing beside the Kallang River - the seven of us - Me, Adzmin, Akil, Azfar, Dzak, Khai and Rizal. actually, only 6 lah... hahaha. by around 10, they wanted to go back (Weak ar...) haha... next week - XMen, Set!!

Hmm... where are those darned camp pics?? in the meantime, enjoyy...

Dani 'chun' ah... =P

Fossil Mannequins at Pacific Plaza

He has exchanged his white specs for 'worm' hair...

gini macam Camp Chief?? cam maner camp tak kecoh...?? haha

Don't mess with her... Wanna know why? Look below..

U mess with her, u mess with HIM. dont let his smile fool you.

Yanti, maintain your face lah...

Coach Bo. Respect the man regardless... hehe

Catch me if you can!! timing kene baik tau...

Adzmin practicing his Moonwalk

innocent faces... Yes? =P

FB Camp 2005. Remember this 'sight'? wahuahua... Farok suke sak.

Khai Astro kene langgar Bus SBS

Coach Bo, Suspect the man regardless...

Dulu pun kiter kasut samer sey, Nike Total 90... but now dah UP sikit. Adidas Stabil II

Zana SEBOK, as usual... always showing up where NOT WANTED. =P

Spot the young seniors - Khai, Shazwan, Redzuan. Kecian, Redzuan takde kawan... dulu

Spot the young seniors - Shazwan, Hafiz, Hilmi. Hilmi rambut style ah... hehe

KAKAK Dani tenga berbual ah... Jaalan dah, Kakak konon!!

My Youngest Brother - Illias. cute kan? macam abang dier jugak kan?

Sardin je!!

~Adioz

* aaalllaammaaakkk... =P *

2006-05-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

Whats come over me?? can't believe i stayed back after skool to finish my work, and i REALLIE finished my work... (macam tak percaye gitu eh..) haha and strangely enuf, i had no intention to blog today i didnt even go to the 'usual' sites when i log on and juz concentrated on finishing my work. Oh no, what has happened to Wan? (bukan nak STEP rajin ah.. tak paya Step) huahuahua. And i cant believe that coughing after what? 3 weeks plus? ever since before the camp... Ugh!! its the Virus, Rotifers and the Protozoas. (Chey.. ader budak blajar Microbiology ah) hehe...

Remember when we used to have the now 'legendary' Wednesday trainings?... Azfar suggested resuming trainings. can still remember the times when we used to train at the stadium... the guys would use the 'red court' behind the goalpost, while the ladies used the other side.. haha. used the lousy recreational sticks cos everyone was afraid to use their own sticks... (takot rosak... sumer sayang stick) haha.. Farok used his white 'kissing' Christian. Rizal, Adzmin, Akil and Dzak taped the underside of their blades. hahaha... and we played and played and played... to a point till we cannot see the ball, only then that we stopped. wahaha.. (biler dah tak nampak bola, kiter tukar main dengan bola luminous yellow tu...) hahaha. so waddya think? Do some physical, maybe some basic stickwork and other stuffs ah playing soccer, going to the gym, (aku tahu, kalau aku cakap physical ajer, satu batang hidung pun tak turun... PENGECUT!! satu-satunye my Vice Captain, Astro Khai hahaha... yeah., tapi tak tahu brape banyak agree on this.) i also intend to ask Jane whether is it possible to obtain the use of the court on Wednesday. either the sports hall or Poly centre. see if i can psycho her into letting us use. wahuahua!! Hmm... it'll be good lah, if its possible. (training once a week, maner cukup..) haha, so pls vote.

eh, who has the camp pics?? i want... (nisa, aku tahu kau ader... lokek sak, tanak share... Harapkan tudung, tudung makan padi) *oops*

* Monster *

2006-05-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

Another FB Camp come and gone... it was good, ok lah... more freshmen than last year and theres 'something' to remind us of this camp. hahaha... loss to Cornvics 6-4. 1st friendly for the year, 1st loss for the year. lets hope it stops right there..

No training this saturday, cos theres some external event at the sports hall. Damn... No mood to blog today...

BOLA MEETING SATURDAY!! SAME TIME, SAME PLACE...

~Adioz

2006-05-03T08:17:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to David Beckham, Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock, Shazwan (menyebok) and also to me. yes, ME! wahahaha... it WAS my birthday actually. haha... imagine if my birthday was 1st May, i'd declare the whole day a public holiday cos its my birthday. wait, not juz in Singapore, but the whole WORLD cos every country celebrates Labour Day (satu DUNIA aku declare holiday! Birthday aku punye pasal...) wahuahua.

a lot has happened for the past few days. bought myself my so called birthday present, buying a PS2 set. went to Geylang with Azfar, Adzmin, Khairul and Shazwan. but i was feeling weak cos i was about to get sick. disappointed lah, cos theres only one shop selling it (tak jual game pun. so beli console without any game) hahaha. went to Bo's shop (kedai bo kepe??) but he wasnt there, haha. oklah, not bad got jerzys and sticks - Salmiah *oops* i mean, Salming and Kronstrand (spelling betul tak?) haha... went home after that, feeling worse than i when i woke up.

reached home around 7 plus, but nobody home. two tablets of panadol and straight to bed (of course, mandi dulu...) woke up around 8:30 to find out that my family's going out AGAIN (mentang-mentang dah dapat Progress Package) haha... went to Queensway. i bought my games there (WOOHOO!!), ibu got her spectacles, Abah got his belt... nothing for Danial and Illias (tak paya lah. Ice cream jer cukup) hehe... the strange thing is. when i reached home and switched on the console, my sickness had subsided. (cam maner eh?? pelik ah..) hahahaha, and i can't seem to sleep early these past few days.

sunday was the usual training and lepak routine... haha. Monday went out with Rizal, Adzmin, Azfar and Shazwan. so called (nak celebrate the 'Wans' birthdays. satu present pun takde) i got a present from Khai Astro - a turkey ham and melted cheese sandwich (kau jugak lah kawan aku, dunia akhirat Khai. itu pun aku share dengan kawan-kawan baik aku yang lain) hahaha... Pacific Plaza was the 1st stop. wanted to get my watch fixed but the technician wasnt in, wasted..

so went to puncak (makan) bought the black and grey stripe shirt (kurang ajar Azfar!! bukan baju pirate lah, haha..) then what else, but lepak. we lepak until we rememmbered that 'DIA' was on tonite. (dengan secepat gitu, kite terus balik. Dia punye pasal) haha.

ok, im saving the best for last. i got a large yellow birthday present. four wheels, two doors, one steering wheel, black stallion logo. yup, u guessed it. i got a Ferrari... SERIOUS!! (tak percaye?) ok, i'll prove it to you. pictures dont lie... THERE! betul kan? whahaaha... i smell jealousy.

~Adioz

Now do you believe me?

ahhh...

2006-04-28T09:37:00.000+08:00

i didnt realized this but thruout my 2nd year, i didnt go bowling. Not even ONCE... (sibuk sangat agaknye...) haha. so the classmates went bowling yesterday at SPGG (aper nak jadi, budak-budak skarang!! orang dahbis skola, balik terus... ni pegi main bowling pulak..) tsk tsk. played 3 games there, costing around $3. all of us played well yesterday - Yan, Mal, Rudy, erm... erm... oklah, nurul got 1 strike in those 3 games. (Baik ah, Nurul..) hehe.. Yan got the highest - 144 i think, or was it 142? =P hahaha. Mal has improved, and shes GOOD (macam takle percaye eh.. hehehe) she got three or two strikes in a row. a feat which i tried so hard to get. dunno why but it so hard for me to get that STRIKE. its always 9 or sometimes, a spare!! looking at their scores, its usually mixed, with a few strikes and spares... mine's like the multiplication table - 9, 18, 27, 36... (sampai naik bungit sey...) Ish!!! at last, she beat me in the final game. Nurul's score had a lot of 'S' in it (bukan 'Slow') but 'Split' she had a lot of splits and she scored a lot of 'goals' that way. wahuahuahua... =P

i think im gonna be sick... hmm, my throat been irritating me since yesterday (macam sakit biler kau telan gitu..) it juz suxs. where's my strepsils? and my body's been weak, alah i cant even describe it to you.. its the the kinda feeling you get, when you know you're gonna fall sick.. (badan macam rase lain macam gitu..) yeap.

4 more days...

~Adioz

* Unintentional vs Deliberacy *

2006-04-26T12:52:00.000+08:00

You know sometimes, you reallie juz piss me off with your words... but i juz ignore them and let it go cos you're my friend. maybe you juz dont realize this, but you juz keep on running your mouth, without thinking whether the person might be offended by your words or anything. Who the hell do you think you are?? are you so perfect that you can advice people bout their own mistakes or let the world know what your opinion is??. if they want it, they will ask you lah... maybe thats who you are, very direct. it just can't be helped. sometimes, people just dont care what you think or what your opinion is regarding a certain matter. they just dont care!!! so why should you tell people what they don't want to hear?! in the end, they end up being forced to listen to what you gotta say cos they dont want you to be offended, by telling you off. let alone, telling people how to live their life or pointing out their mistakes. ok, maybe your intention was noble but sometimes, its good to juz keep your opinions to yourself, mind your own business and SHUT THE HELL UP!! Don't involve yourself in matters that don't concern you! so before you go off and advise people bout their mistakes, look yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, who am i to tell others?? sorry...

2006-04-25T10:13:00.000+08:00

1 week without an entry... i must be losing my touch, or maybe i've been busy with other stuffs... haha. ok, a lot of things happened within that week. CCA drive went reallie well... a lot of people signed up. More than last year... speaking of which, we had our 1st training sessions for the freshies last saturday and sunday (aku suro orang datang siang... aku jugak yang lambat... haha. at last, kene marah dengan coach) wasnt my fault. had to go the bank, settle some things... (kater nak blanje 'kawan-kawan baik' aku kan... heheh pegi Breeks kepe.. nak? aku blanje... =P)

Hadi Pasirian came down on sat, making a guest appearance, helpin out Bo with the freshies. Saravanan came down on sunday. (macam gini, every training session ader guest appearances ah..) who shall it be next week? Taugeh? Amir? hahaha... as usual there were more guys than girls... Farok was already disappointed with the turnup of the girls. hehe.. no lah. Akil did his usual airhook to lure unsuspecting freshies to think that he was a national player... a funny thing happened on sunday. i was at the table tennis table (haha..) when Mamat suddenly came in. he saw Sara briefing the freshies, then he asked me, " orang dier (sara) garang eh?" cos i think he was intimidated by his face. so i told him, "orang dier garang, tangan berurat-urat, muke dier bengis..." (hahaha klakar sak!! Hafiz jr dah terbahak-bahak ketawe...)

sunday went for the division 1 finals. who else if not Nhac Tre vs Red Flamingoes. but this time, it was a close game. eventually the blues won 7-6. they scored the winning goal 3 minutes before full time (punyelah bingit!!! aku nak draw... so they will have a penalty shootout! mulut Azfar masin ah...)

yesterday was a crazy day, regarding the group member selection for our FYP. (kecoh rabak sey... tapi aku tetap cool. CHey... oklah, aku dengan Yan. Rudy tak..) hahaha. glad thats over and done with...

~Adioz

2006-04-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

WHICH EMOTICON ARE YOU?

the emoticon that represents you best is the Devil Face

You little rascal. OK, so maybe trouble isn't your middle name, but we suspect you can be a bit mischievous at times. You're a playful person who enjoys stirring up a little trouble where you can. Don't worry, we won't tell.

But we will tell you this: Playing pranks, testing people's naivete, and fudging the truth a little can be fun. So can finding out the latest gossip - as long as it doesn't hurt anyone's feelings. But you knew that. So log on and keep making life more interesting. Your friends appreciate the entertainment, just be sure not to take it too far, troublemaker!

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2006-04-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! the last student in SP to finish his ITP. What a relief... hahaha, but im gonna miss Sentosa though. Woooohhhooo!!! wat a dream that was, yesterdae.... but dunno how come Farok was in it?? (sibuk jer si toilet IC) if not for him, it would have been perfect! the dream was all *black and red*, if you get my hint... :P hahaha, you really spoiled my dream lah, Farok, by being in it. wahahaha....

ok, new poll... this might be the most interesting one yet... *note: Azfar, dont vote for yourself! enjoy... WAHAHAHAHA!!!!

~Adioz

2006-04-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

Yes! after 4 straight days of working, i get my deserved two days off... tues got soccer meeting tau. same time (janji melayu), same place... Watched Gila-Gila Pengantin... got see me anot? oklah, not me... my NAME - Awin. legendary rocker!! CHey.. hahaha, (sibuk jer, si Afdlin Shauki. pakai namer aku.. ) got see my girlfriend anot? no, not Erra. (Erra akunye Ex) but her roommate.. Fuuyoh!! (cute habis... lagi-lagi dengan suare tikus dier) Maya i think, her name. wahahaha. that one my 2nd girlfriend. my 1st one is indonesian ar, acting in 'BOLA' but i prefer to call her 'pompuan Ikhlas' hahaha, Giler!

ok, i juz received the email from Dzaf, regarding the FO camp. (Kepale OTAK lah..!! aper " practical and criticise *hint to Riduwan"???!!! kong ajar... haha, maner aku criticise??!! tak caye, kau tanye Mal... maner ader??) and my ideas are practical, what... right? RIGHT?? (tak caye, tanye kawan baik aku) back me up, lah... =P haha, aniwae, what 'telah' happened?? Khairul is assistant camp chief?? (FO camp mesti HANYUT punyer... malam kluar minum... hehe) and im treasurer. you're appointing me treasurer?? (biar betul... duit hilang, tak jamin ah! Amanah ni sumer tak main... hehe =P) anyting lah... (tak cerewet..) Oh, you forgot Makan IC - Sal and Mal, Lepak IC - Riezal, Bed Master - Adzmin (or is it Master Bed?? hehe..) Toilet IC - Farok, Solat IC? hehehe... okok.

this time round, im not tempted to bring my sleeping bag, cos the last time i brought, two 'setans' shared the sleeping bag, and by the time i woke up, only two were sharing the bag, and neither of them was ME!! hahaha...

Countdown to the end of ITP - 7 Days

2006-04-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it? skool starts in a weeks time (budak-budak graduate sumer jangan eksyen eh! mentang-mentang dahbis skola.. Old Birds!) and ITP ends even sooner. 9 days before skool starts, but ITP officially ends on the 15th, which makes it 8 days. of the 8, im having off on two days - monday and tues, which reduces the number to 6 working days. and im only working 9 hours a day, so 9 x 6 = 54 hours in total... so 54 divided by 24 hours a day = 2.25 days. so my official working days before ITP ends, is 2.25 days... wahahaha!!! skejap nyer.. haha... (logic aper entah?) =P ok, gotta go...

Adioz~

2006-04-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

cant wait for skool, only 2 weeks away... cant wait for SPFB prep camp, only 3 weeks away... cant wait for SPFB Freshmen Orientation camp, 4 weeks away (kalau ader ah - prep and FO) hmm, what to write about? its always like this... when im somewhere outside, theres always an idea to blog about. but when im in front of the com, my minds been totally blank.

haha, ok. im gonna state the idea the guys have in mind regarding the prep camp. we intend to have two separate camps, seggregating the guys and girls. same day, but two totally different activities... we still have some stuff together like ice-breakers, mini-leagues and of course, during makan time, but other than that, two separate activities and routines. if the guys are using the court, the girls will do something else, like physical or something lah... and vice-versa. yeah, most of the guys want it this way, and i think its a good idea too, but i dont wanna elaborate here (malas ah!) we shall see how lah. still need to discuss it over with Dzaf and Shamil... (kalau jadi, FUUYOH!!! hahaha... mesti gerek punye) C A G E . . .

biler meeting dah?? haha... alright, Champions league football tonight and tomorrow!! (nampaknye tak tido lagi... haha) ive always liked the way Arsenal play their football... dunno why, but very fluid, one touch football (gerek ah, tengok diorang main...) especially Henry, but im not an Arsenal fan (bukan cam si Riezal tu... giler Arsenal, Barcelona, Lyon, Juventus!! team yang 'top' ajer dier support... Kental!!) me? hmm, i dunno... i dont really support a particular team. Neutral fan?? haha... but the only jerzy i have is an original Man U jerzy, so does that make me a Man u fan? an 'Inactive' Man u fan... hahaha (aku ader satu jerzy Real Madrid, tapi pasar malam punye, so tak kire ah..) haha

~Adioz

* Easier Everytime... *

2006-03-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

Early morning and my mood was already spoiled for the whole day... IDIOT!! I'm defaming you right now, scumbag!!! don't think im afraid of you, even if you're older than me!!! you hear that??!! i woke up 6:45am, helped to send Danial to skool, together with my mother.. so as i boarded the bus, service 111 at 7am, the bus driver FORCED to see my ez link card, as though he thought i was cheating the bloody bugger!!! of all the people who were boarding the bus, he was singling me out. damn idiot!! hes descriminating me!! and its not the 1st time this thing happened. this same thing happened to me before, with the same jerk, so i confronted him in front of the passengers (ingat aku takot kepe??!!)

i asked him, "u dont think im a poly student izit?" but he didnt reply, like some dumbass!! i asked him a few times, but he didnt reply. probably cos he's DEAF!! so then i said, "u give me your name..!!" then he replied - "you take down the bus number lah, think i scared ah?!" in a rude and aggressive tone. at that point oredy, i cannot tahan his attitude. my tolerance level was gone. WHO THE FCUK DOES HE THINK HE IS??! he was challenging me!! that Asshole of a driver... i dont give a FCUK!! don't care if i made a scene in front of everyone.. early morning pissing me off oredy... u asked for it, right??!! i've been keeping this confrontational side of me hidden away from everyone, but u juz had to push me over the edge right??!! u want to see this side of me thats no one's seen before, right?! FCUKER!! people asked you nicely, but u replied like some brainless goon. your parents dont teach you any manners right?? i know why.. cos you;re not even worth the effort, teaching..

so i called up the SBS transit and fcuked the operator thru and thru... think i dont dare to do this kind of things right??!! i'll also be writing to the new paper.. u know on sundays, they have the article bout complaints or comments and other shit! yeah... You watch out, Fagged!!! the next time i see you, im gonna ask, "you wanna see my ez link anot??!!"

2006-03-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

How does it feel to be different from me? Are we the same?

2006-03-20T09:06:00.000+08:00

1/3 of my attachment has passed... 4 more weeks to go. juz checked this weeks duty roster. off on thursday and sunday. (riezal rabak... pegi ice-skating tak ajak.) haha, looks like im gonna miss training next week. hmm... boring lah, having to go thru one whole week without holding the stick (seminggu kalau tak pegang stick, tak SAH!) haha..

speaking of training, last sat. i was told that i have a weak right ankle... (macam tak caye gitu eh? haha..) yeah, my right ankle. it sort of strained, while doing the sprints. Arrgh... actually, it was an old injury, during sec skool, was playing soccer at the basketball court after skool. then i miskicked and hit the concrete ground. *crrraacckk* went my ankle... since then, haiz... must 'jaga' my right ankle lah. 'abang' bo (chey..) taught me some exercises to strengthen my ankle. (eh, skarang dah takle panggil dier 'bo' lagi. cos skarang dier ader rambut lah... hahaha lagi kiter janji nak simpan panjang.)

kkays, thats it for today. oh, yar... im looking forward to 'the cage' hahaha, (cumer kiter-kiter jer yang faham eh.) hahaha...

~Adioz

wait, can you hear that?...

* that silence is deafening *

2006-03-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

i've been doing a lot of thinking these past few days... a LOT!! dunno why though. personal reflection? soul searching? whatever u call it lah... a LOT of thinking. reflecting on the past, view from an outsider peeking thru the window of my own life... (chey, cakap... punye 'm e n d a l a m i' wahuahua. minah, you know the meaning of mendalami anot? yes, im talking to u, DZaf!! wahuahuahua)

the other day, i was in a bus goin home, listening to music, then thoughts started to wander... flipping back to the past. then i snickered (kau tau makne 'snickered' tak, dzaf? =P) thinking bout what u said made me laugh inside. you must be the 'stoopidest' guy in Spore, for what you said. nonono, i wont use the word 'dumbest' cos your explanation or so called 'defence' was WAY below 'dumbest'. hahaha, just thinking bout it now, makes me laugh... hahaha, you look smart, but you reallie are stoopid. i can't believe you'd suggest that, in your lame explanation. hahaha... oh well, some things just can't be helped. so so stoopid... wahahaha, im still laughing...

and just now... during friday prayers, my thoughts went wandering again... past, present but not future. riding the highs and digging the lows of the rollercoaster of my life. now i just have to step back and look at the whole ride, as a whole. taken from my past entry, this really stood out - 1/08/2005

" Why must i feel this way..? Why? Why? Its all your fault but i can't blame you cos its not you're fault. Tak faham?? Its ok.. Its what i feel inside of me. Its better for u not to understand. Damn!! Im reallie reallie lost inside. Angst, Happiness, confusion, depression, lost, lost, lost. Why must i feel this wae..? Wacky, crappy, funny, friendly exterior, but inside - A lost child in a shopping mall, ship lost at sea, face without a name, a bird that lost its wings, a door without a key. Why...? Why must i..? Somebody please guide me... I want it to stop but how? how?? Please make it go away... I beg of you. Why must it be me?? Why must it affect me?? Of all the people, why me?? Its all YOU..!! Im not angry at you, dont take it the wrong way. Its not your fault. You are what you are. Why must it be you?? Its lucky you cant read this.

Things happen, for the good and for the bad. Im angry with myself. This wounds they may not heal, confusing what is real and what is not. My walls are closing in. All mixed up. So insecure, so.... I cant even find the words to describe and its all because of U. F*#%..!!! I dont wanna feel this wae. Take me back to the way it was, please.. The truth is, i dunno what to do anymore.. Thats why i'm so f*$%-ed up.. Trying to find someone else to blame, but its me that i should blame Arrghh..!!! Please make it go away. When you see me, I wont even show it. Let it go.. should i?? but.... nvm. Theres so much i wanna say to u, so much i need you to know, but i know i just cant. Life sux!! The only thing to look forward to, and make me forget about you, are my friends. For that , i wanna say thank you, to each and evryone of you. You know who you are. No need to mention any names. Its you people, who are close to me and have made a difference in my life. Happy when i'm with you guys.. The people i laugh with, the people i converse with, the people i consoled to, the people i CRAP with. It is U who take me away from my problems. For that, i thank you.

People elsewhere are moaning the death of their family, and here i am, selfishly grumbling. What to do.. Sorry, but thats how i feel. Nobody can change that.. Sat gonna see the Floorball guys play soccer from 9 - 5. Riezal jadi keeper yang aku nak tengok, and lookin forward to sunday's training.. Cyaz i will overcome it, one way or another... that is my promise "

cant believe i wrote all that... (englisg aku power tak? haha... dzaf, anything kalau kau tak faham, can just check dictionary. kalau tak tahu pakai, can juz kol me. kwakwakwa...) whoa!! hahaha. hmm, looking back, am i proud of it? no, not all at least... do i regret it? no.

' Know what happened, has happened, and cannot happen any other way'. fuuyoh... im getting all 'zen' here. "Confucious says..." hahaha. another word of wisdom - ' its better to have tried and failed, rather than not trying at all and you're left wondering what would have been if you tried ' (aku pernah bilang ni kat kau kan, dzaf. ingat tak? tapi aku tahu kau faham ke tak ah... whahahaha!!!! kau hari ni betul-betul kene teruk dari aku ah!! WHAHAHAHA...)

kkays, this whole entry has been so indepth. hahaha, training tomorrow. woohoo!! haha..

so STOOPID!

Dzaf bingit.. hahaha

'it' says it all...

~adioz

its nice to know that you were there,

thanks for acting like you cared...

its nice to know we had it all,

thanks for watching as i fall...

2006-03-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

arrgh... im so tired, so sleeepyyy. i dunno why im so tired today. i think its juz me... im burning out, i need a break. luckily having off on friday and saturday. 3 more days wan, (sabar jer..) lets juz hope theres training this sat. (last week dah lah takde) i NEED the break man...

work.... im gonna add India, Oman, Thailand, Indonesia, Mauritius, Bangalore, Bermuda and China to my list of tourists. but i tell you, Russian girls damn POWER lah!! serious... juz now got a tour group of russians. Fooooohhhh...... and one thing about foreigners, they're VERY sociable compared to Singaporeans. you could strike up a conversation with them so easily... (lagi sikit aku dah kasi name card aku lah...) haha, yeah.

the coffee bean was also near my place, so i went up there to buy a drink, but instead they gave me free (aper lagi... aku mintak sandwich skali ar... dah buat member kat coffee bean sentosa!! smart huh.) haha, the turkey & melted cheese sandwich and a blackforest ice blended drink. they give us free, we let them watch the show for free... baik ar!! haha... went home, taking the cable car. nice view... VERY nice view!! (tu lah... aku cakap balik naik cable car, korang tak caye kan?? ingat aku bedek...) hahaha... rode on it twice oredy... can u imagine, $12.50 per ride..?? but for staff, free lah... *ehem ehem* hehe. now must try the Skytower and Luge.

arrgh... wanna write summore but my eyes. dunno why im so tired today. (dah tak boleh angkat lah... LITERALLY!) must be exhaustion from working too hard, so i'll juz stop here today. =P hehe..

saturday main kamikaze lagi... good way of practicing accuracy!! haha...

~adioz

>* on broken wings im falling... *

2006-03-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

1ST DAY OF ITP ATTACHMENT AT SENTOSA

its been already 2 days of work at Sentosa. i work at the 4D Magic centre near the Butterfly Park and Carlsberg Sky Tower. its the latest attraction in Sentosa, the 4d Magic. a 3d simulation movie lah... basically, what i did was just to usher in the tourists, operate the machinery (picit butang jer..) and lead them to the exit. quite slack lah the job....

although im the only one attached there, the two full-time workers made me forget that im working alone... theres these 2 crazy indian fellers - P.J and Kallam (prangai diorang macam taik sey... hahaha giler jugak!! macam aku..) a few occasions, tourist went up to the counter to buy tickets. u know what they did?? P.J went behind the partiton wall, blew up a balloon and burst it. hahaha... (tak terperanjat tourist tu.... hahaha. kiter sumer try to keep a straight face in front of the tourist. hahaha, klakar sak!! aku lagi ambik video) we did that a few times. hahaha...

then i let them watch the NYP video (diorang belum tengok ah...) hahaha. we wanted to watch the 2nd part of the video on the computer but the modem speed of the com was too damn slow, so tak paya lah... hahaha. so far, im reallie enjoying it there lah. met a LOT of foreign nationals there. Russia, Sweden, UK, Kazakhstan, South Africa, Australia, Japan, Hong Kong, Taipeiiiiiiiiiiii..... some of the girls are, FUUYOH!!! (farok gerenti steam punye!!) hahaha. but seriously!! Fullermak, POWER lah... especially the Russian and Swedish girls. then yesterday got this girl from Kazakhstan... (tak boleh angkat!!!) hahaha... enjoying the 'scenery' at Sentosa!

i start everyday from 11am - 8pm (tak paya bangun siang lagi...) hahaha, and i have 2 days off every week. its very slack giler lah... can even get bored at times... (msg aku lah... kadang-kadang boring jugak ah!) haha.. can drink coke in the office, eat potato chips, talk cock... hahaha.

~Adioz

me too.. :)

2006-03-03T14:18:00.000+08:00

WE COULD HAVE BEEN IN KL BY NOW!!!!!

2006-03-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

Its over... its FINALLY OVER!!! after 2 weeks of mugging, 2 weeks of stress, 2 weeks of studying, 2 weeks of sleepless nights (macam betul jer), 2 weeks of no floorball, 2 weeks of concenteration, 2 weeks of studying, its finally over!!! this damn thing is finally over... WOOHOO!! this day couldnt come any sooner.... (dah boleh BAKAR sumer notes aku...) Wahahaha!!!

im sick of looking at another piece of paper... hahaha. Oh yar, to all those still having exams on Friday... TOO BAD!!! wahahaa.. dahbis. no more....! time to put down the script, and pick up the STICK!! kwakwakwa... =P cant wait for training to resume this Saturday! (maklumlah... dah lamer tak pegang stick!! naik rindu... hahaha) i guess thats the only good thing happening, before...... before.... before.... before.... before.... before..... before.... i start my attachment on MONDAY!!! Ugh... they dont give us time to relax.. (aku tahu korang tenga ketawekan aku... bukannye aku tak tahu si Bob ni!! hahaha, mentang-mentang aku belum ambik attachment aku...) but nevermind...

apparently, this attachment at Sentosa might not be Adzmin job after all... i approached this lecturer to ask bout any details regarding this particular company... she told me that my job was to operate some sort of 3d machinery at Cinemania... something lykdat lah.. she kept emphasizing on how easy the job was.. too easy that a person with an IQ of 14.2 can do it... =P easy job, easy money, they treat u well, working hours quite flexible, i heard... sounds good, yes? (siape tanak? keje senang) NOPE!!! according to her, the previous student had to work on WEEKENDS!!! saturday and sunday BOTH!! Arrgghhh!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.......................................................................................................................!!!!!!!

(Maner boleh cam gini??!!! rabak ah..) what bout trainings?? what bout lepak AFTER trainings?? *CehAemP-TehAeImN* maner boleh tak turun training?? hehehe... =P takdelah) Arrggh!! we'll see how lah... what to do? hmm...

Yesterdae went to Marina BAY (bukan Marine Parade lah, Yan), makan at Seoul Garden. oklah, the place.... not much variety compared to Takashimaya. Camwhoring thruout the day. (aku ader BANYAK gambar MAL yang RABAK-RABAK punye.... Wahahahaha!!!!) not only hers, but got other 'interesting' pics... hahahaha (betul tak Mal?) went to the same places, when we went out during Fahd's Bdae .......... Ugh! =/

in the meantime, im juz clearing my M: Drive of all my junk... so enjoy the pics

~Adioz

*Find me caught beneath the landslide*

A man's passion for Floorball... he brings it everywhere. Even to the Mosque.

Azfar Joker

Riezal's Stabil II court shoes (orang beli, dier pun beli...)

Tahu ikat tali kasut tak, Zal?

5 mins later...

Not enough money, so bought 1 shoe 1st...

Bargain KING - Khairul

Eh, senyum lah... Beli kasut pun tak suke ke??

Azfar and Adzmin contemplating to also buy the shoe

Macam budak sekolah lah... dengan topi dan beg dier...

Too Big

Who's that in the background?

Azfar, ape lagi nak tunggu? makan lah... tersengeh-sengeh!

pasal makan pun nak gaduh?

Standard 'Bandung Dinosaur' for everyone

Lepak time...

Azfar and Riezal

5 mins later...

10 mins later...

15 mins later...

our future SPFB President

BULAT seperti Pau - Chicken Barbeque

Mal, get your hands out of Nurul's pants lah...

3 scared boys on a bus

alah... as if you guys dont already know how she studies... absorb from book to brain... SIMPLE! bibir maintain Mal

my two IQ 14.2 classmates

still need a reason, why?

Alahai...

ni rambut style aper Zal? cool ah..

Tak habis-habis dengan dier punye Adidzaf ni.... minah betul! =P

Dzaf prasan... thats not your name lah!! =P

Professor sesat

2006-02-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

Apa seh...?

"Kita jumpa diaorang kita kasi cuci bersih ah!" Ertinya
a) Bila kita jumpa mereka, kita ajar mereka habis-habisan!
b) Bila kita jumpa mereka, kita cuci baju mereka...
c) Mak aku suruh aku pergi jump dobi, suruh diorang cuci ni benda bersih bersih!

"Eh, kita tak goyang ah"
Ertinya
a) Eh, kami tak gentar dengan gertakan kamu semua
b) Eh, kami suka berdiri tegak
c) Eh, kami tak suka dangdut lah

<>"Aku tak boleh angkat ah tengok kau macam ni"
Ertinya
a) Aku dah tak boleh tahan/terima kelakuan kau ni
b) Aku tengok muka kau aje dah penat, macam mana aku nak angkat kau?
c) Aku rasa kita perlukan kren...

"Lu jangan kasi gua punya darah up"
Ertinya
a) Kau jangan sampai aku naik darah
b) Kau nasihatkan aku untuk berlari-lari anak supaya kadar glukos dalam darah aku tak naik
c) Kau dah tahu aku ada darah timggi... yang kau kasi aku makan briyani dan kambing ni apasal?

"Eh, dia yang nak buat, itu punya seluar dalam lah"
Ertinya
a) Eh, kalau dia nak lakukannya, biarlah, sebab itu hidup dia
b) Eh, kalau ya pun nak buat apa-apa, pakailah baju dengan seluar dulu...
c) Eh, kalau Superman boleh pakai seluar dalam pat luar, apasal aku tak boleh?

"Eh, lu jangan STEP ah"
Ertinya
a) Eh, kau jangan peura-pura/sombong/berlagak lah
b) Eh, kau jangan naik tangga... lif kan ada...
c) Eh, ni kepala bapak kau... ni kepala bapak aku. Kalau kau berani, kau pijak lah!

"Kita jump diorang kita bagi kicap ah"
Ertinya
a) Kita cari mereka dan kita pukul mereka hingga mereka berlumuran dengan darah
b) Kita jumpa mereka dan berikan kicap cap kipas udang yang diorang kirim kelmarin
c) Kita jumpa mereka dan beritahu mereka mana boleh makan telur mata lembu tak letak kicap?

"Jangan tekan minyak ah"
Ertinya
a) Jangan marah-marah ah
b) Jangan pijak accelerator kereta tu sangat...
c) Kalau nak pump minyak... pump sikit aje. Harga minyak dah naik. Kalau nak pump penuh kena masuk Johor.

The above is dedicated to my minah friend - BamiaBaby07, or as you people know her - Dzafiirah. she loves to use these languages. i dunno why though... *sigh* hanyut! =P hahahaha...

Ok, 3 down, 1 to go... last paper's on Thurs - ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS! which happens to be Azfar's favourite module... Later gotta go to my dad'd friend house for tuition, somewhere near Bukit Batok... i need to top-up my account so as to retake my FTT... Arrgh!! (impian untuk memandu kereta ke sekolah, terbantut! hahaha.. padehal tinggal dekat jer!) Tomorrow goin out with the class to Seoul Garden, at Marina Square. or izit Marine Parade?? (samer tak? *oops* 14.2 hahaha... tak faham =P)

hmm... what else? FAROK! my soccer boots still with you... (biler nak kasi balik??) hehe... your jerzy oso with me. =P

i need to get a new pair of shoes.... converse? Vans? Nike? 4 stripe Adidas? Purcell? =P Hmm...

and also your hairdryer... =P

~Adioz

>*remmembered it clearly...*

2006-02-24T10:37:00.000+08:00

i juz met my liaison officer juz now, regarding my attachment. guess where?? hahaha... its at SENTOSA!!! woohoo... hahaha. yeah, some company named KINETIC INVESTMENTS at the Cinemania. (aku tanye dier, keje buat ape? mungkin Admin work ah...) Hmm... admin work. okayyy... though ive never done any admin work before. should be interesting ah. pay? $440 jer... oklah, i guess... (Kaoz!!! kat sentosa sak.... at least bukan kat tempat ulu lyk Joo Chiat or Jurong Island kan.. *oops* =P) haha. sape terase?

what would it be like, i wonder? hahaha... (hari-hari pegi keje naik cable car, haha aper jer, lunctime makan kat beach kepe... hmm, ade ke kedai makan melayu kat sentosa? hahaha...) but the bad part is that, im the ONLY one. haiyah!!! i asked him, how many students are attached to this company? he said only 1. (Rabak!!! attachment tempat gerek, tapi sorang sey....) hahaha. so now ive gotta write up some 'intro' letter for the Supervisor - Mr SAM.... SAM SHANMUGAM.

Faliq dapat kat Courts sak... Bukan court of justice tau, kat COURTS SUPERSTORE. hahahahaha...!!! jual sofa. "why courts sia?" hahaha... imagine masuk Courts, skali nampak muke Faliq, tenga nyanyi lagu.... atas kerusi. hahaha, giler!!

Mal dapat kat Joo Chiat, along with my classmate Nurul. Joo Chiat... Muzika Records, jual casette. hahahaha... CASETTE sak...!! tape recorder and LD. hahahahaha....!!!!

had my exam yesterday. after that, went to JP to watch Final Destination 3. (nak tahu what happened? ok, aku spoilkan korang...) wahaha!!! a lot of people died when the rollercoaster broke down midway, 2 bimbos died in a tanning salon, FRIED to death in the tanning machine. this black guy got his head CRUSHED while working out in the gym, theres these two gothic couple. the girl died while working in a tools store. an accident triggered a nail gun to continuously fire through her skull... they guy died with a mobile lift, crushing him FLAT! (the mobile crane yang bangla pakai untuk potong tree branches tu..) another bald guy died while ordering food at a drive thru. how he died? a lorry went out of control and crashed his car. the engine fan blade was stuck to the back of his head.. the ending? hmm... tanak cakap ah. ive SPOILED quite a lot oredy, for those who intend to watch. hahaha... Gross factor - 7.

Okaylah, dah update... 2 exams down... 2 more to go. Structural Analysis and Eng Maths. (cepatlah habis!!) hmm, its too bad that the KL strip was cancelled. wasted ah... (kater nak pegi makan, pakai duit 4on4 tu? jangan senyap-senyap, duit nanti hilang... haha.) lets have the 'prep' camp again!! to so called 'prepare' us for the FO camp... hahaha

~Adioz

*the glass was on my side*

2006-02-14T10:26:00.000+08:00

Green Day - Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)

Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road

Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go

So make the best of this test
And don't ask why

It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind

Hang it on a shelf in
Good health and good time

Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial

For what it's worth
It was worth all the while

Its something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

2006-02-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

Sent my brother to skool juz now, gave him a ride in my car... CHey!! i WISH!! hahaha... hopefully someday, InsyaAllah. i think im beginning to understand why parents easily feel worried. Walking Danial to the front gate, and as i see him slowly walking down the path to his classroom, carrying his large skool bag, i juz cant help but feel a sense of worriedness for him (is that a proper word? worriedness... haha)

Yar, he's only primary one, but still... will he be ok? is he bullied in skool? will he make friends? will he mix with 'bad' friends? will he lag behind in class? does he know how to take care of himself in skool? thats the main thing. i guess its natural to feel that way cos these things are juz out of our control... hmmm but i guess at this time, theres more important things to worry about... im talking bout EXMAS!

one test down, 2 more to go.. computer programming on tuesday, and CECON on wed, after which the REAL mugging begins for the exams. which means stayin over at the t15 block till late night, studying, studying n studying. hmm.... lookin at the big picture - end of exams, start of attachment (4 weeks). end of attachment, start of final year project (FYP). end of FYP, start of exams. end of exams, GRADUATION but also beginning of NS. end of NS? hahaha... it seems lyk our life has been planned out to a certain point. hmm....

i miss.......... FLOORBALL! cant wait for the KL trip against the Malysian Nationals. haha, yeah... its always like that. you're so hyped towards the KL trip or something youre looking forward to, but u fail to see something equally important before that. (exam, cepatlah habis!!)

what to do tomorrow? study...

next day? study...

next week? study...

entry aku niari tak banyak merepek eh? hmm, takde mood ah! =/

*appreciation, understanding, respect*

2006-02-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

im goin out to get myself an lcd tv for my room and an mp4 player too... hehehe...!! *bluek*

2006-02-10T08:26:00.000+08:00

i failed my FTT driving theory test yeahsterday... Fcuk!

*wash you hair?...* haha..

2006-02-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hoobastank - Running Away

I don't want you to give it all up
And leave your own life collecting dust

And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be

And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright

I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Cause I did enough to show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice

And I was the one who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough

And when I get close, you turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say

So now I need you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time?

Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you change your mind

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

...What is it I've got to say...
So why are you running away?

...To make you admit you're afraid...
Why are you running away?

2006-02-08T08:19:00.000+08:00

New skin, new polls... FINALLY!i've got three tests nest week on mon, tues and wed. but still got the CHEEK to play soccer later... AIYAH!! =P hahaha... (next week baru start blaja ah) haha, Floorball on hold too..! What else? hmm... it SUX!! right? sumtyms, juz feel lyk....

study mode: on

*breaking the glass*

2006-02-02T12:27:00.000+08:00

i think the person who used my new number before me, was someone famous ah. hmm, i dunno... cos i keep getting these occasional calls, "Hello, Albert ah??"... (banyak kali sak... dapat) hahaha...

"Albert ah??" dengan suare slenger dier.... wahahaha!!!

this will shut down soon...

~adioz "Albert ah??"

2006-02-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

hmm, lets see... what happened to me thruout last week? sat, training as usual. thats what i THOUGHT!! hahaha... (nak tahu wat happen?) came down for training on time, 9:30am =P, expecting to play soccer n stuff, cos that day was supposed to be 'free and easy'... (Monyet ah!! free n easy) haha.. Once training started, Akil came up to me and said, " Wan, niari kau take over training. Yang lain sumer aku takle harap ah. anyway, kau kan the next captain, so aku nak kau practice handling the training. i know u can do it. lagipun, kau paling handsome ah" wahahahahahahahahahahaha......!!!!!!

so at first i was afraid.... i was petrified.... , haha per jer. (sape tak terkejut, sak.. bilang orang pun last minute. tapi aku tak 'goyang' ah..) haha, yeap. so i took charge of training that saturday (ok tak?) haha... we practiced our passes, then i tried the 'double L' drill. a trademark of MI training. haha... well, actually it was more of a SINGLE L (kiter patut buat on both sides... haha, takpe ah. pelan-pelan... maybe next week boleh try) next we did the '10 passes' which clearly shows our lack of ability to hold posession. hahaha... (stakat 4 on 2, dah terkial-kial nak simpan bola... apeda?!)

Finished our training with our usual game, before goin off to makan at Hazwani (kedai adik Shazwan and Shazwani) haha... Me, Akil, Idhzaar, Khairul, Riezal, Zaim, Bo n Rab. (ni sumer kawan baik aku tau... Riezal tulis dalam buku tu) =P. almost all of us ate chicken rice, xcept for Rab, who ate chicken noodle. (spoil jer.. haha, ) n we didnt eat normal chicken rice tau, we ate chicken rice + xtra rice + xtra chicken = $4.70 (tapi PUAS sak, makan!!!) hahaha... we stayed around 4 plus before goin off.. (lepas tu korang ingat kiter ni balik kepe??) hahaha... Zaim went home after that. Bagus. Alhamdulillah... =P hehe.

we went to Khairul's workplace 4 more MAKAN!! haha, serious..! at Wheelock Place. (Khai blanje kiteorangsumer makan kat tempat dier) dzak joined us there... another good friend of mine. Each of us had 2 ice-blended drinks. i had a blackforest and an Ultimate. we also ate chocolate cake, apple crumble, chocolate brownie, pasta, sandwiches and Vodka (alcohol percentage dalam tulisan arab) hahaha... i think we ate more than $100 worth of food, there... anybody starting to feel jealous? (tu lah, suro datang training, malas kan? kalau tak, dah boleh join kitorang sumer...) hahaha.

so we talked and talked and talked, me and my good friends, till around 11 plus. the others took a train home, while me and my good friend Riezal, took a bus home. hahaha...

guess what.. yesterday, had a chat with an old friend. she was a member of the notorious 'Taszilian Minahs', but they've disbanded now. Chatted with Farah Farah Vierra yesterday night, online. oh yar, Farok also joined in. hehe... yeap! ( dier kirim salam kat korang sumer ah) she said misses us all... (actually, dier punye 'all' cumer refering to satu orang jer... korang sumer jangan menyebok.. CHey!! hahaha... =P tak tahu malu) but shes now bz with her full time job, working as the restaurant manager near Bedok area. (mentang-mentang dah naik pangkat, jadi manager.. dah takde time for fb n stuff...) hahaha

wanna know what happened to the other 'two' members? hmm... one's bz with her skool and bf, the other is now in childcare. yes, u read it correctly, MASNE is now a childcare teacher... (haha, aku tahu. biler 1st tyme dengar pun, aku takle caye sak... cam maner entah dier jadi? nanti budak-budak sumer rambut merah sey...) hahaha. lotsa things that happened, taking me away from my inner thoughts. Thank You!!! till then...

~Adioz

~what do u expect to see written here??~

2006-01-25T08:21:00.000+08:00

kwakwakwa.... Nyeh Nyeh Blablabla... hahaha, Wan dah giler.... Whee!!! riding high... hope i wont 'fall'... =P i dun wanna fall.... to pieces hahaha, Wan Giler!! kkays.. actually aku mabuk ah niari. crazy.....

hmmm.... yesterdae went to BBDC. passed my Basic Theory, WOOHOO!! thanx to my classmates who oredy took it, and singaporetests.com (dalam test room, tengok sbelah kiri-kanan aku sumer fail sak... aku pun dah takot. nak tekan the 'end test' button pun kene think twice. hahaha) after that, went home straight. =P

i almost had a scare yesterdae. i thought i lost my passport!!!! was searching frantically for it. asked my mum where she put it, but she said it was with me, so i searched the whole house (terkial-kial sak, aku cari...) but i couldnt find it. imagine if i lost my passport?? kind or f***ed up feeling (bingat sak, takle pegi KL, nanti aku takde mesti korang boring. betul kan?) haha, kwakwa.

so juz now, woke up early (bukan cam orang tu... asik bangun lambat jer) =P bathed and got dressed. got some xtra time so thought i'd searched for it again. at last, i found it in my mum's cabinet drawer... BINGIT SAK!!! she told me its not with her, but it was! haha... nasib. =P Bamia Betul!!! *oops* merajuk...? perr jerr. so im goin 2 renew my passport later so i can go 2 KL, arent u happy for me? wakakakaka!!!

cakap...!! =)

2006-01-18T08:42:00.000+08:00

READ THESE WORD CAREFULLY: I DUNNO WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM....!!! SHEESH!!! DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG OR WHAT??!! COS I DONT THINK I DID, BUT IF I DID DO SOMETHING WRONG, TALK IT OUT OR WHAT, INSTEAD OF GIVING ME THE A.T.T.I.T.U.D.E YOU KNOW WHAT, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT....!!! CARRY ON WITH YOUR FUCKED UP ATTITUDE. I COULDNT CARE LESS!!! WHY SHOULD I? ITS NOT AS THOUGH I DID SOMETHING WRONG... GROW UP WHY DON'T YOU....!!

this is a computer generated entry. please do not reply.

2006-01-17T09:52:00.000+08:00

Guys, here's a tip. dont ever go to a malay 'pakcik' to get your hair cut. i learned it the hard way... juz look at my hair now!!! (macam slenger sak!!) kwakwakwa... months of patience down the drain. AIYAH!! haha... :P but it'll grow back. (next time, aku nak try potong kat SALOON!!) Cheybah.... haha. wait, izit salon or saloon?? hmm.... (ok, ok... skarang aku nak cakap pasal goal aku yang lawan SIM. siape tanak bacer boleh skip the next few paragraphs!!) haha... SP vs SIM -3-3. i scored my 1st goal for IVP. Yess Ahh... personal goal accomplished!! haha..

Goin into the game, i think our line did very well for the 1st period. we stuck to our game plan which ended up with me scoring the 2nd goal, from the left, but must also give credit to Syukor for that assist... how the second goal was scored was similar, if not exactly the same, as how i scored during the 4 on 4 tournament against Northland Sec, from the left. Yar, i think i like playing on the left compared to my right... (tapi Dzak pun suker main left, so we took turns ah.. haha)

at that point where i saw the ball goin into the top right corner, the feeling was, hmm.... (entah eh) cant find the words to describe the feeling ah... better than sex?? hahaha, aper jer!! but cmon lah, (kasi aku slack sikit ah.. ni 1st goal aku sak... mesti ah happy. aku bukan a seasoned goalscorer macam kau, Farok..) haha..

ok, its over already. you're only as good as your last game so im gonna giv it my all on my last. lets ALL do. hahaa... oh yar one more thing. i found out from my ITP lecturer that i if i can get a letter from the SAA, i can be excused from the 1st week of ITP, which means I CAN GO FOR THE KL TRIP!!! Yess Ahh... Jane, write me a letter. haha.

~adioz

* scorefor...?? *

2006-01-12T13:19:00.000+08:00

Went to watch the SP girl's FB game vs NYP. as expected, they lost... hehe. at least their performance was better compared to last year, THRASHING. (Ah Shan lagi confident... cakap boleh menang) haha. Maybe partly becos the 'twins' have graduated. haha... went to watch the match with Hafiz, Akil, Azfar and 'friend'... hehe.

as the gals played, we were cheering them on. Especially Dzaf (aku tenga 'cheer' dier biler dier masuk court, abistu hafiz tarik telinga aku... ape sak, Hafiz?? hehe... ) and i cheered for Huda when she scored... YES, she scored... an own goal. hehe =P See!!... i still supported you people, cheering you on, but what did u do when i played?? KACAU!! distracted me... making me lose my focus by shouting .......!!! BASKET!! (Monday korang sumer jangan datang!!! kk, not 'all'=P) especially Ah Shan!!! better dont come ah, i tell you...

Oh, i also 'noticed' something else or rather, 'sumone' else. Got this TP player ah. no, dun worry Adzmin, its not your No 10. hehe (kiter-kiter je yang tahu eh, Akil n Hafiz?) hehe... erm.. no 21. kawan Zai lah... Erica. HABIS!!!! hehe

I've talked to Akil and Idhzaar bout this. Juz thought of putting my thoughts in here. Our emphasis on a passing game. where was it? im not saying that it doesnt work. it DOES... but it seems that when we're being pressured (full court) our passing game breaks down. why?? but when theres no full pressure, our 'game' goes on smoothly (tengok friendly game vs TP, diorang tak pressure habis-habisan) we were able to get our passing game thru. is it be cos defenders might not be composed to pass the ball upfront, once they see themselves being closed down FAST by two defenders? 'gabra' maybe?? or could it be that, even if the ball does go out of defence, our centres might not be able to hold the ball long enough, to make a pass?? cos opponents quickly close em down. hmm...

Suggestion? we should increase the tempo and aggresion for our trainings. you might not agree with me, or have a different view on this, but its ok... increase the tempo. why? cos to make ourselves used to playing a high tempo game (biasekan diri ah) i mean, during normal training, our tempo slacks, which means we have more time to compose ourselves and control the ball. but with a high tempo game, our time needed is significantly shortened. i think we must get used to it. slowly lah... (pelan-pelan kayuh) haha.

this goes the same for increasing the aggression level. Tournaments, be it IVP or League, are aggressive. Opponents will go in hard, slashing and all... so if we want to play passing game without having aggression, 'hanyut' ah kiter. haha... basically juz get used to it so we know what to expect during a game. haha... anyway, if we play with high aggression and tempo, the person with the ball would be tempted to release the ball early, to avoid being closed down and tackled... haha. juz a thought anyway. leave me comments, aite..

~Adioz

~Im Happy You're Happy~ =)

2006-01-12T10:43:00.000+08:00

Bon Jovi - I'll Be There For You

...

I guess this time you're really leaving,

I heard your suitcase say goodbye.

And as my broken heart lies bleeding,

they say true love is suicide.

…

You say you've cried a thousand rivers,

and now you're swimming for the shore.

You left me drowning in my tears,

and you won't save me anymore.

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl.

…

I'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for you

…

I know you know we've had some good times,

Now they have their own hiding place.

I can promise you tomorrow,

But I can't buy back yesterday.

…

And baby you know my hands are dirty,

But I wanted to be your Valentine,

I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby

When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

…

I'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for you

…

And I wasn't there when you were happy,

I wasn't there when you were down.

I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby

I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

…

I'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for...

…

i'll be there for you

These five words I swear to you.

When you breathe I want to be the air for you.

I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you

Steal the sun from the sky for you,

Words can't say what love can do.

I'll be there for you

2006-01-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

Fast one.. 1st IVP game against NYP, we lost 3-0... Blablabla!! Next game against NTU - this Wed... Must WIN!!! to have any hope of going thru... Yea yea yea. Sheesh...

this entry to be continued some other time... this entry to be continued some other time..

support the 'team' heheh... perr jerr

'You're' still here?? didnt i tell you to get lost??!!.... or can't you take a hint?! Sheesh... Slenger!!!

~adioz

~sporty cute~ :P

2006-01-06T12:08:00.000+08:00

Hey you!! yes, im talking toYOU.. the one lookin at this blank screen, reading my entry. yes, YOU!! who else... what are you doing ah?? why the hell are you here??! nothing better to do isit?? i dont reallie know you and i dont intend to!!! okaylah, i know your friend, but so?? Get out lah, dont come here... you're not welcomed here... Get Lost! Go somewhere else... Tahu malu tak? What a LOSER!! - this is for all who 'terase'

1st IVP game is in 7 hours time, vs NYP. kkays, dats enuff... iwanna go temple pray.. *oops* i mean, Mosque. (doa banyak-banyak) Amin..... tuer! hehehe

~young girl, dont cry...~

2006-01-03T16:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, theres so much i wanna say, but i know i just cant... Haiz!!! contradicts having a blog in the 1st place, doesnt it? hmmm........ haha okok, new years gone. Went out with the SPFB gang on new year's eve... juz like last year. Lets juz say this 'period' will be one that i won't forget easily. hahaha, silent understanding. (tak faham?) its ok. hmmm..... Bleah!! Wan!!! hehehe... exactly 1 year ago... oklah, not exactly. enuff said... STOP!

Meeting up with my cousin later, Shasha and Azie. Planned to meet up at JP but later changed to Causeway (PEMALAS punye budak-budak!!! jumpe kat JP, tanak... nak jumpe tempat dekat-dekat jer! hahaha... *bluek*) its ok, im tinking of buying some stuff there too. (cam nak beli seluar erm... sluar aper tu, Mal? Alah, yang tadi kau pakai tu... nak beli sluar, tak tau namer. Apeda?!) I also wanna buy shirt. White T-shirt. I dun have a white Shirt. should start being more like Huda... hehehe. WHITE WARDROBE!! (colour lain sumer HARAM bagi dier... kater suci!! betul tak Huda?) hehe.. lucky she doesnt read blogs.

later im gonna send my grandmomma to Haji ( Chey, GRANDMOMMA sey, panggil.. hahaha, kurang ajar punye cucu!! Sorry Nek, rilek ah.. hehe) Yar, she's going to Haji for a month. Imagine if i went to Haji... (mesti HAVOC sey, kat saner... hahaha) then i'll come back, (pakai songkok) n people start calling me Haji Riduwan, Haji Wan. HAJJAH Riduwan?? hehehe... and people will regard me higher than zaim lagi... hehehe (sumer orang dekat aku, ader rase cam satu 'cahaya' gitu... rase suci. hahaha... aper kau merepek Wan??) hahaha, i myself dunno... juz being crazy to distract my mind from 'stuff'... moving on!!

Its finally here!! IIVP is finally here... WOOHOO!! 1st game is this friday vs NYP. (Azfar, aper kater kiter run HAVOC against them??) hahaha... as long as u dont blow your cool, sudah... (jadi captain takle marah-marah tau, Azfar...) hehe. Yeah.. personal goal?? at least to break my duck in the IVP - score at least a goal (tu jerr... tanak banyak-banyak) haha. it'll be the last IIVP with the 'old -birds' BOO....!!! hahaha. Time for a new captain - YAY!!! hehehe... perr jerr

Klah... i wanna continue, but juz dont have the time. this 'thing' involving me, Mal n rudy is surfacing yet again... (orang lain nanti ingat, cam love traingle gitu...) hahaha.. we'll come up with something, wont we Mal? we'd BETTER!! heheh...

~Adioz

~never will i find someone EXACTLY like you... ever~

2005-12-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

1st time i joined MI club training

Woohoo...! I got into MI (Milennia Institute) training, Haha... The coach at MI asked me and Adzmin to come down for trial, to see whether we're good enough to join their training. Thankfully i got through...

Met up with Dzafiigo (Eh, not bad eh.. 'Dzafiigo'. Better than 'Dzafiiraul' aper saje..) at Toa Payoh MRT. Akil, Shai and Zaki met up at Paya Lebar MRT. When we (me n Dzaf) reached the bus stop in front of MI, it was SO totally not what i expected (tempat macam kilang Malaysia gitu... haha) The place is VERY old and looked condemned. I initiallty thought the place was kinda large, expensive, prestigious and all that... The word 'institute' threw me off but it was like a broken down old factory like that.. Pathetic. haha

Wanted to wait for Akil and Shai at the bus stop (Tak brani nak masuk seorang, nanti rase kekok gitu... haha) Then Shamil called me to come in cos he's already inside (Whew..! nasib) The coach hasn't arrived yet, so we changed into our kit and passed the ball around. Dzaf was at the so called 'gym' upstairs, running on the treadmill (Nak step konon... Peegidah!!) After a while, Shai and Zaki arrived, followed by Akil roughly 10 mins after... After a while, we helped set up the boards. I wasnt surprised that only the SP guys set up the boards..( yang lain semua pemalas sak.. macam si Dzaf tu.. haha)

The coach, Amir, soon arrived. Aku dah rase segan sikit, not knowing how he was like. When i got to saw him, he seemed quite friendly ar... (Dzaf, if you're reading this, INI KAU CAKAP HANDSOME GILER...??? Aku lagi... hahaha) His spoke mostly english, got some 'slang' to his english too..( ala.. macam nak step mat salleh gitu, haha..) Not only that, rabak sak Dzaf... kau bukannye nak intro aku. He had to come up to me and ask who i was. So i xplained that i was Dzaf's friend, the one she talked to him about, last week. I was xpecting her to xplain to Amir bout Adzmin cos he wasn't able to come for todaes training as he had twisted brain, haha... ankle lah. At last aku had to tell him that. Kawan aper engkau, Dzaf??? Not only that, i havent even officially join their training and shes already trying to 'psycho' me to donate to MI. Gini macam eh kawan? Binawei betul ar kau!! haha... Tengok, aku ader ingatkan kau, Adzmin - kawan aku... haha.

We started trainings with some passing movement (aku sini dah rase segan sikit) cos i was afraid i wouldnt be able to be on level with their standard of trainings, but after a while, i felt more comfortable. Keith was there too. He brought his airhook skills with him too.. haha. Trainings continued until 10pm when we started our match. All 5 of us, SP guys, formed a line. Me, NurAkil, shaZakiri, Shaini and Shamilia. I kept thinkin simple play, strictly no MONDOK dribble, haha... so we played for an hour. Each line played for only 2 mins.. I even scored a goal in my debut, top corner.. (Chey!! Action ah tu... haha)I think i did fairly well, maybe enough to impress Amir to let me train with them, but at that point i still dunno.

Game stopped at 10pm (besok skolah dah..) the moment of truth is upon me.. (Ader sikit suspense ar.. haha) Again i expected si 'dodo bird' to ask Amir if i can join anot, but i guess you can't expect a lot from someone.... with limited intelligence, wakhakhakha..!!! So again i approached Amir and asked, "Sir, so how? can i join your trainings anot?" he said, "Yeah sure, I see you've got a lot of potential. Can enter nationals if you work hard. I want you to play for my 1st division" hahaha.. ok lah he didnt say the last few parts ar... (Muke tak tau malu..!! haha) so there i was packing my stuff when there's this (budak sesat) the same one i met at the stadium, keep pestering me to donate to MI. Aku terus cabut, join the others at the toilet. We all changed together and went back. Shamil wasnt with us. We went through a long route back to the bus stop cos we were running from the cooling down session. Rabak... haha We took a bus to Paya Lebar MRT and went home. I think stopping at Paya Lebar is so much more convenient, than Toa Payoh... Bengap! haha

Overall, the trainings there really worked up a sweat. Not too intense, not too laxed. SP training is nothing, compared to MI (no offence..) but SP training more enjoyable though... but you can really feel that you can improve with that kinda trainings.. Learned a few 'unique' words there. 'Wakil' and 'Redound' (Sumer Akil yang cakap.. entah aper maknenye.. haha) oh ya one more thing i juz remmembered during training. Theres this tall indian girl, wearing blue MI jersy. DIER PAKAI SLUAR TERBALIK....!!!! wahahaha...! Kite sumer ketawa.. karut sak! Ok lah thats all folks, Adioz...

2005-12-28T13:29:00.000+08:00

This two weeks of holiday, has turned out to be two weeks of Floorball, but im not complaining. haha... (gerek per!!) 1st week of holiday - training on monday, jungle trekking on wed at the HSBC tree top hill - 24 click, and training on fri. 2nd week - cycling trip at pulau ubin, followed by training the following day, and lastly, a friendly game against TP on friday, WOOHOO!!! All this training in preparation for IIVP Tournament. cant wait... Yess Ah!! (Sha sha, if you're reading this, click on the 'SP Floorball' link to see the game fixtures. u said u wanna watch the game, kan? haha.. ajak Azie skali)

I fell during the cycling trip and now i've got a deep cut on my right elbow (tapi masih sihat... friday boleh main friendly. haha..) It was a bit 'malu-ating' (nasib baik sikit orang nampak aku jatuh... Whew! haha..) I was going down this steep slope (aku lagi nak step, tunduk kepale, cam 'racer' gitu...) haha. goin down at full speed, Botak was at the bottom of the hill, waiting for the others. Then, at full speed, i was riding on the outside lane of the road. I brake-d too late, i think... not enough braking distance lah. (aku jatuh, style tak? hehe..) i fell on a bush, but lucky i wore my NCC camou pants to prevent any cuts on my legs and luckily Zana brought her medic kit. (slamat aku... lain kali, jangan dengar cakap aku) :P

After that incident, the 'kutuk' and the humiliations started to come pouring!! " aku tak tahu naik basikal lah.... kene apply bicycle license lah.. buat malu NCC jer..." (cos i was wearing my NCC camou pants) and ohter 'stuff' came out. (kurang ajar eh, korang.... sabar je, Wan. haha...)

Then we reached the accident area, and true enough, a few of us fell. (aku tak jatuh,,, dah serik ah!! haha..) yeah. Farok and Dzak was next on the casualty, after me, with Farok having a deep cut on his left elbow, thigh and a sprained wrist (tulah... kutuk aku lagi kan? mulut masin. haha, ) Dzak fell behind him. it was a domino effect ah, but he was ok. Next was Rabbiah. She fell at the middle of the slope, cutting her palm. she pressed the front brake!!! (camne tak jatuh??) which would cause her to flip forward. haha... Zana had to work overtime as the medic. kwakwakwa...

we finished around 6 plus. played stunts with the bicycles before returning them (main 'skid' pun gerek eh? haha...) my attempts of doin a wheelie was 60% successful. haha... giler

took the bumboat back to Spore, makan-ed at Tampines with bO, Idhzaar, Dzafiz(eh, style tak, aku fuse namer korang? - dzaf and hafiz,) Dani, Rabbiah and Zana before goin off 2 nenek's house. (rushing ah... sampai luper nak bayar duit makan sumer... aku bukan nak cabot lari lah!! thanx eh, Idhzaar.)

all in all, it was a memorable experience. good and bad. One that i wont easily forget (kecian Mal, kau tak dapat ikut...)

lets see... this fri there's the friendly game with TP at 11am (sempat tak, solat jumaat lepas tu? hmm... Azfar, tanye Bo, main line aku ah.. haha) This is our strongest squad for IVP by far... so lets achieve something before all the 'old birds' fly away... (OLD BIRDS sey, kene...) haha.

Saturday - New Year's eve. Am i goin out?? hmmm... depends.

~adioz

~meant every word i said~

2005-12-19T10:59:00.000+08:00

Memorable Past Entry

(S O R R O W) 1/8/2004

Why must i feel this way..? Why? Why? Its all your fault but i can't blame you cos its not you're fault. Tak faham?? Its ok.. Its what i feel inside of me. Its better for u not to understand. Damn!! Im reallie reallie lost inside. Angst, Happiness, confusion, depression, lost, lost, lost. Why must i feel this wae..? Wacky, crappy, funny, friendly exterior, but inside - A lost child in a shopping mall, ship lost at sea, face without a name, a bird that lost its wings, a door without a key. Why...? Why must i..? Somebody please guide me... I want it to stop but how? how?? Please make it go away... I beg of you.

Why must it be me?? Why must it affect me?? Of all the people, why me?? Its all YOU..!! Im not angry at you, dont take it the wrong way. Its not your fault. You are what you are. Why must it be you?? Its lucky you cant read this. Things happen, for the good and for the bad. Im angry with myself. This wounds they may not heal, confusing what is real and what is not. My walls are closing in. All mixed up. So insecure, so.... I cant even find the words to describe and its all because of U. F*#%..!!! I dont wanna feel this wae. Take me back to the way it was, please.. The truth is, i dunno what to do anymore.. Thats why i'm so f*$%-ed up.. Trying to find someone else to blame, but its me that i should blame Arrghh..!!! Please make it go away. When you see me, I wont even show it. Let it go.. should i?? but.... nvm. Theres so much i wanna say to u, so much i need you to know, but i know i just cant.

Life sux!! The only thing to look forward to, and make me forget about you, are my friends. For that , i wanna say thank you, to each and evryone of you. You know who you are. No need to mention any names. Its you people, who are close to me and have made a difference in my life. Happy when i'm with you guys.. The people i laugh with, the people i converse with, the people i consoled to, the people i CRAP with. It is U who take me away from my problems. For that, i thank you. Especially you, my new best friend. People elsewhere are moaning the death of their family, and here i am, selfishly grumbling. What to do.. Sorry, but thats how i feel. Nobody can change that.. Sat gonna see the Floorball guys play soccer from 9 - 5. Riezal jadi keeper yang aku nak tengok, and lookin forward to sunday's training.. Cyazi will overcome it, one way or another... that is my promise

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(makan with Farah Vierra) 1/11/2004

The past few days, i've found out just how caring some of my friends reallie are. U know who u are.. One of them, unexpectedly, is a person whom i just met and i know the least about, compared to my other friends.. Thanx again yea.. Dunno how many times ive said it.. haha but seriously lah.. It reallie shows. Moving on.. waited for SOMEBODY for 15 mins to have lunch with on Sundae. haha.. (Siape eh??)Makan at Mcdonalds Bukit Batok. Talked about 'stuff', her upcoming play 'somsang' or 'sohmsung' or maybe 'samsung' haha(tak tau spell dah..) Acting as a prostitute kan? haha.. Got any 'action' scenes tak..? hehe.. Sure i'll come, if im not too BUSY, unlike...... haha. Just dont forget to inform me bout the details aite..?

We went 4 training afterwards. Hahaha.. Found out something in the train. Apparently, my birthday is the same as Farah's mother, so kalau nak belikan birthdae present tu, dont forget to buy for me as well tau.. haha apeda! Reached dover at about 1:45 We were early. I thought the regular early birds like Farok and Akil dah sampai, but nobody there.. ( Eleh.. macam tak tau gitu, training pukul 2, datang pukul 2:30 haha ) Training started.. Our regular coach/player - Jie 'W'ong was away, playing in the 1st division league. So too were Huda, Dzaf, Ah Shan and Zana.. (The last two belen belen je.. hehe) So the remainder all the kental kental who are not good enough to play in division 1.. haha (termasuklah aku skali..)

Ah Shan and Zana came from MI after having played in the league. Ah Shan, wearin all blue looked like a Japanese floorballer. So too was Zana (baju je macam Japan, tapi skill, JAUH..!!) hehe Akil was the acting coach for the day.. How do you think he fared..? Oklah Akil.. hehe but the trainings a bit disorganised dah, a bit noisy too, especially the minahs from Taszillian.. haha (rilek ar..) Before training, we were practicing our shots. I was the makeshift defender.. Then Ah Shan's shot kena my uh.. 'that' part.. yes 'THAT' area. Bullseye lagi.. Punyelah sakit.. Damn you Ah Shan..! Watch your shots lah.. haha Now i know how Gay Focker (Meet The Fockers) must feel.. I squirm evrytyme i think of it.. tapi i got a good shot of Wani's left thigh.. Oooh Sedapnye!!! haha (kalau nak lagi, just tell me ok Wani? anityme.. haha)

Timothy Quek came down to join us for training. He was hunting for mooses.. haha get it? If you're as blur as a 'dodo bird' (hehe) then nvm. wahahaha..! Akil, Farok, Adzmin and Hafiz were shortlisted to join their training but not confirm whether they can join the other mooses.. haha.After some skill training sessions, we played a few matches. Initially it was supposed to be mixed but then the other group's girls, dun wanna mix.. Anti! haha So we played, ( aku ader tunjuk sikit modok dribble aku.. wahahaha.. ape saje!) We ended training around 6 plus. By then, most of the girls have gone off oredy. All thats left were Wani, Jolyn and that cock shooter... Basket!!! Hope Dzafiimorientes, dont forget to help me ask eh.. Im tired of havin trainings juz once a week. Boring dah..! OK thats all for now.. thanx for drooppin by, dun 4get 2 tag.. Cyaz..!!

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(Rizal sleeps in mosque) 10/16/2004

Yo..!, or should i say.. Assalamualaikum haha.. Nak step alim ni. Katerkan bulan Ramadhan, bulan yang suci dan mulia, bulan yang Allah banyak memberi berkat. Hahaha.. macam pak haji dah. Its been some tym since i've blogged. As you'all noe, todae's the 1st dae of puasa(fasting month). Happy ar..! You noe why? cos i can cut down on my spending, which means i can save more, which means i can faster settle the debt i have with Ming Jie(I bought his floorball stick). Had an okay dae todae, a bit tired lah.. I'm not the only one. Every single 'jemaah'(people who went for friday prayers) were also restless. Could tell by the sound of their voices. 'VERY ENTHUSIASTIC!!' haha.. Evryone was lyk half dead, Bacer doa, setakat 'Amin' also tak larat seh.. haha. Even Rizal, who was sitting beside me teros K.O(tidur). Skarang semuer orang tahu rizal tidur dalam masjid! haha rilek ar Zal, aku pun tido. Jangkit dari kau..

When came back from the mosque, i had the Geomatics practical exam. Its superness the simplest wan..(fantastic grammer huh..?) Oh ya.. Speaking of exams, mines coming up this mondae, all the wae thru thursdae. Apeda..?! why can't they have lyk one or two daes interval before the next exams, so that we'all could study?(Lagi tak tahu eh.. We'all Singaporean where got study so early?? Alwaes last minute wan.. haha. Correct anot?). Saturdae still need to go to woodbridge for the CD. Should recommend Najibah to admit herself inside. Seemed suitable for her, can also mix around people her type. Betul tak Naj? hahaha... Sundae also gonna go Harbourfront, maybe alone(independant lah.. kirekan), to study. Exam on monday. Ok lah, Gotta go oredy. Need to 'sahur'(very early morning breakfast) and pray also (alim pe..) so, to all my Muslim friends, selamat berpuasa and dont do anything yang dihalangi tuhan pada bulan yang mulia ini.. and to all the non-muslims(jolyn, jenn, fabian) who could not understand what i wrote, dun worry, its something bad about each of you ok.. ADIOZ..